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why did i invite the freaky psycho sexual clown to our dodge ball game? well, because he is good at dodge ball

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ging can say “he wasn’t trying to sacrifice himself for you” all he wants, but i still find it such a reductive view of kite’s decision. everyone seems to have their own ideas following what happened: morel attributes it to a hunter’s self-serving curiosity, ging attributes it to crazy slots’ special setting, gon attributes it to a nebulous reason that’s always his own fault. others look at a dead man from the outside in, but where is kite’s account? where is kite’s agency? buried with his bones, lost in some half-forgotten purgatory?

but it isn’t. it was there when he saw pitou coming, when he stayed behind to buy the kids more time, when he chose to spend those precious few seconds warning gon & killua to run instead of trying to protect himself.

ging can talk about sacrifice all he wants, but he wasn’t there when kite lost an arm. he wasn’t there when his student was stripped of more than his head or his body but his mind, then suffered a fate arguably worse than death. if ging was right and crazy slots did possess some sort of reincarnation ability, kite sacrificed more than his life. he sacrificed his will. his control. his agency.

and for ging, notorious absent parent, to pretend he knows the true nature of kite’s mind in that moment is incredibly presumptuous. he may be good at reading people, but he’s so divorced from the idea of caring for his son that he can’t imagine someone else possibly, possibly doing it in his stead. it shows. and i simply do not believe kite is the self-serving stereotype ging makes him out to be. if actions speak louder than words, then kite had been screaming. he had always been screaming.

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hate thgis fucking picture

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im looking through my drive folder of fanfiction that has nothing less than 4 years old in it including a lot of outlines/drafts and reading through some and THIS detail surprised me. do not remember writing it. delightful gay tween moment

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togashi concocted a supreme poison. there is no cure

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Controversial Character Tournament Round 2: Pariston Hill from Hunter x Hunter vs Cure Lovely from Happiness Charge Precure

(remember that these characters are fictional and your fellow tumblr users are real. i will block you if you harass others in the notes, please consider sending your unhinged harassment to my inbox instead)

Propaganda under the cut, may contain spoilers:

Pariston Hill:

LOVE:

“he is my comfort character <3 bc I am mentally unwell. I love him and I love when people hate him”

Cure Lovely:

HATE:

“She is so boring. She has no hobbies, no interests. And the writers tried to put her in this weird love pentagon involving adults for some reason. I’m so sorry Megumi but there’s nothing interesting about you”

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La vibe des grands cousins cools

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Controversial Character Tournament Round 1: Pariston Hill from Hunter x Hunter

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I seriously love this pic its like it sees its next victim and its eyes start dilating

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early days on the road

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crushes him like a bug

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ging thoughts

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pitou

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Pariston Hill achievement moodboard

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drops this like an animal at your door and leaves

[ID: A cartoon drawing of Kurapika from Hunter x Hunter in the style of a tarot card. The drawing is surrounded by a red border with "Emperor" in white text above it. Kurapika sits on a red chair next to a shelf full of red eyes in glass containers. Chains hangs from the top of the image.]

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don’t cry. 5000 chimera ant eggs controlled by pariston hill in the world, ok?