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I think work has really burned all the creative bones out of my body this school year. I had a burst of creativity mid-year, but besides that, I was really just trying to get myself to write most of the time. Part of that was doing challenges like allowing myself to write for fifteen minutes, trying out new ships, etc. I was posting them to ao3 because what else was I going to do? They were not great. I will be the first to admit that, but I guess I should have made an author's note about it because someone ripped apart one of those fics (and me), saying I used AI for it. I'm hoping that it was just a bot, but it has made my desire to write anything disappear. Maybe if I do those little challenges again, I'll just post them here, but if you don't see me write for a while, that's why. I'm just burned out, defeated, and tired.

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UM OKAY I have decided that time is an illusion.

I just finished this fic in May 2025. I posted two snippets of this fic on this blog and I could have sworn I did this in 2025. So I was like, Cool! I didn't take that long!

But THEN I went to find the snippets

AND I POSTED THEM IN NOVEMBER 2024

How has it been almost six months? That's so bad... Anyway... I promised a couple people I'd tag them when it was done...

@princess-of-morkva

@caliburn0119

It ended up taking me longer than anticipated to finish this, but here it is if you're still interested?

Love, Flowers, and a Pinch of Luck

Chapters: 2/2 (completed) Words: 8,547 Rating: T Relationships: Gwen/Morgana Characters: Morgana (Merlin), Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gwen (Merlin), Merlin (Merlin) Tags: Minor or Background Relationship(s), Alternate Universe - Flower Shop, Language of Flowers, Mutual Pining, Banter, Angst and Feels, Fluff, Happy Ending, Siblings Morgana & Arthur Pendragon, Arthur is a good brother, minor Arthur/Merlin, Disaster Lesbian Morgana, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Not Beta Read

Summary:

"You deserve happiness, Morgana." Arthur told her. Morgana imagined her happiness in the form of warm smiles and floral sundresses, but she wasn't sure if she truly deserved it.

AO3: Love, Flowers, and a Pinch of Luck - Chapter 1 - pagsywagsy - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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Love, Flowers, and a Pinch of Luck

Chapters: 2/2 (completed) Words: 8,547 Rating: T Relationships: Gwen/Morgana Characters: Morgana (Merlin), Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gwen (Merlin), Merlin (Merlin) Tags: Minor or Background Relationship(s), Alternate Universe - Flower Shop, Language of Flowers, Mutual Pining, Banter, Angst and Feels, Fluff, Happy Ending, Siblings Morgana & Arthur Pendragon, Arthur is a good brother, minor Arthur/Merlin, Disaster Lesbian Morgana, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Not Beta Read

Summary:

"You deserve happiness, Morgana." Arthur told her. Morgana imagined her happiness in the form of warm smiles and floral sundresses, but she wasn't sure if she truly deserved it.

AO3: Love, Flowers, and a Pinch of Luck - Chapter 1 - pagsywagsy - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

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he doesn’t understand boundaries

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been missing him a lot lately

in all seriousness he's the only character whose death i have actually cried real tears over and i was sad for like three days after watching tdc

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Thoughts on Morgwen?

YESSS!!! 10/10!!! LOVE THEM!!!

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nothing harder than being a girl who sees sapphic ships where there aren't any

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very fun morgwen comm i got to do!!!

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the ladies have a baby!!

for @merlinrarepairfest

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maze runner sketch commission it was so much FUN i love these boys

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Are you normal or will you have a breakdown after seeing this picture?

Because I’m still crying.

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Happy wrapped day to those who celebrate!

What was the highest song in your top 100 with a location name in the title? (real or fictional, generic or specific)

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quick what's your 69th song

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Harry: *sees rainbow through the window* Harry: *turns to Ron and grins evilly* Ron: *turns to Seamus and grins evilly* Dean: *turns to Seamus and grins evilly* Seamus: … please don’t do this aga- Harry, Ron and Dean: OH LOOK SEAMUS IT’S YOUUU Dean: Haha Irish leprechaun ��� Ron: Haha gayyy 🫵 Seamus: I saw Harry sneak Draco into the dorms last night and cast a Silencing Charm over his own bed before closing the curtains around himself and Draco. Dean: Harry: Ron: *turns to Harry* You did WHAT

Based on this post!

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dean and Seamus 11 and 16

Seamus our foxie🦊

123 was drawn half an year ago, and now they have a visible difference with the last one LOL