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A warm smile shines brightly against Suguru’s unusually soft face. He doesn’t know why or what took over in those exact moments, but all he knew was that he began leaning forward to capture Satoru’s lips in a soft yet surprisingly gentle kiss. Simple intimate moments like these are what he craved at most times, but pride and self isolation caused him to deny any sort of affection Satoru often gave.

Then in that moment, He ushered words from his lips that he had not once spoken before, not even when they had started their relationship. “I love you.”

Satoru returns the kiss gently, allowing himself this brief moment of tender connection. He can feel the trust and care behind Suguru's words - a rare intimacy that remains profound despite their outward egos. "Yeah.. you too." His normally slick voice comes out hushed, for Suguru's ears alone. They both know such open expressions of emotion don't come easily to either. But in the quiet dark of night, sheltered in each other's arms, their facades matter little. Here is a place of refuge where their true selves can surface without judgment.

Satoru nuzzles his face into the crook of Suguru's neck, breathing in his scent as strong arms wrap protectively around the one he loves. No further words are needed - their hearts understand each other without speaking. In the privacy of night, hidden vulnerabilities can be soothed. Tomorrow the sun will rise, bringing new struggles, but for now, joined souls find solace in shared rest. The dawn will come soon enough.

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"You could never taint me," he murmurs against Suguru's neck. "Don't I get a say in who or what affects me? I love you... all of you, light and dark. Let me be the judge of what I can handle."

Pulling back enough to cup Suguru's face gently between his hands, Satoru presses their lips together in a kiss filled with agony and longing, hoping against hope that somehow, some way, he could convince Suguru to choose life over death.

“Don't do this... don't leave me alone, please." His voice was barely audible, raw with unshed tears. "I'd follow you into hell itself if I had to. So stay. Stay with me."

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"Please, Sugu.. I need this."

In that moment, Satoru dropped all pretense of humor or pride. He simply pleaded for Suguru with nothing but raw emotion coloring his words, the vulnerability in his eyes surely conveying all he could not say aloud.