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mutual did not see the post i reblogged specifically for them. 13 dead, 65 injured.
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i miss my mom
#shes seeing her mom halfway across the world rn and its so stupid i have barely been holding together like i need to fucking get a grip#i feel so so shitty and she isnt here and its all worse#everything is fucking falling apart i cannot deal with this anymore#im so tired. im so fucking tired when am i not going to feel like garbage about literally everything i just want to fucking exist
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rocking myself in a chair i should not be this stressed about spending money for a special occasion my life will not be ruined if i buy a nice dress for myself nothing is gonna spiral out of control if i indulge a little
#vent#i get so panicked when i have to spend for shit and partially its because of the thousands of times my dad has gone on about how stressed#he is about money w inflation n shit and how we need to save and that we waste too much n atp im just worried about money all the time#whenever i want to buy something and its not even like my familys in a position financially where we will go homeless with one wrong move#i just get so fucking nervous#n we have a dance coming up n my friends n i are talking abt outfits n theyre willing to spend so much and it makes me feel kind of sick#bcs i dont wanna look bad but also i dont wanna spend much n like. jesus#its not even like a big thing anyways but im making it into one#fucking spiraling im gonna cry
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fifty shades of not getting over people i literally should not care about at all anymore
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somebody needs to send my dad and his built-in asshole mode to anger management school
#like im trying to understand where hes coming from but it just feels like hes looking for fights to pick at this point#jesus
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me when im this close to punching a wall
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you make me feel good about myself (i love you)
#if this is about who i think it is it aged like milk#i will Cry that is a threat#you make me feel good about myself MY ASS i literally feel like shit anytime i think about you ever now so.
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the sirens were fucking right
every time i myself be happy i feel like im flying way too close to the sun like my brain needs to shut the fuck up and let me enjoy this without imaginary sirens going off in my head any time i feel good
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lol haha imagine feeling like everyone you love will leave you eventually because you arent and will never be enough to make them stay and even if they love you thats not enough because in the end the love thats there is not enough. couldnt be me
#vent#every single fucking time i think someone will actually want to stay#and i know i wouldve stayed!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont /get over/ people i love and love them until they leave and i keep on loving them anyways#fuck.#who wanna love me despite it all? nobody? okay then . thats fine#when people leave me my first instinct is to say 'i understand' and when people stay its 'are you sure'#because like. who the shit wants this#and maybe theres something to want because people want get close but then whatever that want is just isnt enough to make them stay#im like that lyric from the archer:#who could ever leave me darling / but who could stay#whatever#it sucks but ive made peace with the fact that everything is temporary#even if it fucking hurts
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everything ages like milk with love huh
#fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck#fuck breakups fuck relationships fuck trusting people because thats all i ever seem to do and look where it gets me#and fuck the fact that i would forgive you in an instant despite all of it because i would give you as many chances as it takes to keep you#forever#fuck.
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one thing about me is that i will feel so shit about myself all the time
#girls when they fuck things up all the time and they dont know what theyre doing wrong but they know theyre doing SOMETHING#because thats what they do. fuck things up#lol haha if i seek constant validation and affection from you blame it on the guilt complex
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hating myself hours
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