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dating ~ andrew siwicki ~

hi, sorry im the most inactive blog ever :)

sorry i haven’t actually Written™ anything,,, i spend a lot of my time writing an ongoing story for the tv show the 100 (it’s on quotev, here’s the link!! check it out if you want??), so i dont have a lot of time to come up/plan long things

anyways,, i am kinda new to the shane dawson squad, so this isn’t gonna be very detailed lol sorry :( jk this ended up being way longer than i anticipated

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sorry kind of hate how indented bullet points don’t show up on the phone? that’s Dumb™ :(

also. kind of making these up as i go, so there nowhere near as elegant in terms of writing and word choice as my previous one w/ bellamy blake. that was one that i had in my notes for a long time, but im really just making these as i go. sorry, enough rambling.

dating ~ andrew siwicki ~

you’d meet through shane and garrett because they’re just Like That™, and it would kind of be like that blind date shane set up w/ megan... but, like, better? (tea lol)

you’d be chilling around at your house one day when you just get this long-winded email from shane-- whose channel you adore-- saying that they have a brilliant idea and your potential soulmate

you accepted within an instant. relationships never seemed to work out for you, but your gut told you that this might be the right moment and person

also, a big part of you kind of hoped that things would work out really well with andrew & it wouldn’t just be for the youtube video. you really liked him and had always been hosting a small internet crush

you have a youtube channel, too, which is how everyone had found out about you. it would be pretty lowkey, but you had a lot of fun with it. probably the same style of video shane makes with his friends, but you can’t compete with shane’s work obviously

you do put a lot of work into your editing, however, and andrew can see that. he respects it, mainly because he is well aware of the process of it and how much hard work is required. it would probably be one of the first things you bond over.

you’re both always teaching each other something with editing or recording. you both are very skilled and telling each other tips and tricks

most of the videos on your youtube channel include all these cute days between the two of you-- almost vlog style--, yet all still original and extraordinary content. you guys are just so passionate about what you do & can’t wait for what the future has in store for the both of you, both in your careers and personal lives

garrett, shane, and ryland would honestly be your number one shippers and they’re constantly asking about the relationship and how it’s going. they’d literally never leave you alone about it

they’d probably also tease you and freak out each time you said something nice about him. or if your face lit up when you were mentioning him. or how you’d blush every time his name was brought up. tiny things like that. they’d scream, prompting you to blush even more and hid behind the sleeves of your sweater

although the blind date video seemed like one long cosmic joke, you actually had a really good time. you could tell he was nervous, obviously, but so were you. his nerves were quite cute, however. and you got to see a genuine, down-to-earth part of him that was very intriguing

he drove you home after the video, and you guys talked about anything that came to mind. conversation was just so easy. when he walked up to your doorstep, he seemed genuinely surprised when you asked if he was willing to go on a second date.

of course he was, but-- for whatever reason-- he thought that his feelings were unrequited (which was not true).

he didn’t kiss you at the doorstep after the first blind date, but the both of you felt that-- the moment after you walked inside-- you both had missed an opportunity, thus making you very excited for the dates to come

there’s going to be laughing. lots and lots of laughing.

all for different reasons, too. sometimes it could just be because he’s a generally nervous person, but he also finds everything you say to be hilarious & will lose his composure every single time

his laugh is literally the most contagious thing ever and you can’t help but smile and giggle along

he’s one of the most supportive people you know, truthfully. he’s such a great listener, too. he really cares about what you have to say and is always willing to help you out with the slightest of problems (maybe after a couple of jokes, though)

whenever you’re with the squad and recording a video, you and andrew are always behind the camera snickering to each other & the audience finds it to be the cutest thing

fans would make some of those compilations of all the best laughing/cute moments.... so pure

the squad was very welcoming & encouraged you to be in videos and hang out with them, and they became some of your closest friends. there was no pettiness, no drama, nothing. nothing like previous friendships. they wanted you to do great things. these people were genuine friends & the audience seemed to be very keen on you and your dynamic with the group

you also grow to love the rest of the squad as well. you share a special connection with all of them. shane, garrett, morgan, ryland,,,,, valid friends.

he continuously gets flustered each time he picks you up for a date because he finds you so beautiful,,, can literally never get rid of that giddy feeling because he’s just so in love with you

you once ask him if he’s going to do that every single time,,,, the answer is yes. every. single. time.

you two would probably send each other little snippets of edited clips or show each other a piece of a video that you’re struggling on and ask for each other’s creative expertise because you both have very unique visions. you both value the other’s opinion & sometimes it’s just fun to giggle over a funny part of a video once in a while

the two of you would never fight. even if you did, it was over something stupid and wouldn’t last that long. you really can’t stay mad at each other for more than twenty minutes without caving in and making up

lowkey......... kinda maybe the jealous type??? only a little bit. a valid bit,,,, like,, real cute. still undecided. anyways sorry moving on

you’d probably hang out all the time and just have editing parties. just like laying in the bed together and working on the latest project. once in a while, it would get too stressful and overwhelming and you guys would leave the house to go do something stupid

you guys both get really flustered and awkward in public for no reason, but you always find some stupid way to relieve all the stress... being in each other’s presence is just calming and a natural soother 

you’re constantly asking him to show off some of his talents: piano, rapping, and so many more that he keeps Hidden™ (but shouldn’t) he’s so talented and you constantly tell him that

he’ll probably just get really red and blush in response

the two of you are honestly and truly best friends. the bond that you two share is just so indescribable and incomparable to anything/anyone else. you guys understand each other in such a sincere and genuine way & both of you feel so lucky to have each other

honestly,,,,, soulmates?????

so soft,,, so cuddly,,, so valid. just imagine that! ugh! cute!!! cuddling in bed after a long day of following shane around to record a video and finally getting to settle in bed together and just relax. both fond of holding hands, which is quite common between the two of you, actually. it seems as if you never let each other go. (he also likes to rub his thumb over your knuckles or whatever, it’s just very calming)

you guys cuddle a lot, actually, and shane is always so excited to get it on camera. he really wants the best for both of you and it seems like this is It™

the whole relationship would just be so gentle and pure,,, and almost a little bit clumsy? if that makes any sense. neither of you know what you’re doing, but you make it work. you’re both very cheesy, but you find it ridiculously romantic.

just saying,,, you and garrett and andrew would be like a Power Squad™ with so much manic energy that you’re unstoppable

that’s all i got for now, but it is also midnight on a school night (not like that’s gonna stop me) so. yeah. i might edit this later and add more?? but this ended up way longer than expected so idk

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dating ~ bellamy blake ~

so this is done a lot, but i had my own version stuck in my notes for a long time now. this is all kind of based around my OC and how the two of them interact, but i suppose it could differ based on personality or whatever

anyways, bellamy blake is a cutie,,, who wouldn’t want to date him???

also, sorry this is so wordy?!

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dating ~ bellamy blake ~

he’s very Protective™, so much so that it kind of gets out of hand and becomes exhausting. 

he doesn’t want you stepping a foot outside of camp unless he’s with you & it takes some serious convincing to get out of camp

lots of goodbye kisses before one of you leaves camp with lots of passion b/c you never know what could happen

also somewhat Jealous™, at least to an extent. by no means does he trust the guys at camp, that’s just the stupid truth. 

at some stupid game of spin the bottle, he almost loses it when someone else lands on you 

after that he’ll be like really clingy & all over you b/c he just wants to make sure the people around know that you’re together

almost immediately trusting him, even despite his cocky attitude in the beginning

and he trusted you as well, especially with looking over octavia and keeping the chaos of camp at bay

always helping him make tough decisions

you sometimes (often lol) disagree on some matters in season one with the grounders, but you could never stay mad at him for long & you’re by his side regardless

you being the only one who can reach him when he’s in a Mood™ & you’re both always there to help and support each other

lots of mindless flirting and charm

lots of kissing. enough said.

him teaching you how to shoot a gun and such

him being surprised when you either A) already knew how or B) turn out to be extremely good at it

cleaning each other’s wounds/cuts after a fight or long day

originally started as just an excuse for the both of you to have peace and quiet, but eventually became a tradition after an outing (b/c y’all couldn’t get enough of each other)

he would even exaggerate some of his wounds,, whatever it took to be able to feel your soft hands and delicate fingers trace his skin

late night talks in the tent

playful banter. flirting. hopes for the future. things currently stressing you or him out. whatever comes to mind, really.

him being the biggest ~ softie ~ around you

don’t really know what changes, but he’s different around you and everyone seems to notice that (they’re so amazed at it)

planning out battle strategies on a big table back in season one, as both of you were pretty big on making sure that the camp remained safe despite the stakes

growing to be really close to octavia, and always finding yourself in the middle of the siblings’ fights

she thinks your the best thing to have happened to bell

he loves having a hand on your waist or some sort of physical touch when in public

doesn’t really mind pda, i suppose, but he knows you don’t like it and respects that

nights of sitting and watching the rain together in the foot of your tent, leaning on his shoulder

only sometimes would the two of you go and play out in the rain

lots of little trips or dates in the rover when both of you had the chance to get out

probably at like a river or something & by the end, you’d either be splashing the water at each other playfully or in a full-blown make out sesh

you being the only one that can calm him down after a long and stressful day, usually in your tent

massages, playing with hair, kissing, giggling, etc etc

he loves it when you lay on his chest when cuddling (lots of cuddling omg) & he likes to wrap his arms around you

you being in his arms is like holding the world in his hands. this way it makes him feel that you’re safe and that he can protect you

cuddling gives the two of you this sense of security. like things were finally in your control. whatever bothered you didn’t dare to impose in your thoughts, especially not in a time like this.

him def being the first one to wake up in the morning, but not getting out of bed. he just kind of waits for you, admiring your beauty while you sleep

he doesn’t want you to get out of bed in the morning, either, and he has to plead and beg for you to stay because he’s that much of a softie

you always end up staying

you being the first one to say “i love you”

him saying it almost immediately after

he doesn’t think he deserves you,,,, to him youre this angel,, but the idea that you-- of all people-- could love him is something he’ll always hold close

you guys would go through hell for each other it’s insane,,,,, you really love each other so much it’s almost unfathomable we stan

the six years on the ring would be the best time ever!!! so cute, so domestic. we stan. marriage!!!!?

an inseparable team. better together™

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new writing blog!!

hi, fun fact: i like to write!

i also want to write small one shots/ongoing series, and, although i usually have other places to post my fics, i wanted to try the ~tumblr side~ of it

i am a multitude of fandoms, in which i could really take requests from anything or anyone. (just to list a couple that im cool with writing::: the 100, supernatural, the walking dead, marvel, dolan twins, pretty little liars, les miserables, bohemian rhapsody movie/queen, the office, shane dawson & squad, and so many more!)

i’m honestly open to requests, as long as i know what it is i’m writing about (no smut, sorry!)

anyways, this is just an intro, i suppose. feel free to follow if you want, and perhaps i’ll work on something to put out on here. thanks? have a nice day, all of you are valid :))))