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"No grave can hold my body down, I'll crawl home to her" Aaarggghhhh!!! How can Hozier expect us not to go crazy when singing this?

If this isn't what my lover feels, then I don't want it.

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I keeping thinking how people will react when I am gone. Will their lives be miserable? Will they think about the times I was around, hoping I would still be there when they looked across the corner? Will some things or places remind them of me, thinking oh she would have loved these, I would have taken her here? Do I matter enough to live in their memories or be forgotten after a day or so? Most importantly will they remember the times they took me for granted and wished they could do things differently if I would just be there?

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I guess I am tired of being a home for everyone, one where you can go in need, which will always welcome you heartedly. I wish there was somewhere I could go to pour my feelings onto and not just be cramped in my tiny home waiting for someone to come over to give me minute of company.