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So I have been watching everything that I found about TOP from the bigbang days to being an actor interviews and stuff along with his acting performances and what I find interesting is that he is well known for being say the rebellious idol whole bigbang is like Aww YG cant really control them and now that he is no longer a member obviously he is a free soul but what I dont get is he seemed to be trying really hard to put up a show entertaining one of course so that people love him now I dont know if its some kpop thing like when other idols do what they do so that you like them or not because damn its BIGBANG isnt it they are all so natural and real Uhum ignoring the few scandals of the FOUR members they really just are genuinely nice and fun people eh? Maybe its just seunghyun’s or should I say was his personality to act this certain way to seem happy and fun he seemed really nonchalant yet caring and twisted so freaking confusing that I have not quite understood him if I could ever meet him in real life Id ask just one thing all that potrayal on media is it even real is anything he ever showed to us was it ever genuine ? Except for his love for art and culture which I can bet my life on that man is dedicated I would really love to do a detailed analysis on the art he posted cause I personally too really like to interpret art styles tho I prefer classical/period art more but still how much has TOP really changed as a person the past 10 years was he really as adorable as he looked before or was it all a pretense a part of his “Job” as an idol at YG and is this who he always was from the start Im not saying he is hugely different now cause we only have 2 interviews of him but still he looks very calm and polite (idk what I expected) though Im pretty sure the change in his mannerism is due to trauma and drug/alcohol abuse (nervousness/jittery) even in the short netflix posted his posture is very awkward as if he were held at gunpoint feel bad for him and I hope he is in his recovery journey .

I was yapping to my sister who is studying medicine and she actually agreed his face heavy wrinkling (koreans are known for glass skin and aging slow) even with visible makeup on and fat deposition near chin/face were a sign of alcohol abuse and smoking and obviously the depression since yeah depression and anxiety are linked to substance abuse Maybe he knew thanos would get this famous maybe he is planning a comeback or maybe he just did this role out of spite and will never return his mysteries may never be solved

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My opinion on seung hyun coming back to the industry to be honest I dont get the fans complaining or asking him to apologize cause lets be for real he is really rich and he doesnt really need the fame or the money man can go on and enjoy his life maybe he is back because he wants to put his art into life amongst the people shouldnt we be thankful and grateful that he decided to continue working ? not seeing him anywhere in the industry really broke the fans’ (my 👉👈) hearts and its a miracle that he returned cause I thought he never would I know he isnt the same person anymore but everybody goes through experiences that change then really excited to see the person he is try to understand and give him lots of love 🥰✨