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poor guy doesnt know hes being stalked by a teenage girl

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i'm baaaack!! was here a lot two years ago, when i had a crush on my sophomore year history teacher, but that faded when i began to catch feelings for my academic rival/childhood crush (i pined over him for months while he had a girlfriend and happened to lose feelings around the same time they broke up 💀 and then my crush on him relapsed and then he took me on a date but then he got back with his girlfriend and i lost feelings again (this time for good)).

anyways, i'm back here because my friends are sick of me thirsting over this history teacher who i had for an elective last year (let's call him B) (also he and my old tc are close colleagues and teach the same subject RIP). activity on this blog will probably be sporadic and consist of hornyposting because HE'S SO FUCKING FINE and also i don't have him this year or even have any classes near his classroom so i will not be interacting with him much 😔 ok yeah that's basically it lol

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guys i think i'm fixed....went on a 4-day trip and now i'm just pining over my rival who i've been hung up on since 2nd grade..

anyways i don't think i'll be active anymore LOL but i <3 you guys and i might check in once in a while 🥹 it's been a good run fellas ✋

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Me listening to "guys my age" while walking to his class

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BUT I LOVE THAT MAN LIKE NOBODY CAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i just wish he thought about me

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✧ tcc playlist ✧

• teacher’s pet - melanie martinez

• guys my age - hey violet

• cinnamon girl - lana del rey

• teach me tonight - amy winehouse

• sad girl - lana del rey

• cola - lana del rey

• high school sweethearts - melanie martinez

• detention - melanie martinez

• born too late - the poni-tails

• daddy issues - the neighbourhood

• you can be the boss - lana del rey

• girls your age - transviolet

• training wheels - melanie martinez

• older - birdy

• glory box - portishead

• tears dry on their own - amy winehouse

• brooklyn baby - lana del rey

• illicit affairs - taylor swift

• be my daddy - lana del rey

• love - lana del rey

• jealous girl - lana del rey

• i’ve got a crush on you - ella fitzgerald

• when i’m older - ashe

• an apple for the teacher - bing crosby

• teacher’s pet - doris day

• when i kissed the teacher - ABBA

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nothing like the spike in my heart rate that occurs when i email him 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

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oh man the way i've barely been active the past two weeks...anyways life is just the same as usual,,,i recced a book to e and he ordered it right away so that was nice :)

tomorrow the whole class is taking a political compass test and some of the kids who have a different teacher already did the test and had very...interesting...results. really made me lose faith in humanity but hey...if my classmates' results turn out like that maybe i can educate people and impress him 🫠

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i just want him to guide me tbh like how does life work? grab my hand and show me

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back to wanting to jump of a bridge 😘😘😘😘 tc love me challenge PLEASE

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me to myself, every single day:

gurl stawp, this isn’t a „right person, wrong time” trope romance, he is your teacher and this is morally wrong

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today was a wild ride...when i got to class the door was locked and so naturally i assumed the worst (that he was out sick and we had a sub that hadn't gotten there yet) but then i heard my precalc teacher yelling at her students to free him (they're in the room across the hall) and he emerged victorious with a giant mug of tea...it was really cute :)

he was also just super pleased with himself today 🥺 and then!!! i realized he has dimples?!!!!! like he never really full-out smiles so i didn't notice before but i had made a promise to myself not to break eye contact today and so i was watching his face and i was like no way...like how can he get any cuter 😭😭😭

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anyone else get the indescribable urge to bite someone when you love them

just a little nibble ( lovingly )