anya | she/her | ao3 | desi | london | possibly demisexual | swyer syndrome | asd/adhd | basically inactive but every now and then i return for like a day | occasional poet
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hi weird gay neurodivergent people i’m back on tumblr to touch grass and embrace my roots. spent too long in the world of neurotypicals and got disoriented
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Diversity win! The horniest person you know is on the asexual spectrum
#is this too revealing#most of my posts here are from when i was 15#so this feels a little like defiling my childhood bedroom#demisexual#*screams*#anyway
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i hate being demisexual so bad because you can be so dtf and your brain just refuses to pick someone to do the job. so you end up toying with the idea of some poor guy only to realise ur not attracted to them 4 days later and have no idea what to do. and then you periodically wonder if you’ll die alone.
AND when you try and explain any of this to anyone it sounds like the fakest thing ever and no one gets it
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i was about to make my semiannual return to tumblr like guys omg i want to kill myself and then i remembered that you guys take that shit seriously on here oops
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I find anxious fanon Percy really funny compared to the character in the original series who literally gave no fucks. fanon is a beautiful thing
#*screams*#anyway#pjo#percy jackson#I will not be taking arguments about this#canon percy was human#but u cannot convince me he had anxiety#anyways I also know that’s not the point of fanon and fanfic#i just find it funny
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annabeth chase has always been just a girl and i think people forget it sometimes
#*screams*#anyway#pjo#annabeth chase#i am just talking#shes a fictional character#(but shes my fictional character)#dont read into it tumblr wizards#i am not a terf
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sometimes I do come back on here and see people interacting with my old posts and I get a bit scared because I can’t lie I have no idea what I said on here at 15
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do u guys think Hermes ever pulled up to Luke like ‘Luke, I am your father’
#hi guys!#my annual return#pjo#*screams*#anyway#god the nostalgia#im 19 now fun fact#it’s so odd#hermes#luke castellan
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Heyyy do you still have the aru shah pdf/ epub? If you do could you send it to me please I can't find it anywhere.
Thank you!
hahaha yes I have epubs of everything
https://oceanofpdf.com/authors/roshani-chokshi/pdf-epub-aru-shah-and-the-end-of-time-pandava-1-download/
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i miss when chilling adventures of Sabrina was a good show
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breakfast 😋😋😋

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hot girls have autistic meltdowns at the club
#i weirdly dont struggle with light and noise actually#i was just arguing with my friend and we both started crying#and then i started hyperventilating#and i was like here we go#and then i realised i have a masking induced emotional intimacy problem#*screams*#anyway#autism#adhd
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lord help me i watched jenny nicholsons bronycon video while i was procrastinating and im now an hour into friendship is witchcraft and why is it actually the funniest thing ive ever seen. like arrested development for my little pony
#jenny nicholson#my little pony#friendship is witchcraft#*screams*#anyway#a level procrastination#hey guys back from the dead#haha not really
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Flights of Fancy
After Safiya Sinclair
Cans of soda keep their fizz for years – much longer than plastic bottles, which inevitably expand and contract, air seeping out ’til none is left, lifeless liquid lying static, line against the bottle, flat. The bottles I have tucked against the seats before me have crinkled sharply as the plane descend on the other side of the Atlantic, left a thorny, jagged husk by the changing pressure of the cabin air. Embrace the pressure: it’ll turn your skin to diamond, split you apart and set you rolling in the mud, lost and looking. What can I say? My soul goes every night outside my body; roams in and under, over, through the walls; it scours this silver city’s sunken skyline. She’s crying for her past and future self, screaming out and hearing nothing in return; she’s tearing at the seams and comes undone but she’s not done and in the silence now a crack, a hiss of air, a whisper: “You’re lost forever.”
#*screams*#anyway#anya writes poetry too#i am large i contain multitudes#adhd#autism#flights of fancy#safiya sinclair#poem#poetry#prose poem
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guys lowkey should I do a face reveal
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i take such childish joy in being able to say shit like ‘i’m not gay anymore’
#said this the other day and my friends boyfriend was like ‘oh conversion therapy worked then ?!’#demisexual#except i used to think i was bi#but i am#heterosexual#*screams*#anyway
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