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He's my personal heater 🫠

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Potted some hydroponics and repotted some. Also, that cebu is the one he bought me🥰 and it has fenestrations 😭I didn't know cebu blue has fenestrations too

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Him making slushies and cooking for me, but then eating me instead 🌸

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My mom got her for me at the end of January '25

She grew fast. Dramatic when she's thirsty, radiant when she's happy 💚

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Note to self: Love, real love, is part hunger, part hymn — and all fire.

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No way I choke slammed him with my thighs while he was sending me into outer space, devouring me like I was his last meal, making me feel utterly insane.

And then we both just broke, laughing so hard we couldn't breathe

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The way we kissed- I can still feel it, even now. The softness of his lips, the way they met mine.

It felt like the kind of kiss that stays with you, that writes itself on your skin and your memory, that hums beneath your heartbeat on quiet days.

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18/6/25

Journal Entry — A Day Out of Time

Yesterday unfolded like a dream. We got high — not to escape, but to slip into a slower world where everything felt softer, deeper. We made love while it was cloudy and the wind curled around us, the sky heavy with the promise of rain. It felt like a fairytale.

After, we ate like we hadn’t tasted food in days. He tried crab for the first time; I cracked it open for him, my fingers slick with sea salt, feeding him like we were ancient and new at the same time.

Later, we dressed and rode out, the hum of the bike beneath us. The air smelled of rain. He bought me a Cebu Blue {my Wishlist plant}, its silver-green leaves trembling in the breeze between us on bike, like it, too, was waiting for the storm.

I thought, this is love — the quiet kind that lives in small gestures, in stolen moments before the rain.

🌿 Note to self: Some days don’t announce themselves. They slip under your skin and stay there, forever.

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16/6/25

My Mimosa Pudica and Her Buzzing Visitors

There’s something magical about my Mimosa pudica. She’s grown so big and bushy now — a true queen of my little collection. Her leaves are the most vibrant green I’ve seen, and somehow, just looking at her instantly lifts my mood and makes me feel calm. She’s like a little patch of peace in my day.

Every morning, I notice how she responds to touch, so alive, so sensitive. And now, with her delicate pink flowers blooming, she’s attracting large yellow-striped honeybees. They come buzzing, eager for the nectar she offers. I feel proud that this plant I’ve nurtured is helping the bees, even though their size and sound sometimes make me nervous.

Sometimes I catch myself wondering — what would she be like if she were growing directly in the earth, her roots deep in the soil, free to stretch and thrive? I imagine her even bigger, even more full of life. One day, I’d love to see that. For now, though, this bushy queen blooms happily in her pot, and I feel grateful to witness it.

🌿 Note to self: One day, find her a place in the earth, and watch her reach her fullest potential.

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Back in March or February, a friend gave me cutting of monstera adansonii.

But in the summer, when the temperature was around 40°C, it struggled more losses than gains with all the crispy edges, and since I was new to plants, I just let it happen.

When the monsoons came. My monstera began to thrive, not just survive💚

Rn it is putting out 3-4 leaves a day and I can't stop admiring the lush, happy growth.

About fenestrations, Idk some of the newest leaves aren't fenestrated they remind me of monstera peru🌿💚

Idk if it's because they are juvenile? Idk, but light couldn't be the issue since I got that managed. Anyways they are beautiful both ways🍃

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“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”

— Paulo Coelho

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It was like… you know when your favorite song plays in a crowded room, and everything just slows down? And for a second, it all makes sense. And in that moment, you just know it's always going to be him.

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I am resisting the urge to buy calatheas for the 100th time now🙂

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I was showing him the new bby of this pachira Aquatica, and he sent back this 😭

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Beautiful even when they are wilting🧡

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So, this pic is today's pic, and my spider plant is root bound. I'll have to repot it. Also, I love how hoya looks here. I'm still figuring out its watering monsoons aren't helping 😗

Adansonii is growing very fast in monsoons 💪and omg, I keep watering hederaceum everyday and they seem to love it sm but It makes me feel crazy💀

Silver satin is giving out almost green leaves cuz the suns doesn't show up anymore 🙂I'll have to keep them under grow lights soon.

Jade plant is basically sad but immaculate and setaceus, I hope I'll be able to grow her more in the coming yrs. I had a nightmare last night she dried up and died 😭😭😭💀