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I hardly ever post on here/forget I have this account but eh, the CoD brainrot (especially Gaz) has been in full force as of late and what better space to share my thoughts than here? :P

Thinking about Gaz in his most softest and most private moments—the moments where he so badly needs affection and security, but struggles so hard to ask for it. To not feel shame when he has needs he wants to put in front of him.

You see, Gaz is selfless. Almost insufferably so. From the moment we, as the players, first met him, it was clear how much he puts before himself. Feelings are suppressed no matter now much he wants to probably react emotionally; he’s level headed, strong willed, cheeky, probably viewed as the “perfect soldier” in stranger’s eyes.

What they can’t see?

The Gaz that curls up in bed hugging his spare pillow so tightly after particularly tough missions. The ones that stick in his mind a little longer, the missions that have him afraid to close his eyes because he can just see all the tragedy he could not stop no matter how bad he wanted to. The Gaz that is hanging his head over the sink as water drips down the tips of his nose and chin after washing his face from a nightmare that shot him up from his bunk. The Gaz that, the moment arms are around his shoulders to pull him close, breaks down into quiet sobs and tears flooding the heels of his palms because he’s trying to stop himself from crying.

Or maybe even the Gaz that looks like a baby deer when a kiss is planted right in the center of his forehead. How the corner of his lips twitch into a smile he wants to fight. Or even when he feels his skin warm after the small scar on his cheek is kissed with more tenderness than his hands had ever given or even touched. Even the way his big and brown eyes get this certain glint of warmth and joy when you remember something he mentioned so long ago even if it was something silly/mundane.

Gaz may be strong, the most stable one of the group when it comes to personal feelings, but that does not mean he breaks. And he most certainly deserves to be taken care of just as much as he takes care of the world.

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good god.

Gaz propaganda post! bc I'm writing a Gaz peice!

LOOK AT HIM 🥺 (thank you gif makers everywhere. god's work)

Him so smart and pretty and clever and passionate and how can you not love him look at him!!

Look at him he's so sassy I love him.

He's just so cool.

Anyway! Gaz!

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hello gaz nation (is this even anything)

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my soap headcanon

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a quiet moment with Kyle

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Been stalking your blog 👁️👁️ and searching/wondering if you have any other socials for your art? 👀 Coz i really love them 👀

..and Tumblr search/archive system be ass- while i wanna see all the arts you've posted 👁️👁️

disclaimer: I'm not an actual stalker ahaha.. 👁️

Oh my- you stay flattering me mbe goodness! My only socials are here and Twitter! I’m much more active there unfortunately 😔

Come on over and we can have fun playing dolls with Gaz!! ����🏻💌

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A brave admirer has come to confess its love to the pretty jellyfish.. 🐟💌

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history

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🍰 Cafe AU ☕️

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 (you're here) | Part 4

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🍰 Cafe AU ☕️ Part 1 | Part 2 (you're here) | Part 3 | Part 4

This development was decided by my ko-fi members :]

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🍰 Cafe AU ☕️

Part 1 (you're here) | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

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Mermay, but make it about NikPrice

a/n: mcd (?), abrupt ending, bit of eyestrain in some of the panels

special thanks to @karlachismylife @jgvfhl @on-a-lucky-tide for the inspo and vibes :3

References used:

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i....I GOT MORE KITTY AU STUFF....

also yes @panchulien they do take naps together

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Updated reference sheet for my cod OC, Eira "Raven" Liu

Interested to know more about her? you can check out her google doc [here]

closer look, old sheet and references used:

closer look:

Bonus: Cobra PMC Emblem

old OC sheet:

References used:

3D models in CSP (used for her full body stance)

CSGO AWP Sniper: Atheris traced

Owl gun charm from Valorant buddies

her jacket is based on Kim Kitsuragi's aerostatic pilot jacket

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Aw I'm so flattered my goodness! Thank you again for your sweet words! You're a cool person too!! Thank you for making my day as well <3333

Your art is so cool ugh...

I get so excited when I see it . GIH

Oh my- my hands still over my mouth from smiling so hard cause I was just reading your tags- you're the first to point out the shirt!

Aw, thank you so much for your kindness! My cheeks hurts aw thank you again, you're so very sweet <3333

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Your art is so cool ugh...

I get so excited when I see it . GIH

Oh my- my hands still over my mouth from smiling so hard cause I was just reading your tags- you're the first to point out the shirt!

Aw, thank you so much for your kindness! My cheeks hurts aw thank you again, you're so very sweet <3333

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Did I miss out on the decision that April is gonna be Gaz's month? Cause all of sudden he's everywhere. And I love it. Can we maybe also make May Gaz's month as well? ...and maybe June too? and July...Fuck it! Spring and early summer is now Gaz's season. Gonna push this to congress to make it happen.