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sometimes i feel like im climing up this incline again alone but thankully sisypus and the itsy bitsy spider and here with me

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can you tell I just finished chapter 31 of gideon the ninth.

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Say it, loser

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[...] I am undone without you.

ig: d.ill.usion

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tazmuir could simply rerelease gideon the ninth over and over again but from the perspective of all of the different characters at canaan house and i would be tuned the fuck in. like the drama of all of their different expectations and relationships…. coronabeth living her hot girl summer… judith experiencing Sapphic Hell…. isaac and jeannemary on the world’s weirdest family vacation…. palamedes living out a deeply repressed regency era romance…. silas filled with loathing for every single person there…. delightful. canaan house drives me crazy. it’s like if love island was survivor

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whoa look who just appeared in my hades 2 playthrough... crazy

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i can’t stand “it’s not that deep” attitudes like even if it really really isn’t that deep just PLAY WITH ME. just fucking PLAY. have a meaningless but deep analytical conversation with me. just like think about shit for fun. does anyone else like to think about stuff for fun. it’s so lonely

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The vocal parts of the CHNT fandom seem very sheltered btw. Like a lot of folks seem to have a difficult time distinguishing between fantasizing about a piece of fiction vs approving of something in real life.

Listen. I work in a sex shop. My friends are sex workers, into BDSM, have accounts on Fetlife. Fantasy is okay. Fantasy is how we safely engage with dangerous situations. Often the draw of “dark” fantasies is that they are intellectually or emotionally engaging or even narratively interesting. But they aren’t real and they can’t hurt you, that’s why allowing fantasy is important.

You don’t have to apologize for liking Elijah. You don’t have to apologize for liking Jedidiah. Are they both bad partners to Sydney that present their own dangers? Yeah. But this is fantasy. It’s safe to engage with. You’re allowed to just say “I like this because it’s interesting” without a million apologies or justifications. Liking something in fiction is not the same as saying you want it to happen in real life.

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Don't toll a gift whom in the bell

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and the most mysterious boobs i ever did see

damn girl you've got ass like a flat tire

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damn girl you've got ass like a flat tire

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oh this RIPS

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Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So

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i think janitor should be the highest paying job in a society

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the thing is, if your younger self was a bigot or an abuser, u can't make people forgive you. but you still gotta forgive yourself, like that's non-negotiable, dude. that happens before u can even ask the question of earning forgiveness from anyone lese