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Here next year...

Pairing: San x Reader Summary:  You broke up eons ago when you were both young. You went off to uni and San went to an art school. You come back home for the first time for Christmas. You knew the only person you truly cared about the most had probably moved on but maybe… Genre: Fluff Au/Trope: Exes to lovers Rating: PG Word Count:  1.3k A/N: For my wonderful babycakes, @jaehunnyy. I hope it was to your liking. I was actually so happy when I got you for my secret santa and I chose San because you know... - For the @cromernet secret santa

It felt weird being so close to home, the familiar scenery passing by as I patiently sat on the bus waiting for the familiar stop. It feels like yesterday when I had just arrived at university and it was completely unfathomable to me that I would ever get to this day. The day I finally got to go home and say that I finished my degree. My heart felt whole knowing that I was so much closer to my dream career. Years of work and I was so much closer to becoming a sound engineer. All the sacrifices I made almost felt worth it, the sleepless nights and the lack of a social life. Now when I look back these sacrifices feel like a small price to pay to be able to get into the career I dreamed of. There was only one sacrifice that always pained me to think about…one that brought a familiar sting to my eyes when I think about the day I left.

The day I left him…

I quickly wiped the tears that escaped, running down my cheeks. That familiar ache settled in my chest as the day I last saw him. I could vividly remember it, how he was the one who dropped me off at the very stop that I was closely approaching. I could vividly remember him wearing the dark grey coat he wore that smelt so painfully like him when I gave him that last goodbye hug. His pained expression with his glossy eyes haunted me everyday as I started to walk towards the bus. As I sat on the bus, waiting for the bus to move, I couldn’t even look out the window at him. I remember the feeling of my tears falling onto my lap as I closed my eyes, trying to ease the pain of the loss. The loss of the man who never left my heart, no matter how hard I tried.

As I got off the bus, I was met with the joy of my family greeting me. I was really happy to see them again, excitedly hugging them after not seeing them for so long. It felt good to be back home, but at the back of my head, all I could think about was him.

“You miss him …don’t you…” My childhood bestfriend asked tentatively.

“...Is it that obvious?” I looked down at my hands, nervously playing with my fingers. “How’s he been… since I’ve been gone?’

“It’s been…tough. He’s just kinda focusing on school and dance.” You cracked a smile at that, happy that he still danced. The both of you bonded on your love for the arts, he loved to dance and you loved to sing. You were glad that he never stopped dancing.

“That’s good, that’s good… Is he, he- seeing anyone… right now..?” An unintentional sigh left your lips when your friend shook their head.

“He hasn’t seen anyone…just kind of focused on himself.” Your friend gave you a strange look, “would it bother if he was seeing someone?” You shifted in your seat uncomfortably, not wanting to answer the question. “Do you still love him?” 

The question hit you hard, because although years had passed since you left and communication slowly died out as time continued the love you felt never faded. Even though the long distance absolutely dismantled your relationship, you never stopped thinking about San. Although you still loved him, you know there was nothing stopping San from moving on no matter how much it hurt to think about.

“I do…” you hugged your knees against your body as your vision started to appear misty. Your friend approached you, gently caressing your back to comfort you.

“You should talk to him…you never know what could come from it.”

“I know I should but it’s been so long…and what if-” 

“You’ll never know if you don’t try.”

A week had passed and the shame had grown. You couldn’t bring yourself to face San again. You blame yourself for the end of your relationship since your shitty time management skills obviously pushed San away. How could you face him when you made him feel like he was secondary to your life. Now you were too much of a coward to even face him again… for him to tell you that he was no longer in love with you and he wanted nothing to do with you. No matter how hard you tried, you could not face that reality. 

It was Christmas eve and your family was a little bit too chaotic for you today. You decided it would be good for you to talk a walk around town to try and clear your mind. You were walking down the street, looking through the windows of the different stores. You loved the decor and lights, they looked so much prettier in the evening. Most of the stores were closed now but it was still nice to see the lights filling the snow covered streets. As you continued down the street you saw the most beautifully lit large Christmas tree adorning the street. A few people were gathered around it taking pictures and taking in its beauty. You made your way towards the tree, hoping to capture an image of the tree. 

As you start taking pictures of the tree, making your way around the tree for the best angle, you bump into someone. You completely lose your balance, falling forwards. Fully expecting to fall face first into the snow, you were confused that you were still up right. When you open your eyes, you are met with the familiar brown eyes from your past. What are the odds…? San quickly helped you steady yourself on your feet. You couldn’t stop yourself from staring at him, your lips slightly parted. 

“Hi.” His voice broke you out of the slight trans you were in.

“Hi!”  Your hand shot up quickly, your voice coming out a little bit more shrill than you intended. He gave you a puzzled look before hesitantly grasping and softly shaking your hand. The feeling of his skin against yours was electric even though his hand was slightly cold from the snow. You missed him. 

“So…are you going to let go or…” You quickly dropped his hand, your cheeks warming up in the cold winter air.

“Oh…I’m so sorry. I, I just- I’m sorry.” He smiled, the dimples in his cheeks becoming more prominent warming your soul like they did in the past.

“No worries.” You stood there in front of the tree in a comfortable silence, staring at the twinkling lights. Stealing glances at San, his figure gently lit by the lights of the tree, you couldn’t help but smile to yourself when you noted the lingering smile on his lips. The shame and worry you felt before felt silly now as you stood there together.

“Do you wanna go out sometime…with me?” A silence lingered as you looked into each other's eyes.

“I was hoping you’d ask.”

A year had passed and it was Christmas eve again but this time it felt a lot different. You had left your hometown again but this time you weren’t living in your crappy uni accommodation, you had your own apartment. This time you aren’t  stressing about how uni is going to be in the coming year, you were finally a sound engineer and it was no longer just a fantasy. This time you weren’t feeling the grief of your past love, you were…well now you were sitting in front of the fire, in those familiar arms that got you through so much. Now you looked down at your hand at the glimmering jewerly that solidified your future. 

The years you spent dreading the day you would have to accept the fact that you would spend every holiday, every Christmas alone came to this. Going into every Christmas knowing that the love of my life will be next year.

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Hello, I was your secret santa! By the time you see this, your fic is already posted and ready to be read by you <33

I hope you have a nice Christmas and overall holiday season❤️

OMG. Hi bestieeee. Thank you so much for the fic. It was so much more than I expected. Thanks so much *mwah*🥰

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Ah I enjoyed asking you questions🤭only a few hours left until Christmas! I'm almost finished with your fic, but since it's longer than expected and I still have one scene to write, I may not be on time, but my plan is to still publish it on the 24th/25th. One thing I have to say is that unfortunately, it's not a Seonghwa fic🥲 I tried my best to come up with an idea but just didn't have one, so I did a Hongjoong one I already had in mind. I hope that's fine and you'll still enjoy! It's a long one, over 20k haha I can't wait to see if you like it! I'm so nervous actually!

Oh my God. 20k is honestly amazing. That is crazy. I would love a hongjoong one, like hongjoong is my day one, lol. I know I'm gonna love it, and I'll probably cry cause I'm kinda sentimental

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The last 2 questions and in a few hours it's already Christmas, can you believe it?

19. What’s a book, movie, or show that has had a big impact on you?

20. If you could create your perfect Christmas day, what would it look like?

Omg. I honestly loved this soooo much. It was great. Wr should honestly be friends after this 🤭🧡

I think the good place. It honestly made me think about mortality and just the world we live in. I love it so much 💖

Honestly, it would have a decorated tree with my family. We would watch Christmas movies and stuff while eating good food.

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18. Do you have a favorite Christmas memory or tradition from your childhood?

I would always decorate the Christmas tree no matter, but then I went to high school and stopped lol 😭

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Hey, it's your secret Santa again! I can't find your other blog for some reason so I'm just gonna continue the questions here

16. Do you have a favorite Christmas movie?

17. What’s the most spontaneous thing you’ve ever done?

Hey. I changed my accounts around, but I'm glad you found this one 💓

1. The grinch. It's a classic

2. I'm not very spontaneous lol but one time, I just dropped everything and went with my best friend to a pilot school, lol. It was like a day, tho

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the way I wine pon you

Pairing: Jeongin x chubby!reader Summary:  You and meet a cute guy at the local cafe. Genre: Smut Au/Trope: Smau Warning:  P in v. Unprotected sex. Fingering Rating: Mature Word Count:  1025 A/N: I was kinda in my feels, I won't lie

You sat in your apartment, blaring your favourite playlist from your phone trying to deafen the nerves that were tingling all over your body. It was your first date with a guy you met at a cafe the other day and the nerves were firing through you. You rarely ever went to cafe’s but you decided to go to work on something. That’s when you saw him, the most attractive guy you had ever seen. His dimples and the way his eyes crinkled shut when he smiled, you were enamoured by him when you first saw him. You would never have expected that he would approach you and ask you out on a date. He was going to pick you up for your date and all day the butterflies in your tummy were going wild. You rarely ever go on dates and for one of those few dates to be with him and it was…overwhelming. A knock at the door broke you out of your racing thoughts, as you quickly bumbled to get your things together and answer the doors. As you opened the door the words immediately got stuck in your throats, as you stared at the beautiful man in front of you. You just stood there for a few seconds .

“Hi… it’s good to see you again.” Jeongin smiled very kindly. His voice was so polite, you couldn’t help but blush under his intense stare. 

“Hi…Jeongin” You smiled down at your shoes. He extended his arm and you gladly accepted, linking your arm through his. You walked and talked together for a while, walking through a nearby park, asking each other questions about your lives. He talked about how he was a dancer and you told him about how you were studying. You went and got some food. He was a really sweet guy and you enjoyed his company so much. You were enjoying his company so much that you lost track of the time as you noticed the sun slowly setting. 

“It’s getting pretty late…would you like to go to my apartment for a drink…or something?” The nerves evident in your voice. 

“Sure.” He smiled sweetly.

You had been at the apartment for a couple hours, having a few drinks between the two of you. The warm buzzing pooling through your body as you sit with Jeongin on the couch. The longer you talk, the distance between you gets smaller. Your legs were over his, his arm wrapped around and you could feel his breath light blowing over your face. You laughed together but the close proximity was slightly distracting you, frequently trailing off your sentences, enamoured by how handsome Jeongin was. You were barely focused on the conversation you were having. You barely noticed how silent you were for a little bit, staring at his lip while he talked. You barely noticed as Jeongin gently tilted your chin up and gently placed his lips onto yours. The kiss was sweet as kissed him back, pulling him in deeper. His lip softly caressed your, gently moving with yours, intoxicating you further. His hand brushed down your body and softly grasped the plush curves of your hips underneath the skirt of your dress, pulling you to straddle his lap. You pulled away, breathing heavily from the burning lack of oxygen, as you stared intensely into each other's eyes. You started to pepper kisses across his jaw and neck while unbuttoning his shirt, his hand gently caressing and squishing the fat of your body. The moan he makes as you suck a certain part of his neck, shooting electricity through your body right to where you needed him most.

You got yourself off his lap, light held his hand and guided him into your bedroom. As he sat at the edge of the bed looking at you intensely with slightly flushed cheeks, you closed the door behind you. You sat next to him on the bed, still slightly nervous but you wanted him so badly. He smiled softly before give a quick, soft kiss to ease your nerves. He helped you pull the dress off of your full body.  He completely removed the shirt he was wearing, you licked your lips, admiring his sculpted, naked torso. He pulled you into an exhilirating kiss as he slowly pushed you on your back, putting his knee between your thigh, the kiss becoming more hungry by the second. You both became erratic quickly removing the rest of your clothes until you were both completely naked.

“You’re beautiful.” He was slightly breathless, his hand slipping between your thighs lightly brushing his fingers between your slit collecting your wetness. You blushed at his compliment and the intimacy. “Do you know that…How beautiful you are?” You didn’t respond, turning your face aware from his stare, his fingers abruptly entered making you let out a moan. “Do you..?” He whispered in your ear, rapidly thrusting his fingers inside you.

“Yes!” You gasped, squirming beneath him as the pleasure intensely rocked through you. 

“Good…cause you are. You are pretty like this.” He removed his fingers making you whine at the loss. He chuckled at that, as you started to line his length to enter you. He slowly eased into you, and you both sighed at the feeling, when he was fully buried into you. He gave you a few seconds to adjust to his size, as you listened to the soft beating of his pulse. He then starts slowly thrust in you, the feeling in your stomach slowly tightening.  Your body began to shudder as your climax was quickly approaching you. Jeongin hooked one of your thighs, folding your leg closer to your chest, the new position making him grind against the spot inside you that had you seeing stars. Suddenly the knot inside your belly exploded, as you convulsed beneath him, moaning wildly. Your warmth clenched around him, triggering his own release. Jeongin rolled off of you as you lay beside each other, trying to catch your breath. You stared at the ceiling, softly smiling to yourself. You were so glad that went to that cafe on that random afternoon.

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Forget all the slow dancing

Pairing: Seungmin x chubby!Reader Summary: While with your friend you, you play fight and that makes the evening go a little different than expected Genre: Smut Au/Trope: smau Warning: P in v Rating: Mature Word Count: 801

You were hanging out in your apartment with your friend Seungmin. You both were sitting on the sharing a blanket as the temperature dropped. You were rewatching a movie you had watched a million times to feel that familiar comfort. You were being kind of annoying, poking fun at him and you must have said something that pushed his buttons a little too much. Seungmin quickly grabs both of your wrists and pushes you onto your back, laying in between your legs preventing you from moving at all.

“Stop!” He said, a smile creeping onto his lip as he looked down at you. It was kinda weird to be this close to Seungmin, you weren’t very affectionate with one another. You looked into the darkness of his irises and noted how his hair fell around his face from his position. 

“Fine!” You giggled breathlessing, smiling widely. A few seconds passed before Seungmin seemed to realise your close proximity. He let go of your wrists and leaned his elbow on either side of you, relaxing between your legs. His smile relaxed as he looked intently into your eyes, as if he was looking for something. In this position you slowly noticed how attractive Seungmin was.Your eyes trail from his eyes and look down his nose until you are met with his lips. You noticed the defined shape of his cupid's bow, the pink blush of the skin and how his lips are slightly parted. Breaking out of your trance your eyes quickly darted to his, noticing how was also staring at your lips. The light hearted energy in the room slightly shifted to something more electric. Seungmin slowly leaned closer, closing the gap between you two. You feel the warmth of his lightly mingling with yours. His scent fills your senses, a woodsy citrus scent emitting from him. Your eyes fluttered close as felt the tip of his nose tickling your cheek, the feeling making you take in a breath. Finally he pressed his lips against yours, sighing into the kiss, placing his hand on your jaw, his palm resting on the side of your neck . You deepened the kiss moving your lips insync, you parted your lips and he gently pushed his tongue between your lips. You passionately kissed and felt the softness of his tongue caressing your own. He let go of your jaw and gripped your plush thigh, making you wrap your legs around him. As the kiss continued you placed your hands on the waistband of his jeans tracing one of your underneath his shirt feeling his smooth skin. Seungmin quickly removed his shirt and began leaving a trail of soft kisses on the side of neck till he got to your collarbone, where he lightly sucked the skin but not hard enough to leave a mark. 

“Are you sure about this?” He pulls away, looking deeply into your eyes, his thumb lightly caressing your hip soothingly. You bit your lip lightly, trailing your hand down to his waistband, gripping it tightly.

“I’m very sure.” He smiled lightly. You both removed your clothes, scattering them around the room. Here you were, both completely nude. Whatever happened now would change the course of your friendship and you were ready. You pulled him into another kiss, as he pinched and grasped at the abundance of your body. The tension grew, until Seungmin finally broke the kiss as he guided his hard erection into your warmth, slowly burying himself fully inside you. You moaned when he completely filled you. Barely giving you any time to adjust he started to frantically pound into you. He looked down at you as your body jiggled at every thrust making Seungmin groan. You back began to arch as his thrusts started to hit that spot within you that had you moaning uncontrollably. Your vision went white as you spasmed, clenching around his length, stopping his movement completely. Seungmin harshly grasped your hip which would leave a bruise as he groaned above you. He went limp, as he tried to catch his breath. 

You sat on the couch, tightly gripping the glass of water Seungmin brought you. You were wearing Seugmin’s shirt that softly hugged your curves. Seungmin came back from the bathroom and sat next to you. You were kind of nervous about what this meant for your friendship, you had been overthinking it a lot. He’s probably going to want to stop being my friend…this just made our friendship complicated. You both sat there in silence for a couple seconds while you shakingly drank from your glass of water.

“So when do you think we should go out on a date?” He broke the silence.

“Huh?”

“Well I- doesn’t this mean we’re more than friends?” 

“Yea…I guess it does. More than friends.”

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Looking so crazy...

Pairing: Chan x chubby!reader Summary:  You and Chan have barely seen each other for a couple months, so he decides to take you out on a romantic getaway Genre: Smut Au/Trope: Smau Warning:  Fingering, afab reader, p in v Rating: Mature Word Count:  764

You watch as the greenery quickly passes you by, the blur of the trees hypnotising you as you relax into the car seat. You felt your boyfriend lightly squeezing your thigh, reminding of his hands presence there. You put your hand on his, looking over as he drives to the cabin you rented for the weekend. You smiled to yourself excited that you finally were getting to spend quality time with Chan after two months of conflicting schedules and his travels. He clasped your hand kissing your knuckles as you talked about mundane things, entertaining yourselves until you finally arrived. Even after in these gaps where you don’t see each other, the atmosphere was always so light and breezy as if we were never apart. Time eased by until you finally arrived at the cabin and it was beautiful. The cabin was very secluded far away from civilization. The sight of the beautiful mountains, with a vast amount of trees and greenery all around. As you step out of the car you take a deep breath, the fresh air filling up your lungs, enjoying the cool breeze blowing around you. You and Chan help each other with the bags and get yourselves settled in the cabin. 

The sun sets as you and Chan spend the rest of the day together, enjoying each other's company. You made dinner together, listening to your favourite songs together and cuddling on the couch. You missed this, you missed spending time with Chan…you missed being with Chan. The sky darkened as the evening turned to night as you and Chan lay in bed together. Chan looked at you with a sparkle in his eye.

“I love you…” You giggled at the sudden confession.

“I  love you too, Channie.” He got up and leaned over your relaxed frame, giving you a soft peck on your lips. Before he could pull away, you lightly pulled him back in wanting more. You deepened the kiss, your tongues caressing each other. As the hunger in the kiss grew, the more erratic you both became. Chan moved to settle between your legs, his clothed bulge making for a delicious friction on your covered slit. You moaned into his mouth, his hand grasping on your thick thighs and hips. The babydoll chemise started to lift as his hands explored your body, exposing your soft pillowy belly. Chan broke the kiss, placing a trail of kisses down your jaw and chest, making sure to pay extra attention on your breast, sucking on the sensitive areas through the silk material making you gasp. 

“Chan...” You whined, the throbbing between your legs becoming too much. He chuckled at your neediness, cooing at you.

“Aww, is my baby needy? Are you desperate for my cock?” His hand lightly teases you, caressing your panties. You whined as he barely touched you, hoping he would give you what you needed but he didn’t. “You know what I want, baby.” He smirked down at you, clearly enjoying how desperate you were for him.

“Please…please Chan, I need you so bad-” You gasped as he pressed on your clit. Happy with your reaction, he moved your panties to the side plunging two fingers inside of you. You moaned loudly as he started to quickly thrust his fingers into your warmth. You felt yourself tense as your release approached quickly. Right as the knot in belly was about to snap, it was taken away as he quickly removed his fingers. You whined at the sudden loss, making Chan chuckle at you. 

“Aww, ‘m sorry baby…I just need to feel you.” Chan teased as he began to pull down your underwear off your plush legs. His impatience was clear as he hastily pulled his pants, revealing his aching length. “Are you ready, babe?” His breathing was heavy. You let out a breathy yes, spreading your legs further urging him to continue. He started to slowly ease into you, the pleasant stretch pulling a sigh from the both of you. He lazily rocks into you, continuously grinding against that pleasant spot within you. You clenched against him, digging your nails into his back as your climax slowly approached. Yoo softly gasped as the feeling washed over you, you wrapped your legs around Chan, stopping him from moving any further. You tightly clenched around his cock triggering his own release, whimpering in your ear.

You slowly came down from your high, you held each other enjoying the embrace. As you lay in each other's arms, you smiled, happy to be with Chan. You really did miss him.

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I'll care for you

Pairing: Changbin x chubby!reader Summary:  You were really needy for your boyfriend but you couldn't really express that. Genre: Smut Au/Trope: Smau Warning: Penetrative sex Rating: Mature Word Count: 1 445 A/N:  I decided as plus size girly to have a more plus size reader focus on my future fics...sorry.... not sorry

You let out a loud sigh as you stared at the ceiling. You were completely out stretched on your body listening to the sound of rain scattering on the roof. You felt kind of silly for feeling so…needy but you felt a little bit neglected by your boyfriend. It’s not like he wasn’t paying attention to you, he was extremely attentive to you and was always there when you needed him. The issue was with you, you were struggling internally. It had been awhile since you and your boyfriend had been intimate with each other and it was…weighing on you. You were kind of embarrassed when it came to sexual parts of relationships and it was extremely difficult for you to communicate what you wanted in that regard. It didn’t make it easier that your boyfriend was fucking Changbin. Him being the unit he was made it more difficult than expected and being his gym buddy made it exceptionally harder. You decided to go to the gym with him for the past couple months as a form of motivation but yesterday was the last straw. You barely did any working out as you ogled at your boyfriend as he did his workout. It was too much. That’s why you were staring at your ceiling right now, after feigning sickness to avoid the gym, you were home alone trying to calm yourself from the thoughts of your boyfriend manhandling you. The heat in your cheeks was intense, a mixture of embarrassment and arousal. 

“Babe, I’m home!” You heard Changbin yell as he shut the front door. You slightly cringed, the embarrassment still coursing through you. Come on, get yourself together. It’s not a big deal. You let out a breath to psych yourself out, quickly getting off the bed to greet your boyfriend.

“Hey baby.” He said throwing his gym bag on the floor. His outfit was not doing you any favours, he was wearing a tight short sleeved compression short and matching sweatpants. He extends his arms, inviting you in for a hug. “Don’t worry, I’m clean. I showered just for you.” You giggle at that and hop over to him, wrapping your arms around his waist. His arms enveloped you, his warm, spicy scent engulfing you. Feeling his strong arms wrapped around you always comforted you…his strong, thick, muscular arms…so strong…able to manhandle you…stop!

“We should watch a movie!” You say, pushing off of Changbin, a lot louder than intended. You laugh, trying to hide your awkwardness. He gives you a puzzled look as you clumsily make your way to the couch.

“Are you feeling okay?” He says following you and plopping himself next to you.

“Okay? Of course I’m okay, I just really want us to watch this movie.” You say grabbing the remote, barely paying attention to the movie you hastily put on. You lay on Changbin’s side, looking up at his confused expression. “Let’s watch!”

You’ve barely been able to concentrate on the movie from the proximity. You snuggle with Changbin, his arm pulling you in closer. His warm scent wafted to you, making you slightly dizzy. You looked up into his eyes and…he looked so cute…ugh. He smiled down at you sweetly which you couldn’t help reciprocating. You just loved him so much, he was simultaneously the sweetest man you have ever met and also extremely…attractive. You tried to focus on the movie again, doing a horrible job at that. You could not focus…that is until a particular scene came on. The actors were hastily taking off their clothes while kissing passionately.You felt the heat rushing to your face at the unfolding scene. You look up at Changbin to gauge his reaction but you're faced with his eyes looking intently into yours. 

“Hi.” he said lightly, A smile graced his features making you feel shy under his gaze. 

“Hi.” you smile, looking at his chest to avoid his gaze. You felt his finger lightly push your chin up to meet his eyes again.

“Are you okay, babe? Is there something you need?” 

“N-no…I’m okay. I’m great.” You tried to turn your attention back to the screen. Changbin lightly gripped your chin, stopping you.

“Babe…if there’s something on your mind, you can talk to me. I can’t help you if you don’t let me.” Your eyes looked down back to his chest, still embarrassed but getting the courage to express yourself.

It’s just- okay it’s just that I’ve been certain things and I-I…ugh.” You trail your fingers down his chest not sure how to say the right words. 

“Talk to me…” he lightly caressed your cheek with his thumb. You let out a sigh and slowly looked into your boyfriend's eyes again.

“I-um…I want you Changbin.” Changbin sucked in a breath through his nose.

“How do you want me….?” You bite your lip and went on to drag your hand to lightly grip his waist.

“I want you…to fuck me…” Changbin crashed his lips onto your, tightening the grip on your head slightly. He passionately kissed you as if he’s been wanting this as long as you have. His tongue lightly caressed your bottom lip, you opened up inviting him in further. You moved yourself to straddle Changbins lap, breaking the kiss to breathe.  He looked up at you with swollen lips, his breathing slightly heavy. He moved his hands down your waist, grasping at the curves of your belly. Your hands went to remove your shirt off of your body, throwing it onto the floor. His eyes zeroed in on your chest, staring at your breast noticing you weren’t wearing a bra. He licked his lips before going in to plant kisses onto your breast. He took one of your ample tits into his hand, lightly cupping the plushness. A soft gasp left your lips as you gripped his muscular shoulders trying to contain yourself, biting your lip to stop any more noises from leaving you. Changbin seemed not to like this reaction from you because before you knew it you were flipped onto your back. You squeak from the sudden movement, looking into his eyes taken aback. He took off the tight compression shirt that hugged his muscular torso.

“Is this okay?” He says slightly breathless. You nod eagerly, enjoying this change from his usual gentle approach. “I need to hear your words.”

“Yes. I love it.” He laughs at your excitement pulling your pants down with your panties, completely removing them, He slots himself between your thighs, roughly hiking your legs to wrap around his hips. He hungrily engulfed your lips with yours passionately kissing you while simultaneously grinding his hardened bulge against your unclothed clit making you moan into the kiss. You were slowly losing it so you started to erratically pull down his sweats, unable to wait any longer. Changbin the hint and pulled down his sweats while peppering sweet kisses down your jaw. He pulled down his sweats and boxers enough, letting his cock spring out of their confines. You spread your legs wider and watched as he lined his cock to your entrance and slowly slid into warmth. He let out a groan as you tightly gripped him. As he botttomed you out he gripped your thick thighs until your calves were resting on his shoulders. The new position nearly took your breath away as you felt him everywhere, all you knew in the moment was Changbin. Before you knew it he was pounding into you. As he pressed you into the sofa cushion he hit that spot that made you dizzy. He hit over and over again making you unable to stop the loud, embarrassing noises that were coming from your mouth. He was usually so gentle with you and you could usually control any noises that wanted to come out but right now that was impossible. The position made for a pleasant friction on your bundle of nerves and with the way he repeatedly nudged that spot, you knew you weren’t going to last very long. It still surprised you how violently it hit as you let out a sound that you’ve never heard from your own lips, and your whole body tensed.  Changbin’s pace was now erratic as he chased his own high, his breath slightly laboured until you finally groaned. 

You lay there for a couple minutes as Changbin softly lifted himself off you, straightening your legs into a more comfortable position. As you lay with your eyes softly clothes feeling your body relax, you felt Changbin softly cleaning you asking ‘are you okay’ or ‘did I hurt you?” but you assured him you were great…better than ever.

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I'll show you if you let me...

Pairing: Han Jisung x (AFAB) Reader Summary: You and your boyfriend haven't seen each other in a long time since he has been on tour so you try phone sex. Genre: Smut Au/Trope: smau Warning: Masturbation (f + m) Rating: Mature Word Count: 807 A/N: Why is was harder then some of my uni assignments. To all smut writers...you're doing God's work...Please be nice, it's my first smutty fanfic (:

It was a normal weekday and you had just come home from a long work day. You layed down on your bed, your muscles relaxing into the mattress, taking a deep breath. The smell of the bath bomb you used wafting through the air, relaxing you further. A constant vibration broke you out of your relaxation causing you to reach for your nightstand to grab your ringing phone. You glanced at the caller ID, a smile spreading across your face when you realised who it was.

“Hello.” A tired voice spoke on the other end. You shuffled up the bed to a seated position, your smile not leaving your face at the sound of his voice.

“I didn’t think you were gonna call me today. Didn’t you just land today”

“Well, yeah…but I missed you.” You could almost hear the pout in his voice.

“Yeah I missed you too but you should rest. You're performing tomorrow and you need all the energy you can get.” You didn’t want to get off the phone with Han. You hadn’t heard from him in almost two weeks because of your conflicting schedules. You missed him so much, you missed talking to him, laughing with him, holding him and more…Not only had you not spoken to Han in nearly two weeks but you hadn’t been with him in months and you missed him so much. Your mind would constantly wonder about those moments between you. The moments where you would have late nights watching your favourite show, the moments where you would cuddle up together on the colder winter night, the moments where your hands would wonder clothes hitting the floor as you found warmth from the skin to skin contact…God you missed him.

“I know…it’s just been forever since I’ve called and I just needed to hear your voice…” He said, his voice was slightly breathy.

“I missed you too…” Your face heated up slightly from his words. “I missed you a lot. I’ve been kinda thinking about you actually.”

“In what way…?”

“...In an intimate way.” I breathed out, embarrassed from the neediness evident in my voice.

“I wish I was there to help you” He whispered, his voice slightly gravely. It sent warmth through your body and a tightness in your abandon.

“Well…I mean you can always help me from there…” you hoped he would read between the lines of what you were saying. You and Han had never done anything like this over the phone but it had been so long since you had seen him, you were getting desperate. You shifted on the bed, feeling more fidgety the more you spoke to your boyfriend, the fluttering in your belly continuing. You lay a hand gently over your stomach, the feeling not stopping. “Maybe if you talk me through, it can feel like you're here.” You giggle nervously, not knowing how your boyfriend would respond but considering how hard he was breathing, you could guess what it was. Your hand lowered down your stomach to the band of your pants, warmth spreading through your body. You hear him sigh through the phone.

“Mmm, do you wanna touch yourself? Wanna make yourself feel good?”

“Yeah…” You let out a deep breath at the sound of his voice, shifting slightly. 

Okay, baby. Can you touch yourself, are you wet for me…” his voice lowering.

“Yes.” You sighed as you dipped your hand into your pants. 

“Good…does it feel good when you touch yourself.”  

“Mhm…” You bite your lip, slightly embarrassed by how good you felt. You felt your pulse quicken as you slowly caressed yourself. 

“You are doing so well for me sweetheart. Keep going, I love the pretty sounds you're making.” The more he spoke to you, the more your pace quickened. The more you keep going, you can clearly yourself, moans loudly falling out of your lips. You felt a familiar tightness in your stomach as you heard the low moans and whimpers coming on the other end of the line. The thought of Jiisung pleasuring himself with you hurdled you closer to the edge.

“Are you close, baby.” Jisung said, his breathing erratic.

“Yeah, I’m so close.” You could hear how high pitched your voice was, signaling how close you were, your toes curling from the pleasure.

“Okay…come with me baby.”  The sound of his voice and him stroking himself was what made the band snap, making you moan loudly.  As your body tensed, working your way through your high, you heard Jisung groan lowly telling you he came too. You slowly tried to catch your breath, a smile on your face.

“Are you still there?”

“Yeah…” you giggled. “I’m still here.” 

“Good…cause I need to come see you immediately so we can do that in person.” You laughed, causing him to laugh with you.

“Yeah…definitely…”

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Chubby Reader Fic Recommendation

Here I collected my fav chubby/plus size reader fics on tumblr. As a plus size girly these fics honestly improved my self esteem and I want my plus size girlies to enjoy their excellence. Since they are NSFW, I'm posting them here so tread with caution.

Will try and update (:

TV/Movie

Misc.

@bunnis-monsters (whole account)

@jadestone2 (whole account) [eg. On the bay]

@ddaz3d-and-cc0nfused (whole account)

@hannibals-favourite-meal (whole account)

Bucky Barnes

it's messy inside, let me take your coat - @divine-mistake

Eddie Munson

always mine, forever - @spookykoolkat

Kpop

Misc.

Chubby Reader Headcannons - @sluttywoozi

@frenchkisstheabyss (whole account) [eg. Piece of my heart, 1810 Overture)

Ateez

Filthy Lips, Loving Touch (San x Reader) - @ja3hwa

Sacrifices (Mingi x Reader) - @lustfuldevils

@swallowedbymadness (whole account) [Eg. heavy on your tongue, no sound, it's all around]

Stray Kids

a handful (or two) (Felix x Reader) - @lavenderbexlatte

TXT

Chubby Reader Headcannon (All x Reader) - @gothlcsan

yes, please (Soobin x Reader) - @hyukalyptus

is that so bad? (Soobin x Reader) - @hyukalyptus

P1Harmony

Perfect (Jiung x Reader) - @jina1028

Seventeen

Pretty Girl (Soonyoung x Reader) - @rubyreduji

NCT (All Units)

Meet again @jina1028

This isn't all of them but it's a good amount. Enjoy <3 Thank you these writers

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Fav Fics of all time

Like if it was possible I personally think these fics should be nominated for an Oscar. They are mostly one shots and smut...sorry about that.

I've been collecting these for a long time

TV/Movies

Bucky Barnes (Marvel)

Stay quiet for me - @mrsbarnesblog

Flustered Pt 2 - @ellemj

It's messy inside, let me take your coat - @divine-mistake

Miguel O'hara

Scent - @xbellaxcarolinax

Eddie Munson

always mine, forever - @spookykoolkat

Classified - @bloodandtime

Kpop

Ateez

Happiest girl in the world (Seonghwa x reader) - @holybibly

1812 Overture (Seonghwa x reader) - @frenchkisstheabyss

Sugar Rush (Seonghwa x reader) - @sluttywoozi

Realistic S*x with Seonghwa - @byuntrash101

he's kinda hot (Hongjoong x reader) - @ohmyamor

heavy on your tongue (Hongjoong x reader) - @swallowedbymadness

lessons in intimacy (Yeosang x reader) - @honeyhotteoks

incubus: coming of age (San x reader) - @byuntrash101

sneaky little devil (Mingi x reader) - @frenchkisstheabyss

so good at being bad (Wooyoung x reader) - @swallowedbymadness

Stay Perverted Masterlist - @k-hotchoisan

Stray Kids

Connected (Chan x reader) - @changbunnies

Royal Guard! Minho (Lee know x reader) - @leviackermanscleaningbuddy

Prince! Minho (Lee know x reader) - @tasteleeknow

Hyunjin Drabble - @moonjxsung

Kinktober (Seungmin x reader) - @gimmeurtmi

piece of my heart - @frenchkisstheabyss

TXT

Artificial Lust (AI!Soobin x reader) - @bb-eilish

Enhypen

Surprise (Heeseung x reader) - @karinasbaby

Seventeen

Once Bitten (Minghao x reader) - @sluttywonwoo

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Masterlist

I cannot write smut and have never tried, so this is my attempt to practice because I wanna add it to some of my fics. This isn't going to be good, but it will technically classify as smut.

Welcome to my attempt <3

I'll show you if you let me... - Jisung x Reader 🕸

I'll care for you - Changbin x Reader 🕸

Looking so crazy - Chan x Reader 🕸

Forget all the slow dancing... - Seungmin x Reader 🕸

The way I wine pon you - Jeongin x Reader 🕸

Smut Attempt #6 - Minho x Reader 🕸

Smut Attempt #7 - Hyunjin x Reader 🕸

Smut Attempt #8 - Felix x Reader 🕸

BONUS - a member x Reader 🕸

Status: on hold

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🐇 = fluff, ❄️ = angst, 🕸 = smut, 🦋 = fav

Fics

Yours To Begin With - Minho x Reader 🐇❄️

Never Have I Ever? - Felix x Reader 🐇🦋

Never Not Think About You - San x Reader 🐇

Here next year - San x Reader 🐇

Drabbles

Nothing yet...

Series

Perverted Practice 🕸

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