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A brainwashed sub reading a story about an “embarrassingly susceptible” protagonist that gets brainwashed. The story is about her, and she’s getting groped by her hypnotist while reading it. There’s enough personal details that she finally realizes that the woman that was transformed into an utterly obedient hypnoslut is her as she’s cumming to her own brainwashing.

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I'm such an imposter syndrome queer.

It took me years to stop being imposter syndrome disabled, maybe I'll figure it out in time for Pride when I'm 50.

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dont delete your zero note post. i will be there in 15 hours.

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I woke up last night at 4, and again at 6. But I woke up another time before 4 because I took off my CPAP mask and turned off my machine.

Needless to say I can relate a little. I also wrote things out into the void here that I wish more people read, but I don't think either of us does it for them.

In my case, I spent a very hot afternoon with nothing to do and little entertainment. I bought some alcohol and fell asleep drunk very early, disgusted or at least bored with the world. These are not healthy habits, and I avoid these things.

It's just that I put a lot of effort into Zebrazine, and it's still very little, less than what I'd like to contribute. But I'm not smart, cultured, or diligent enough. I read, I work hard, every paragraph costs… and any of my posts with boobs or butts is more popular than my writing. It feels bad. And the end of the month is practically without money. This blog is both a witness and a tool of an internal struggle: I don't fight irrelevance or seek money or friends with it; my struggle is to not be a boring woman who spends too much time at home just consuming passive entertainment: watching Netflix, playing repetitive video games full of collectibles…

That's why we must remember that we blog to reciprocate, to contribute, to what Tumblr gives us. And we imprint on it a time, a choice of content, and in my case, a writing that documents and reflects on it… for whoever wants to stop and look at it. Very, very few do. But we must always remember that what we contribute here is for everyone else, for ourselves. Think about this on a strange night, and embrace all the unnecessary pleasure and care you dedicate to your blog because it's a joy to do so. Let it be for you and for you before anyone else. It's your garden, and it's your relaxation to tend it. Don't regret spending time kneeling in it or having someone choose its flowers for you. Contemplate the beauty you gather, create, and love. Cheer up, and a hug!

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do you love this movie or what?

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“Pride is for everyone!1!1!”

*no curb cuts*

*up a hill*

*no sensory safe zones*

*no ASL interpreters*

*no masks provided*

*grassy, uneven terrain*

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this is your daily reminder that people with schizophrenia are bodily human beings who are the same species as you and deserve the same amount of respect as you do. we are not inherently lesser than anyone, especially not neurotypicals.

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Be proud of yourself for surviving the silent battles no one knows about.

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I'm so fucking proud of every fat person who has truly accepted themselves and is unapologetically dressing the way they want and not nitpicking themselves and truly loving on themselves without stipulations like YOU WONN BIITCCHH

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Up for another hour, at least!

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She deserves to be asked about her day while you touch her and tease her about how she answeres

All broken and breathy

She deserves to be kissed with such intensity that she never questions how you want her

All passionate and sloppy

She deserves to be fingered until she’s rolling her eyes back arching her back off the bed

All sweaty and desperate

She deserves to be edged until she’s begging you to let her cum

All whiny and frustrated

She deserves to be fucked hard the way all good girls deserve to be fucked

All used and satisfied

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on the flirt again tonight, tonight

Don't fall in love

also my OF is 25% off

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they should invent a bus that never gets stuck in traffic because it's on its own path separated from the roads. and then chain multiple of them together and put it on rails. has anyone had this idea before.

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Not having to practice restraint when talking to someone >>>>>

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✨ A fantasy maybe or a daydream ✨