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Love that the large majority of Dead Boy Detectives plot was driven by gay panic

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btw if anyone wants a callum nova dupe but who is infinitely times better i have just the man. (no it’s not andrew minyard). it’s cyril depaul from the amberlough series (which is my fav series of all time)!!! he’s blond, rich, stupid, a genius, totally in love, and he actually has an incredibly satisfying character arc!!! he’s everything i wanted from callum. pls stan cyril depaul with me, there are like zero amberlough fans out there

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I love the "came back wrong" trope but from the opposite side.

Imagine you are dead. And then you are RIPPED from the embrace of decay into the world of the living again. Your memories are hazy and you don't recognize any of these people, but they act like they're close to you? Like they love you? So you try to get your memories back, to act like you belong here, but everybody tries to forget you died. And you can't. It is omnipresent. And just trying to grapple with that fact pushes the people who "love" you away, and they're incapable of understanding, and they're so confused, what's wrong N̶̄̀O̶͛͗T̷̉́ ̷͋͝Y̴̎̌Ȍ̴̈U̸̓R NÄM̴̃͑E̵̾̇? And you just need them to understand, you aren't that person! You aren't! You don't know who that person is! You don't know why any of this is happening, but they're unwilling to bend, they keep insisting you are that person, your memories will come back, everything will be normal again, and you want to scream and cry and claw yourself open to show them you're different. Your existence as a being wholly separate from whoever you "used to be" is a sin unto itself. All you can do is scrabble for life and to them, you're killing whoever they loved to do it.

just. lots of fun in that concept, you know?

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Crowley is Lucifer

(Ok I know some of you don't believe this theory but I highly suggest you give this a quick read anyway. I tried to make it short and easy and I'll be going chronologically, from s1 all through s2)

- First, let's get this out of the way, Lucifer and Satan aren't neccesarilly the same person. Even in the show the devil that appeared in s1 has only ever been reffered to as Satan, not even once as Lucifer.

- In the bible Lucifer was the one to tempt Eve with the apple, and who do we know that does that in the show. Crowley is literally THE snake from Eden.

- An obvious one perhaps, but the red hair is also a giveaway

- In the bible Jesus was tempted by the devil for 30 days, in the show Crowley says "I showed him all the kingdoms of the world", so that's another role Lucifer has that Crowley had in the show

- It's well known (even mentioned in the Sandman) that Lucifer was the most beautiful of all angels, and our demon is played by no other than David Tennant

Now on to season 2 because there's a LOT to unpack here

- He litterally started the engine of the universe which was one of Lucifers roles

- He's the first to say "let there be light", which is pretty fucking huge since that is Gods line

- "I worked closely with upstairs on it" even in the first scene they're telling us Crowley is an angel of very very high rank

- He fell for asking questions, which is litterally what Lucifer fell for, for questioning God. This in and of itself should be a pretty big indicator. "I only ever asked questions"

- Shax: "a miracle of enourmous power only the mightiest of archangels can perform"

Crowley: "How do you know I didn't do it"

And Shax just... doesn't counter that. She looks even skeptical, as if it COULD be a possibility, unlike Uriel who says to Aziraphale don't excpect us to believe you did it. Shax litterally doesn't shut the option down which confirms Crowley has the power not only of an archangel but of the mightiest kind

- In the bookshop with Gabriel/Jim he says "I don't remember. It [gravity] seemed like a good idea when we were all talking about it"

- "You're welcome to come in, you might even spot an archangel" don't tell me this was Crowley just egging Shax on and not being sneaky

- The fact that he could sense the demons coming. "Somethings wrong""It's coming in waves", when Aziraphale couldn't. It could be a demon thing but we saw Sandalphon, an archangel of lower rank, in the first season mention "something smells evil" so obviously angels can sense demons too, they just have to be powerful enough. And keep in mind Sandalphon was already in the book shop for quite some time, Crowley sensed them even before they had arrived (he also sensed the hell hound who was some fucking miles away)

- The.fucking.folder. "You have to be a throne or dominion above" and this dude opens these clasified documents like it's nothing. If this isn't an indicator of his high position as an angel I don't know what is.

- He's worked with Saraqael, another very high ranking angel

- "I'm the only first order archangel in the room"... and the camera imediately pans to Crowley, and for anyone who's read the book and watched the show you know that rarely anything is coincidental

- When the Metatron says they can't lose another prince of heaven. This... this fucking line. So it's relatively well known that Gabriel and Lucifer are brothers, and if Gabriel is one of the princes of heaven I wonder who the other one could be. "Two princes of heaven". And the Metatrons words were very careful, he doesn't say lost as in heaven can't find him, he says it in the context that they won't be sending Gabriel to hell since they won't lose another prince to downstairs

- In the bookshop when no one can identify the Metatron he turns to Crowley who imediately recognises him. Now you have this dude, who's literally on top of the angel hierarchy and is responsible for running heaven and the connection to God themself, surrounded by archangels and a principality you spoke to face to face with just a few years ago and... none of them can tell who you are, the only one who does is the literal demon. That tells us that Crowley has not only seen him in this form, but has probably worked with the Metaron himself personally. "Always asking damn fool questions", 10 million angels and he remembers what this one particular angel was like 6000 years ago

- Crowley is also very reluctant to reveal his identity as an angel. Now if he were just an ordinary angel of no real significance he wouldn't have a problem revealing his name, but... if his name was one that's the literal representation of all evil in this world, then it is understandable he keeps it a secret, in fear he might scare Aziraphale away

- And I wanted to leave the best for last. So you remember in the book when Crowley has to sign his name to start Armaggedon, and Hastur tells him "no, your real name" after which he reluctantly writes it. Now in the book we never see him write anything, but in the show we see him write a sygil, something that looks very mich like an L. An L... A FUCKING L. And now I wonder how this theory didn't come up sooner.

(Also he can fucking stop time, like dafuq)

Edit:

- "Oh looky here it's Lucifer and the guys" we all thought he was talking about someone else, he's just refferencing things other angels have said about HIM. FUCK

- I keep seing people saying Crowleys memories were wiped because he couldn't remember Saraqael and Furfur. But I think people forget, demons lie. He's lying to make them think he's not that angel they worked with, that he's not Lucifer. (In season 1 we hear him a few times refferencing his life as an angel, so he does remember most of it)

- Also saying if the Raphael theory were true then as showrunners they would have mentioned him somewhere for those not that familiar with the bible (or don't read much fanfiction). The refferences for Crowleys past are so so vague that it would be too sudden and confusing if he were Raphael. But there is one name that everyone is familiar with, no matter who you are how old you are or where you're from, a name that needs no introduction.

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best of Roy x Keeley x Jamie in "Mom City" 💖💜💙

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Obligatory self indulgent redraw of that one Twelfth Night pic 🥰

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yknow i tried to avoid the hype, but that final scene with the clocks? the music? goncharov changed me as a person. katya stan for life

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destiel // supercut - lorde

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MARK YOUR CALENDARS | MDZS S3 BACK ON AUGUST 7

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Six months. It’s been six months.

It’s all Dean can think about as he gets up and starts his day. Rubbing the restless sleep from his eyes, trudging through the quiet halls of the bunker, pouring himself a cup of coffee, sitting himself down in front of his laptop and the same pile of books as the day before.

Six months on the same case, the same question with no answer.

How do we get him back?

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expanding on this post  (+ my own longass tags on said post) by @sodomitecastiel ………………….

cas doesnt take the ring and he doesnt speak to dean for two weeks after because hes PISSED OFF that dean would even JOKE about something like that. and by the time dean manages to puppy-dog eye him into an apology lunch at cas’ favourite diner, dean stops doing the whole marriage bit entirely. he doesnt teasingly refer to cas as his husband anymore, he doesnt make any crude ball-and-chain jokes, he doesn’t even bring up the whole ring incident other than a small apology. but he still wears HIS ring. he still fiddles with it when cas is sitting right next to him and that LIGHTS a fire under cas’ ass because you know what! fuck this! if dean got too uncomfortable with the marriage jokes but not uncomfortable enough to stop wearing that fucking ring, cas can play dirty too! so he starts RAMPING UP the fake-marriage talk. he starts hamming it UP. he does it more intensely than dean ever did- and to his annoyance and shock, dean doesn’t tell him to cut it out. dean doesnt stop wearing the ring. instead- he looks PLEASED. surprised, but pleased. and he shyly joins back in on the whole marriage bit again. he starts ramping it up as well- feeding cas his food, taking cas’ hand when theyre in public, generally acting like what cas wishes their actual relationship could be like- and now cas is DOUBLY annoyed because dean doesnt seem to show signs of stopping any time soon AND he doesnt even have the stupid ring that dean tried to give him weeks ago. and hes like fuck it if im going to be doing this i AT LEAST want my Fake Marriage Ring. so one day during movie night when theyre both on the couch cas casually brings up the ring again- half expecting dean to laugh it off, half expecting dean to have forgotten about it entirely- maybe make an excuse about how he’ll go find it in his room later. but instead, dean just goes completely still and he- he takes the ring out of his pocket. the same ring from all those weeks ago. and cas is- confused, surprised that dean still has it on him- but shrugs it off and takes the ring from dean’s hand. and dean gulps, nods, and slowly turns back to the tv without another word- like hes afraid hes going to scare cas off, or something. and cas looks at him and his ears are BRIGHT red and his eyes are VERY vehemently Not meeting cas’, which is like, GOOD. he SHOULD be embarrassed. FINALLY. and he looks back down at the ring, and its an old ring of dean’s, scuffed and dinged up and theres chips in the metal but its also surprisingly shiny- like its recently been polished. he flips it over once, twice, before putting it on. he admires it for a while- the light from the tv glinting off the ring, making its silver look like its glowing in the dark room theyre in, and for a moment he lets himself have this. and he lets himself get caught up in the fantasy. just for a moment. and he doesnt look back at dean when he goes back to watching the movie, but, if he did, he wouldve seen the stupid, wide, PLEASED grin on dean’s face. (1/3)

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I AM AN EMOTION

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Cas

How many times I’ve touched him to heal his wounds, to stop his bleeding, to protect. Now I can’t bring myself together to wipe his tears away. Yes, I’m good with fixing physical damage. But how do I make human heart feel better?

I don’t understand why is he crying? I’m dizzy, my body is aching with every cell, but pain never stopped me from recognizing feelings on his face. Sadness, grief, anxiety, anger, despondency, disgust… anything. But what is this?

Dean is not looking at me, he’s struggling to breathe as he’s shaking with his whole body. I look at his profile, tears streaming down his cheek. His hand is on my shoulder, I feel his fingers digging in a tight grip.

Everything is so blurry, like it’s covered with haze. Where am I, again? What happened? Is… is this the bunker? My room?

How can this be real? I’m struggling to restore memories, to bring pieces together.

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