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just a helpless maiden~

animation demons took over again oop

progress under cut!

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NEVER GIVE UP

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weeeeee

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Guys do we fw the beserk cacao design I wanna draw him more

+ little choco is there as well

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"If you use em dash in your works, it makes them look AI generated. No real human uses em dash."

Imaging thinking actual human writers are Not Real because they use... professional writing in their works.

Imagine thinking millions of people who have been using em dash way before AI becomes a thing are all robots.

REBLOG IF YOU'RE A HUMAN AND YOU USE EM DASH

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You’re not depressed. You just need $250,000 in your bank account.

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I assure you: somebody, somewhere, is on the exact same wavelength as you are.

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update:

I just cleaned and a lot of it is gone now :)) I know it’s not gonna change a lot but I’d rather deal with it in the future when I’m in a healthier headspace. I know it’s probably gonna come back but for now I wanna wait till I can fully see it and attack it head on

don’t know where else to go cuz I’m tired of writing down my thoughts in a journal and get no reassurance nobody has to respond to this I just need to get this off my chest

TW: black mold

I’m always sick all the time, and I think theres black mold in my room, idk if it’s in any other room cuz I’m the only one who gets sick. It’s in between my window cracks and there’s one part where u can see it clearly, but it’s so small and I can’t open my window all the way so idk how much it has spread. My house is extremely old and I only moved into it like 2-3 years ago and it’s been there ever since but I just shrug it off and thought it was nothing cuz I didn’t know how black mold looked like, I know it’s likely from the old owner but I’m just so tired of it

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by the way, if a ship disgusts you but you don’t harass people who ship it, you’re a proshipper.

being a proshipper isn’t exclusive to only “enjoying a ship that would have been morally unacceptable in real life”.

being a proshipper just means “being against online harassment”.

you can be a proshipper and be disgusted by some specific ships at the same time, as long as you don’t harass people who enjoy them.

being a proshipper literally just means you know how to scroll past / ignore / mute / block things that make you uncomfortable instead of “attacking people for enjoying these fictional things”.

being a proshipper means being against bullying and harassing people over fictional things because you can separate fiction from reality and you know that how people choose to enjoy fictional things is not your business. that’s all.

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Pavlova cookie it's there every single time I send a balloon expedition, he wants to be free

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don’t know where else to go cuz I’m tired of writing down my thoughts in a journal and get no reassurance nobody has to respond to this I just need to get this off my chest

TW: black mold

I’m always sick all the time, and I think theres black mold in my room, idk if it’s in any other room cuz I’m the only one who gets sick. It’s in between my window cracks and there’s one part where u can see it clearly, but it’s so small and I can’t open my window all the way so idk how much it has spread. My house is extremely old and I only moved into it like 2-3 years ago and it’s been there ever since but I just shrug it off and thought it was nothing cuz I didn’t know how black mold looked like, I know it’s likely from the old owner but I’m just so tired of it

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so my friend requested me to make a fanfic of pavlova cookie and eternal sugar cookie interacting and eternal manipulating pavlova. It’s been a WHILE since I’ve written in general, never mind anything that isn’t my ocs. This is like a singular line proof read…

anyways can anyone give me some tips on how to make this better?? They made an animatic on pavlova cookie and eternal sugar cookie and I kinda based it off of that while also trying to use some of my ideas, but I was like 3/4 sleep while writing more than half of it, so it’s gonna have like a lot of ooc I’m guessing

just like let me know if it’s good and what I can improve on idk, tjis wasnt really proofread and also I do add indents on my writing usually, but the app I use to keep track of my fanfics does not have this, that or I forgot how to use it, and so it doesn’t have any

FANFIC UNDER CUT (just In case they find this and know it’s me and don’t want any spoilers)

Pavlova cookie often found himself in trouble for trying to escape, it was almost tradition to him and Eternal Sugar cookie now. Of course, Pavlova cookie never meant to arrive in this fake utopia, it was a simple mistake turned into something bigger than it should’ve been.

Nowadays, Pavlova cookie found himself lounging around, truly showing what the world “sloth” meant to the world. But today, on a small, special occasion, that wasn’t so small or special anymore as time passed, he heard the sounds of wings flapping. Familiar sounds of wings moving and gracefully moving through the sky. He perked up, his own wings curling back as he rose to his feet.

Of course, there she descended. Eternal Sugar cookie, the cookie that Pavlova cookie had the unfortunate fate of calling his “mother,” or at least the closest he could get to his original mother— oh, how he missed her beautiful cooking, but that was in the past now. He held his breath, beginning to curl his fingers into a fist.

”Pavlova cookie… what a surprise,” Eternal Sugar cookie giggled, sinister and creepy as always, but only Pavlova cookie could really hear that, it was infuriating to be the only cookie who could hear how creepy her laughs were.

“…Hello, Eternal Sugar cookie,” Pavlova cookie sheepishly replied, putting his hands behind his back. He shrunk back into his shoulders, gripping his bow and arrow tightly in his fists, almost enough to have strangled Eternal Sugar cookie. He would love that, but that would be too out of line for his own safety.

”Sugarfly cookie has… alerted me, something about you trying to leave again?” Eternal Sugar cookie snarkily said. “You know how upset that makes me! You best be grateful that we have the top cookies who can heal you in seconds, ready for your little…” She held her breath, searching for the right word. “Adventures.”

”Oh, trust me, I am,” Pavlova cookie looked up, trying to please his mother. “But-“

”This won’t happen again, right?” Eternal Sugar cookie faked a pout.

”Right…” Pavlova cookie whispered, he wasn’t as guilty as he usually was. He turned, ready to leave.

”Well, I hope you know all of these adventures of yours cause havoc across our little place… many angels take hours trying to help you, while many cookies wait and cry in pain as they watch you get help before them,” Eternal Sugar cookie sighed, she shrugged and looked away.

Pavlova cookie held his breath for a second, he felt overcome by guilt. He let out a sigh and looked back at Eternal Sugar cookie, how could he be so easily overcome with guilt by such an obvious tactic…?

”I… uhm… I’m really sorry,” Pavlova cookie murmured as he turned around, he let out a shaky sigh, feeling the guilt climbing up his spine, but the anxiety seemed to rest uncomfortably in his chest. “I won’t do it again, mom-“

”No! Do not call me that…” Eternal Sugar cookie grabbed her chest, in a fake way of portraying her sadness.

Pavlova cookie tensed up, he felt his breathing pick up from the anxiety, his chest tightened. She always did this before yelling at him to run off. 

“Just… go away…” Eternal Sugar cookie whispered. She turned away, beginning to walk off.

”No! I’m sorry- just tell me what I have to do!” Pavlova cookie cried out, he ran forward and tried to grab Eternal Sugar cookie’s wing. Before he could get a right enough grip on her wing, she whipped around and knocked him to the ground.

“Just stay out of their way, okay?” Eternal Sugar cookie sighed, trying to make herself seem like this was an intense moment for her, too, and the situation had a hard decision.

Pavlova cookie knew this wasn’t a hard decision, she’d said it so many times before. He pulled himself back off the ground like he had done so many times before— she never cared to help him. He brushed the grime off of his body and stared up at Eternal Sugar cookie.

”I… uh… fine,” Pavlova cookie looked away.

”I just want what is best for you— and mother knows best!” Eternal Sugar cookie shrugged. “Take it from me, if it wasn’t true, I wouldn’t be your mom.”

She wasn't his mom. Not even close. But Pavlova cookie couldn’t fight that, she was as close as he could get to his own mom, despite being so far away. Even if he found himself hating Eternal Sugar cookie, he found himself also begging for her forgiveness and motherly love, even if it was just mercy he was begging for.

”I just want what’s best for you and Sugarfly cookie!” Eternal Sugar cookie started again, of course she wouldn’t leave that easily. “Don’t forget who you work for…” She scoffed and turned, a sudden change of demeanor.

The sudden changes of demeanor she always displayed after cruel fights like this always made Pavlova cookie cringe, it only made it more difficult for him to know who he should be angry at.

Pavlova cookie sighed. “Of course…” He softly frowned.

”Now, if it doesn’t interfere with anyone else,” Eternal Sugar cookie murmured. “Go do something productive now.” She turned and walked off.

Pavlova cookie didn’t say anything, not even a word of acknowledgment or confirmation that he would follow through with being productive. He, too, found himself subconsciously turning, the guilt and anxiety churning in his chest following him as he did, and left.

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Blow this up

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PSA

Just a heads up, there are bots going around on AO3 accusing people of using AI. Considering the timing, this is likely AI bros' retaliation for AO3 users calling them out for scraping their work. Examples of what you might be sent:

Screenshots from here.

If you get a comment like this, just report for spam and delete.

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Thank you!!!

so funny story but I was thinking today snd I was like “wow aroace, omnisexual, transman, and agender all feel like a comforting color blue to me! It makes me feel really comfortable and happy in my skin” and then I realized I was just accepting myself for once