oceanboy7000

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do people actually enjoy me or am i just becoming another chore again

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i don’t wanna work anymore. i wanna nap. free me from the shackles of employment (with zero consequences, preferably)

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You ever feel like

just incredibly confused at the idea that people are attracted to you

bc like

I wouldn’t be-

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it actually fucking sucks to just have everyone see you as unlikeable and annoying.

like its so upsetting and i dont know what else i need to change about myself to just get people to like me and stay.

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you just do 😞

Tell me why four different people told me they thought was gay/bi last night

I mean the aren’t entirely wrong but what do you MEAN I give those vibes so strongly

[oceanboy7000]

Sylvia Plath, from a letter featured in The Letters of Sylvia Plath Vol. 1: 1940-1956

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may his day be as terrible as his opinions

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"this thing is rare and only affects 1% of the population" dude that's 80 million people can you shut up

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oh lord shes so sweet im going to cry

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im going to fucking implide i need to cuddle her and hold her close shes actusllg the cutest person on planet earth im going to cry

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screamign cryig throwing upbshes so cute i have to die or something its unbearable

[oceanboy7000]

was largely reflecting bc my knee hurts real bad ngl </3 and i was like dang </3 rip </3

even my own mother is calling me disabled </3 i cant escape </3 my body is just ouchy guys im not disabled </3

[oceanboy7000]

she called me it earlier i was just reflecting

even my own mother is calling me disabled </3 i cant escape </3 my body is just ouchy guys im not disabled </3

[oceanboy7000]

fair, carry on soldier 🫡

everybody out here holding grudges ig?

@permetutotheworld @garden-of-runar yall good?? 😭

[oceanboy7000]

even my own mother is calling me disabled </3 i cant escape </3 my body is just ouchy guys im not disabled </3

[oceanboy7000]

everybody out here holding grudges ig?

@permetutotheworld @garden-of-runar yall good?? 😭

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me when i was trying to tell my mom the other day that i felt directionless and hopeless and she said “well. i know the answer. but you wont like it…” GIRL SYBAU I WAS MENTALLY ILL WHEN I WAS CHRISTIAN TOO??