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I'm so excited!! I live in a really small city and I love thrifting. Turns out, there's a whole thrift store i've never been to and it's 200 square meters big!!! I'm soooo excited

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Gonna post an awesome haul stay tuned for later tonight

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Just downloaded Alice madness returns! This will make my summer, or destroy me. Stay tuned in for updates...

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Ended up not working btw...

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Trying to download the sims 4 from steam and it's taking YEARS oh my god. So....now I'm bothering anyone that comes across my post, with this struggle.

I just want the sims. And I want to insert pretty clothes , makeup and hair into it. That's all I want...

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Trying to download the sims 4 from steam and it's taking YEARS oh my god. So....now I'm bothering anyone that comes across my post, with this struggle.

I just want the sims. And I want to insert pretty clothes , makeup and hair into it. That's all I want...

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I find it genuinely surprising that other people, can find themselves pretty. Not just periodically, but ALWAYS. I'm so happy for them, but I can't help but be jealous. I have moments, outfits and sometime hairstyles that make me feel pretty momentarily, but I can never just stand in my pyjamas, or feel pretty as completely bare.

I just can't and I've never been able to. So whenever another girl my own age tells me she isn't insecure, and she's happy with her looks (good for her) I can't help but doubt her in silence, because the concept is beyond me. I'm so happy for them but I will never understand or achieve it for myself. To always, be and feel pretty.

Not to ask for pity,, just an observation I've made but never dared to share.

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I want to prefice what I'm about to say with that I'm not some super total mega genius, this post probably has spelling mistakes(english is not my first language) and I'm not the next big entrepreneur or inventor.

But I've often (and still am) being told that I'm smarter then my peers, both socially (how I treat teachers and adult figures and receive critisms by them) and academically.

This means, that my classmates/"friends" often don't really understand the things I say, which creates a group mentality that I'm the wrong one.

It's basically, in a nutshell

"I say something smart" -> they do not get it -> I try to explain -> they don't like "scientific explanations and social discussions" and try to shut me TF up because they don't want to be wrong -> everyone treats me like I'm stupid because they in a collective do not understand.

Imagen being so "smart" people don't understand and make you out to be the stupid one. And it's usually human rights discussions or litterall science too.

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Today I wrapped up the mother's day presents I had bought for my mom. I couldn't help but look at them knowing that I love my mother but that we are bound to have an argument in the coming 3 days (if not sooner) over something unnecessary and I'm sure that I'll cry. She's not a bad person, but she is stubborn aswell as easily irritated and I cry easily.

She's a good person, just not always the greatest listener.

I love my mother and she loves me but I don't think I'll ever be truly understood by her, you know? I'll never truly understand her either. That's just the only way for us to be.

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Eating strawberries after showering, covered in cherry blossom moisturizer, while watching the Nana Live action with lit scented candles.

Such a strong contrast, now that I'm finally free from a long period of intense studies.

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So sad Lana del Rey cancelled the right person will stay UGHHHHHH

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I'm free!!!!!!!! I'm going to watch Nana live action when I get home <<33

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PROPAGANDA I WILL NOT FALL FOR!!

Having kids at a really young age. No offense to young parents but how can people be ready for that? Like your frontal lobe isn't finished, far from it, how do you know you'll still be as happy to have sed kid when you're finished developing? 2. Buying stuff from glamourised fast fashion brands like Motel Rocks. It's still fast fashion? 3. Urban. Outfitters. 4. Skinnytok(rebrand Heroinchic) 5. Eurovision 6. Ai Yazawa coming back 7. Rise of anti-intellectualism 8. Death of being cultured.

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Life is so so good. no more tests=no more studying=more free time=make more art be creative be free be happy

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To study, or listen to Violet bent over the grass and draw and consume art and be happy

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Me, in Bengans Stockholm, cirka 22 april.

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Sometimes I get excruciatingly jealous of the 60s-70s. Not because off the music, or fashion. They had plenty of social issues, it's not a time I would want to live in.

But Imagen a time where it was normalised amongst the youth, to WANT to talk about politics and do activism. It was expected by your peers. And they atleast got to feel like they were fighting for the future, that things were genuinely improving(even if lots of them weren't like, the best activists, like feminists who were racist, unfortunately). Yet, they were going places. Something was always happening or just on the bridge to change.

Today, we are going backwards. Constantly. All the time. Things are getting so much worse, erasing all of the things those people worked for. As a teenager I can confidently say lots of teenagers do not care and do not want to ingage in politics just because it is "sad" and "depressing".

I myself am not the best activists, of course not. But Imagening the type of generation we could've been saddens me.

The people are to desensitized to violence and suffering via the internet to actually get together and protest in big enough scale. Of course protestors exist, but it's not even comparable to people who protested the Vietnam war, for example.

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Sometimes I look at my father and I realise how incompetent he is. Did I outsmart him with age, or did the alcoholism fry his brain at last?