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i missed drawing them 🥺

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Need you guys to know I am soooo anti generative AI. In case that wasn't clear. It's bad for the environment, unethical, theft, and will never be as freaky as me. It is inferior in every way

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i just thought of the funniest fucking scenario which would be if buddie never went canon but ryliver did. and then people make “buddie edits” but it’s just ryliver and we all have to pretend

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How the fuck did we go from bee-nado, billy boils, and brad, to Bobby Nash fucking dying, what the fuck is this shit

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Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

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every time i see people trying to spin a generous interpretation of bad writing choices i am reminded of my creative writing workshop professor who always gets SO frustrated with us for trying to extrapolate meaning from something that’s just not on the page. like sure, you Could make up an entire explanation as to why these things happened, and what they mean, and live off the story that is in your head. but you have to be fully aware that it’s in your head, and what’s on the page is still thin/rushed/poorly-thought-out writing at Best. and it could always be better. because your audience should be satisfied by the ACTUAL STORY, not their far-flung interpretations of what’s happening off-page/off-screen.

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i’m just a girl, standing in front of a fandom with a poorly made canva wedding invite, asking if they like the sound of marriage of convenience may.

due to overwhelming real life grief i both cannot engage with this show rn and need a fun distraction, and as a girl who loves a silly thematic hook and a bit of alliteration: i bring u ✨ marriage of convenience may ✨

truly the only criteria is buck and eddie deciding a marriage of convenience is the most sensible thing they can do for each other and then silliness and romance ensue. the details are up to you clever lovely people.

i even made an ao3 collection for it here. so if you also need a distraction and a reason to write a marriage of convenience fic for buddie, please take this as your sign. it would make me very happy.

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dear 911 writing team,

just because you can doesn’t mean you should. say sike rn.

sincerely,

me

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“tik tok is brainrot I’m glad it’s getting deleted” YOU are ignoring an early warning sign of fascism bc silly dances and asmr annoys u. tik tok ban is a part of a MUCH bigger bill that indicates any foreign app, if deemed a threat, can be banned if the owner does not sell it. aka the government is mad bc they cannot censor & their capitalist puppet masters are mad they aren’t making money from it. and if ur ok w that……hm

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you can't be punk and get your shit from temu

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Every time she's on screen I start destroying furniture

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14 years and 20+

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quick elphaba doodles, wicked was real good you guys :’)

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i promised you 🦋

(crossposting from x, bsky, & ig)

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strangest thing about being active in fic communities especially as a writer is how often i just see people complaining about all the stuff they hate in fic?? like in my/others’ comments or tags or even just posts on my dash being like “oh i hate this au and this au and this au and i can’t stand this trope and this hc makes me want to stab someone and usually i hate this sort of fic but i guess you did it alright and i don’t know why people like this widely accepted but inconsequential fan theory bc i personally hate it bc i only care about canon. and i also hate this au btw.” like why are you even here if the only things you want to read are canon compliant in-universe fics that don’t integrate any popular fanon theories or hcs or interpretations that can’t be backed up with 3 pages of meta analysis to prove it could happen. that also align exactly with your specific tastes. And you’re in fic writers’ comments telling them all the things you usually hate about fics that are in their fic but are bestowing upon them the honor of your approval This One Time. like do you guys even have anything generally positive to say about something that is your own interest and/or hobby be honest

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buck would soooo get sucked into romance novels with cartoon covers and/or romance novels with raunchy covers self-published on kindle unlimited likeeee he would eat that shit up. he'd be on his fifteenth novel about a first responder single dad who opens up to the plucky heroine and not bat an eye. buck voice Haha Eddie I'm reading this book and this guy kinda reminds me of you. eddie voice What are you reading. buck voice Oh it's called Blaze of Passion: A Single Dad Damaged Firefighter Close Proximity Enemies-to-Lovers Romance. Yeah it's pretty good. Anyway everyone in their Small Town really wants him but he never dates even though he's secretly a hopeless romantic haha!!! Just like you!!! eddie voice If he never dates how do you know he's a hopeless romantic? buck voice Uh well he lets the FMC (that's the Female Main Character if you didn't know) take care of his kid and he probably wouldn't let just anyone do that and he's always trying to spend time with her and he just gave this really beautiful long speech to her about how she's worth so much and she deserves to be loved. So. eddie voice Oh haha that's nice of him. buck voice Haha yeah the only difference between you guys is that he got an instant boner when the FMC was pissing him off and I doubt that would happen to you. eddie voice Right yeah no that doesn't happen to me at all ever