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darn I kind of want to stream but 

pushes science lab aside

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since it's on valentines day ( I think ) or at least associated with the holiday, maybe muses could exchange virtual cards or gifts or whatever with one another during the ball whether it be platonic or romantic or -- 

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I tried and therefore you cannot criticize me 

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did I even try ( psst no ) 

( Mr. ) Strawberry Arnaud [ worth about 3 million dollars ] 

extras: 

- from New Orleans

- expensive taste 

- smiling is not in his vocabulary 

- prick 

- has an inclination to red things 

- only likes to be referred to as Mr.Strawberry or Sir Strawberry Arnaud 

edit: now with picture of the strawberry arnaud / v / 

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BYE

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Yoooo I know you I'm like 3% you know me but we don't really know each other anyway Heyo I care about you and I recognize you darlin~

thank you / v \ it means a lot to me !

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It's the same for me but I kinda - force myself to post and talk to people. Sometimes I post stuff though and my anxiety gets too be to much and I go and delete it. You can always come to talk to me though if you'd like. We can rule da fandom

[ I wish I could do that effectively but i usually just end up backspacing on everything I write and sitting on my chair for twenty minutes —— ] but thank you anon bb / v \ we can bond like h-bonds. and eventually.

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[CRAWLSON]YOUBELONGHERE - it's just really quiet at this time of day so no one really gets to see your posts

aah thank you // I honestly don’t have the capacity to talk to anyone though. I’m not social enough for this I guess. Social anxiety is kind of a leech to the point where I feel like the creepy neighbor who just pops in and out because they’re desperate to be in this fandom/family type of surrounding. 

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~ do you ever just feel like you don't belong in something and when you try no one cares enough so you don't say anything because you feel like a bitch for bringing attention to yourself so you stop and then no one really cares anyway ~ now in musical form. 

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things I'm doinggggggg (( ignore the anatomy I can't even draw lines right now // )) 

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sssshhhhhh it'll be ok u v u 

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I feel like I don't belong in this fandom or anywhere at all really ,,, it's kind of lonely everywhere I go. Sometimes I kind of just don't want to be anywhere // 

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I feel so ~ out ~ of the fanpro fandom that I'm afraid to reblog those ask things or even update the blog 

aaahhhhhhhhhh /////////////////////////////////////////////// 

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start off the year by binding your hand because carpal tunnel. 

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having friends who are so much better at art than you is inspiring but youre also constantly in the back like

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I finished Pushing Daisies and now I have no idea what to do with my life.