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dumb noobs. im corpse kicking because its fun to press buttons and jam a massive sword into your dead body

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Has there ever been a star wars thing that further explores an unhealthy relationship between master and apprentice? Not in a creepy way, but in how the sort of surrogate parent-child relationship can lead to the attachments that are supposed to lead to the dark side. There is some mention of this regarding qui-obi, obi-anakin, but it’d be cool for something to take it further and have a master and padawan fall to the dark side, perhaps by choosing to save each other instead of a planet or something. It’s also cool how this ties into the sith rule of two, but then it doesn’t really fit with how the apprentice is supposed to kill the master

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Getting kicked out of group therapy because I keep saying "so what are we, some kind of suicide squad"

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when tumbler falls..

you may reach me by eagle

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cheradenine zakalwe

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Damn this SNW finale. such a fucked cliffhanger. next season premiere is literally just going to be la'an and mbenga going through hell. tbf this is almost as horrible as your average borg cliffhanger.

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and to think I was worried about how Star trek has lost its sense of camp. the new spock episode and now this musical episode have soothed my fears

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your honor i love them

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Yeah it’s crazy to think about where the allistics are working from. While we all know ‘bad vibes’ almost always just means autistic behaviors, the subtext of it is that the person with ‘bad vibes’ is suspicious and creepy and has thus brought the dislike upon themself. So do allistics actually think dangerous people behave in a way everyone can pick up on? That people choose to give off ‘bad vibes’? The lack of empathy or self examination is astounding.

Knowing what I do now, that allistics can pick up that we're not neurotypical within milliseconds and judge us weird or "off", I wonder if that is why I'm always stopped and searched at airports... I'm 5'2" and not imposing at all. But I never fail to get pulled aside.

Just curious thoughts. 🤔

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Damn this girl was a vicious bully when we were 12 years old. Hyper aware and proud of her privilege from day one. Just one of the legions of kids who love to tear their autistic classmates apart. My (neurotypical) brother was her 6th grade ‘boyfriend’ lol

Iris Law | © Alex Leese i-D #371 (Spring 2023)

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They really do hate us. Why do we even fucking bother. Burn down this cruel world

Knowing what I do now, that allistics can pick up that we're not neurotypical within milliseconds and judge us weird or "off", I wonder if that is why I'm always stopped and searched at airports... I'm 5'2" and not imposing at all. But I never fail to get pulled aside.

Just curious thoughts. 🤔

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Knowing what I do now, that allistics can pick up that we're not neurotypical within milliseconds and judge us weird or "off", I wonder if that is why I'm always stopped and searched at airports... I'm 5'2" and not imposing at all. But I never fail to get pulled aside.

Just curious thoughts. 🤔

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“I like to work as a jailer with pretensions to magnanimity at this warehouse for vulnerable human beings bc it gives me the opportunity to demonstrate my stupendous virtue while remaining keenly aware of great moral superiority to the ppl to whose needs I am nominally tending. I know this bc they are Criminals, abd ik they are Criminals bc they have been placed at the mercy of the carceral state. This is why it does not matter that 94% of the objects of my abundant, well-armed charity are uncharged, charged but not yet subject to trial, or legally declared Not Guilty: to be subject to the terror of loss of life and liberty is in and of itself proof positive of one’s guilt. This is smth Jesus believes.”

Eat shit you vile degenerate self-serving self-satisfied blasphemous ghoul. You should be on hands and knees begging the forgiveness of the victims of your terrorism

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its such a compelling argument and counter argument for the existence of god(or sim theory, same thing). Why would anything create a system of such grotesque suffering? Yet the pain and cruelty some people undergo is so random yet perfectly targeted it can only be intentional, the alienation so elaborate and complete it has to have been planned

we really do live in hell. kind of makes me think about simulation theory. the point of our simulation is to create the most fucked up alienated people imaginable. for what purpose? maybe something needs people who will never feel sympathy for another sentient being, ever. when you kill yourself you wake up i an intergalactic warlords army. Or maybe some roko bullshit needs human infiltrators

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we really do live in hell. kind of makes me think about simulation theory. the point of our simulation is to create the most fucked up alienated people imaginable. for what purpose? maybe something needs people who will never feel sympathy for another sentient being, ever. when you kill yourself you wake up i an intergalactic warlords army. Or maybe some roko bullshit needs human infiltrators