pain-is-my-game

[pain-is-my-game]

How come what they said gets to haunt me, but they never even think of me anymore.

I desperately need to get out of highschool

[pain-is-my-game]

How come what they said gets to haunt me, but they never even think of me anymore.

I desperately need to get out of highschool

[pain-is-my-game]

How come what they said gets to haunt me, but they never even think of me anymore.

I desperately need to get out of highschool

[pain-is-my-game]

How come what they said gets to haunt me, but they never even think of me anymore.

I desperately need to get out of highschool

[pain-is-my-game]

How come what they said gets to haunt me, but they never even think of me anymore.

I desperately need to get out of highschool

[pain-is-my-game]

Tfw your "friend" has been making you feel shitty for months, and you don't think anything of it bc the deficiency MUST be with you, and then suddenly a true friend comes out when you need it most and you're hit with the knowledge that this person isn't being a good friend at all and the reason you feel shitty all the time is because they're harming you

[pain-is-my-game]

“After all of this time,

I finally realize

That, to you, I had never been worth chasing after.

I should have run from you sooner.”

- S. C. C.

[pain-is-my-game]

unironically find myself begging for attention from people who’ve hurt me like a dog. people who i genuinely thought were cool and nice and then turned around and did really fucked up stuff. i have this idea that if i’m nice enough, or am enough, that everyone will like me and think i’m cool. i don’t deserve to act desperate for companionship. i don’t deserve to have people pity me and be my friend. i deserve someone to want MY attention. i deserve to be in a position where rejection is inconsequential.

[pain-is-my-game]

I'm so tired and over everything. It's all just so meaningless and exhausting.

[pain-is-my-game]

I feel like I'm slowly dying. My flesh is rotting off my bones and my soul is slipping through the cracks.

[pain-is-my-game]

everything is so cold and fucking empty

[pain-is-my-game]

after all these years... I still cry myself to sleep about the same old things since I was a kid

[pain-is-my-game]

i know its pathetic that i can’t save myself. but i wish someone would come here and make me want to be alive.

[pain-is-my-game]

Constantly thinking of everyone around you, but having no one think of you is the loneliest feeling in the world.

[pain-is-my-game]

There were days when I felt so much love inside to give, but there was no one to receive.

I was so alone for so long, and now I am desperate.

I am ready to do anything for some physical/emotional connection. 

I am ready to say whatever you like to hear and do whatever you want to  do.

[pain-is-my-game]

There were days when I felt so much love inside to give, but there was no one to receive.

I was so alone for so long, and now I am desperate.

I am ready to do anything for some physical/emotional connection. 

I am ready to say whatever you like to hear and do whatever you want to  do.

[pain-is-my-game]

There were days when I felt so much love inside to give, but there was no one to receive.

I was so alone for so long, and now I am desperate.

I am ready to do anything for some physical/emotional connection. 

I am ready to say whatever you like to hear and do whatever you want to  do.