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I’m gonna be right here until I get another message… from myself

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I keep having dreams about cuddling. Lmao. Like just about crawling into someone’s arms and feeling safe. This is so not me it almost makes me laugh… until I realize why it’s never been me. I’ve always been conditioned to be self-sufficient and strong. I’ve never wanted to need anyone because I never want to be perceived as weak or vulnerable. I’ve always been fine on my own. Perpetual single-dom has worked for me all this time.

But I am literally just realizing now, at the tail-end of this year… it would be really fucking nice to give that up for once. For once, to just submit to somebody and let their embrace help me feel at ease and okay. If only just for a moment. I just wanna be held. I don’t wanna be strong 100% of the time, 7 days a week. Sometimes it’s just a hard day and I want someone to hold me + make me feel better.

It’s been a really long fucking while since I’ve had that. And it just sounds really nice right now.

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Rogan Gregory

Imperfect Truth Exhibition, September 2022

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