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pocandkpop · 6 years

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i’m sorry!got7 x reader(poly)

Not my gif

Themes: angst to fluff

Words: 4.3k

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This has to happen. There's no way she could honestly stay with them. Those seven boys who showed their love to her almost ruthlessly. They made her heart swell with gratitude and appreciation every second she was around them. She knew what it felt like to feel unappreciated. She was the most underappreciated person she knew. She gave and gave, not wanting to receive anything back, but it does feel good to be appreciated. It feels good to know that you're wanted and that you are an intricate part of someone's life, to know that you aren't wasting your time. She felt like she she was wasting her time. There were seven of them for Gods sakes! They didn't need her. When it came down to it, she wasn't an intricate part of their life and routine. She wasn't important to them. She didn't know what she did to deserve their friendship, attention, or time, but all she could say was that she was eternally grateful.

my favs and me💖

bambam: y/n! coming over today right?

yugyeom: she said she would

jackson: you do that bomb ass braid out bc girrrrrlllll!

jb: jackson chill

jb: but did you tho?

mark: ha! JB a weirdo acting like he doesn't wanna know too

jinyoung: yo crackheads...stfu

youngjae: y/n!!!!! im excited to see youuu

I'm excited to see y'all too!! See you 💓💓

jackson: HEARTS AAAAHHHHH

yugyeom: KAYUTEEEE

y/n was trying not to cry. She had to be strong or else this wasn't going to be easy for anyone. Sending that text was one of the hardest things she has ever had to do in her life.

"You can do this, y/n. Like a bandaid, girl, just like a bandaid." She tried to coax herself as she grabbed her keys, putting her phone in her back pocket. She walked outside her apartment, locked her door, and went to her best friend, Amika Ravenloc's car. She got inside. "You sure about this y/n?" She asked, turning to look at her. "No, but I know that I have to do this. I feel myself just falling for them more and more everyday and that shit is scary. I'm gonna end it before they can... Amika, I'm scared." Y/n confessed, her nerves finally getting to her. She started shaking. "I know, hun. I know." Amika patted her knee. "If this is what you want to do, then do it. I'll be there for you afterwards. You can cry all you want and we'll have a movie night, all the stuff you like. You got this." Amika pepped her up. She started driving. "I'll stay parked, like, down the street so you can just come to the car when you're done and I'll, just, zoom off. They won't catch me." She explained. Y/n nodded. "I got you." She agreed.

Amika got to their place pretty quick which meant the two girls would get out of there even faster. "I'm right here. You got this, girl." She told y/n. Y/n took a deep breath. She fiddled with Jaebum's hoodie that she decided to wear. Was it a smart decision? No, not really. It only makes things harder. She opened the door and walked to the boys' house. She got to their doorstep. She went to knock but hesitated. Was she really doing this? Was she really about to end this beautiful friendship? "It's best for all of us y/n. You can do this." She coaxed herself to knock on the door.

"Y/n!!" Jackson shouted, swinging the door open. She almost broke down right then and there. She couldn't help but burst out laughing as she hugged him. "Jackson!" She exclaim. The two of them headed to the living room area after Jackson locked the door. "I missed you!" He held y/n close. "Guys, look who's here!" He announced. The room erupted in shouts of happy greetings. Yugyeom tackled her with a big hug. They both almost went down. "You have socks on dummy!" Y/n laughed. "I missed you y/n!"He cupped her face, gushing at her. "Stop hogging her Yugyeom!" Mark exclaimed from the couch. Y/n couldn't stop smiling.

"What were y'all doing?" She asked. "We were just talking about random stuff." Mark answered. "Y/n, come here." Jaebum patted his lap. Y/n's heart started beating triple in speed. This is what she was talking about. They were getting too close. "Nah, I'm okay." She waved it off, sitting in a chair by the doorway. Jaebum looked at her confused. "Come. Here." He said again. Damnit. She just couldn't say no to him. Y/n stood up, lips pursed, and went to Jaebum. He pulled her to sit on his lap, wrapping his arms around her. "JB hyung at it again!" BamBam laughed. "He stay on y/n." Youngjae joked. "This my baby, what y'all mean?" Jaebum laid his head on her shoulder. "You did do that braid out! I'm dead." Jackson over dramatically died. "She looks so good!" Yugyeom made weird noises.

"Um, hi Jinyoung! You weren't gonna say something to me?" Y/n joked with him. "Don't start." Jinyoung laughed. Y/n mimicked his laugh making everyone else laugh. Jinyoung stood up, moving towards her. "You think you funny, huh?" He held her chin with one hand, making her look at him. "Oh, I know I'm funny." She stuck her tongue out at him. He couldn't help the smile that spread on his face, letting her go and went back to his seat. "You wanna watch a movie? We haven't had a movie night in forever." Youngjae suggested. "That sounds like a great idea!" Mark clapped his hands. "I'll go make the popcorn!" Yugyeom ran to the kitchen. "Bust yo ass, see if we don't laugh!" Y/n shouted. Bambam laughed out loud, following Yugyeom. "I'll go get the movies! Cmon Youngjae!" Jackson exclaimed, pulling a protesting Youngjae along. "Cute." Mark commented, bopping y/n's nose. He went to go get blankets. This was getting way out of hand.

"Guys-" "Sit by me y/n!" Jackson exclaimed. "No, me!" Youngjae argued. "She's staying in my lap so yall gonna have to sit by me." Jaebum pointed out. "Hyung!" Yugyeom whined from the kitchen. Bambam came into the room. "You guys-" "Animated movie or action movie?" Jackson asked. "Animated." Jinyoung answered. "No, action." Mark shook his head. "Both!" Yugyeom walked in with the popcorn. "Y'ALL!" Y/n shouted, forcing Jaebum's arms off from around her. Everyone focused on her. She backed up to the doorway. "I-I have to go. Like, forever." She stuttered. She never stuttered. Smart transition y/n! She scolded herself. "Why? Is something wrong?" Jaebum questioned. "Yes. This..us..I can't be friends with you guys anymore. It won't work. I'm sorry." She turned to leave but Jaebum's booming voice made her freeze. "Explanation please."

Y/n took a deep breath. "Where is this coming from?" Mark asked. "I just can't, okay?! I don't want to be friends with you guys anymore. There shouldn't need to be an explanation. It's just gonna hurt more later. It's gotta stop now." She started crying. "No the fuck it doesn't. Y/n, you're not making sense-" "Yugyeom." "No, hyung! She can't just up and leave us without reason! I won't let her." Jinyoung held his shoulder. "Sunshine. Are you sure you want to leave?" Youngjae asked. She bit her lip. "We can talk it out. We'll listen to you. We can figure this out." Jackson said, voice full of concern and understanding. "No. I'm not your sunshine! I don't..I don't..I just don't!" Y/n broke down even harder, almost doubling over. She took off the hoodie, looking at it sullenly. She threw it to the ground out of a mix of emotions. "Y/n, just have a seat and we can-" "Don't touch me, Jaebum. Just let me, just, just, let me alone!" Y/n ran to the front door, unlocked it as fast as she could, then ran to Amika's car. Shouts could be heard from the boys and feet pelted the ground, meaning they were chasing her.

"Go, go, go!" She screamed, jumping in through the window, something she never thought she would ever do in her life. The situation was so terrible, she literally leapt at the opportunity to get out as fast as she could. The car took off. The boys looked exasperated as they stopped running after her. They were too confused.

Y/n laid in the backseat of the car, covering her face with her hands. She sobbed and sobbed till she was too tired to keep going and let the tears fall silently. "Did I just fuck up Amika?" She asked, voice hoarse and cracking. "That's up to you to decide. You broke it off with them so this would happen now instead of later, right? You accomplished your goal. You're free. That's what you wanted." Amika answered. "Yeah..what I wanted." Y/n sighed. Tears for now instead of later. Hurt them before they can hurt you. That was the goal, right?

"What just happened?" Youngjae asked as Mark, Jaebum, Jackson and Yugyeom walked back into the living room. "She has to be joking. There's no way she really just ended our friendship like she just did. It doesn't make sense." Mark looked at the boys confused, sullen, and scared faces. "Without an explanation, too. I don't know about you guys, but I'm pissed right now." Jackson said, tapping his foot. His expression was stone cold and his arms were crossed. "How about we just text her? See if she'll tell us in the group chat." BamBam suggested. "We can try." Youngjae shrugged.

Jaebum went to pick up his jacket from off of the floor. He sighed. "Looks like I'm going to her house." He said. "Don't do that." Jinyoung shook his head. "Why not?" Jaebum questioned "You see how hard she was crying. It must have taken a lot to do what she just did. I think we are the last people she wants to communicate with." Jinyoung answered. "What did we do wrong?" All eyes turned to Yugyeom who was sitting on the floor, staring at his hands. "We didn't do anything wrong to hurt her did we? I could've swore we were, we, we made her so happy, but she still left. Why did she leave, hyungs? What did we do?" The poor maknae was so confused and hurt that he started to cry. "Yugyeom, don't, please." Jaebum went to hug him. "She's the best, hyung! She's pretty and funny and she fits in perfectly, so why?" Yugyeom allowed himself to cry in his hyungs arms. "I don't know. I don't know." Jaebum stroked his hair.

"We're here." Amika said, pulling into her driveway. Y/n sat up, her head pounding. Amika went to go unlock her front door. Y/n shortly followed. Amika locked her car then her front door and the two girls settled down on the couch. "I'm going to order some pizza and we'll get this sleepover started!" She cheered. Y/n cracked a smile. She turned on the tv, turning it to her favorite channel. Watching her favorite TV show always cheered her up. "Let's watch-" y/n's phone went off. "I didn't know it was..oh wait." She stopped when she realized it was a special ringtone she set for just the boys. Her phone buzzed relentlessly. She wanted to check it but Amika beat her to it. She turned off her phone and set it down in the kitchen. "They won't ruin our night, right? Let's have some fun!!" Amika cheered. Y/n smiled and joined it, her spirits being lifted with the sheer excitement her best friend radiated. Tonight was about her and her best friend, not those seven boys who aren't in her life anymore, despite what her heart says.

It's been a few weeks and everything has been going smoothly. Y/n has been getting better as time progressed. She took a break from her phone, knowing the hundreds of texts they've sent her would be there. Missed calls, emails even, that she knew were awaiting for her. She decided to focus on working. She worked at a cafe that was, thankfully, unknown to the boys. She knew it would be a good idea to not tell them because she knew they would be a public disturbance. BamBam trying his best to bust a move to the chill music, Youngjae's loud laugh, Jackson screaming and being the extra person he was, Mark joining in on the antics, Yugyeom whining and bothering her, all the while, Jaebum and Jinyoung, defeatedly, sat back and watched the chaos unfold. Y/n caught herself smiling at the vision and her nose started burning while her eyes started welling up with tears. "Be right back." She told her coworker, Edyn, a dark skinned woman with short 4c hair. Y/n went to the bathroom.

"Pull yourself together. This was the right decision. You don't need them. You just want them. Need and want are two different things. Get it together, girl. Get it together." Y/n took a deep breath and fixed her face. Random waves of emotion weren't a surprise anymore. It was all apart of the process. She knew that she would get over it eventually. However long eventually was. She went back out behind the counter. "Sorry about that." She apologized. "Girl, are you sure you're okay? You've been going to the bathroom to cry for weeks now. Did something happen?" Edyn asked. She could read y/n like an open book. "I just ended a friendship is all." Y/n answered. "Ending things should be a joyous occasion. You should feel free of whatever that friendship had. Was it toxic?" Edyn questioned. "No. It was perfect actually. Too perfect, and I had to end it before it hurt me." Y/n rubbed her arm, moving to look at the cookies. "Before it hurt you? Honey, you're going to get hurt a lot in your life. Avoiding it and being scared of it is no way to live. Your mindset wasn't in the right place when you made the decision to end that friendship. You were playing to your own delusion, thinking of only yourself. I know you're not a selfish person. Whoever was apart of that friendship is probably the best ever and you let your mind trick you into thinking otherwise. Now, I know you don't like being told what you already know, but you should go talk to whoever it was. They probably want to hear from you, too." Edyn hugged the melanin infused girl. The bell rang, signaling another customer. "There goes another one. Take the rest of the day off. I'll cover for you." She winked at y/n. She couldn't have been more thankful for Edyn in that moment. Y/n went home as soon as possible.

"Go back to them? There's no way I could. I ended it and that's final. What kind of person would I be to end a friendship then go back to them like nothing ever happened? I'd be a joke." She sighed, sitting on her couch, watching TV. "They wouldn't want anything to do with me. I couldn't go back even if I wanted to." Three loud knocks came from her front door. She jumped, startled.

"Y/n? Are you home?" It was Jackson's voice. "Open up. We really want to talk." Mark shouted. "You haven't answered any of our texts or calls or voicemails. We're really worried." BamBam revealed. "Maybe she isn't home." Jinyoung said. "Her car is here, she has to be home." Jackson clicked his tongue. "She doesn't have to be home. She could've gotten an Uber. You never know. In any case, we should leave." Jinyoung sighed. "I'm not leaving. I'm going to see her. She can't stay in there forever." Yugyeom put his back against the door. "This again, Yugyeom, cmon." "Don't touch me, hyung!" "Both of you stop!" Jaebum's booming voice yelled. Y/n jumped. "Let's just go." He stormed off. "Hyung.." "Sunshine. If you're really in there this time, please open the door. We need you right now." Youngjae cried. After a few minutes of silence, there was a shout, the sound of car doors slamming shut, and a tire screech with a roaring engine, signaling the boy's departure. That was when y/n let it all out.

They needed her yet she still stayed put. She didn't do anything when she should have. If that wasn't an indication that she was wrong to end the friendship, then she didn't what was the truth anymore. She wanted desperatly to convince herself that she did the right thing, but the way her heart hurt with every beat, she knew that she was wrong to leave. She blew her nose then went to her front door. She opened it, seeing a note on her door and a box. It was the box of jackets and other clothes she sent to return to the boys. She didn't have it in her to personally deliver them.

Keep them. They're yours. Don't forget us and please check your phone. We hope for happiness and health to be the only thing you receive for the rest of your life. We love you, sunshine. - JB

That sent her into another fit of hysterical tears. She ripped the box open, grabbing a hoodie, it was Mark's, and clutched it. She held it so, so tight. This was suppose to prevent this from happening but it hurt way more than them breaking her heart like she thought. She was being so stubborn and for what? She just needs to face reality and go back to them. Admit that she was wrong because she was. There was no positive outcome for any of this.

Y/n took the box inside and closed her door, relocking it. She sent the note down on her coffee table and turned on her phone for the first time in weeks. She knew there would be a lot of missed texts and calls but this was ridiculous.

My favs and me💖

yugyeom: please pick up

yugyeom: im desperate to hear your voice

yugyeom: let me know you're okay

mark: jackson and jb argued again..

jackson: i punched jb hyung. I didn't mean it

youngjae: coco misses you so much. she wants her mommy back

mark: she hasn't been eating. im scared for her

youngjae: all she does now is mope around. I try to take her out but all she does is lead me to your house...

bambam: come dab with me again

jinyoung: come dab with everyone again.

jb: youngjae cried again. there was almost no calming him down this time. he misses his sunshine. we all miss our sunshine. please come brighten our lives again. i beg you

mark: i almost broke my phone from throwing it when i saw no reply. i miss you hun. i rly do

jackson: come home to us. i swear we'll be on our best behavior just come back please

jinyoung: i almost put jackson out. he keeps getting an attitude with everyone. he's just hurting but it's too much sometimes

jb: Lord, I pray that you bring our sunshine back into our lives. Amen.

There were many more texts saying the same thing. It was a shock that they actually fought each other. Sure, they argued here and there but physically punching was something y/n never witnessed. That was all it took for her to make up her mind. She was going to go back, explain everything, and make everything better. She decided to go after work the next day.

She went to work early in the morning the next day to fully plan out everything she would say. She had the next seven hours to figure out her game plan. "It is too early in the morning to be looking like that. What's got you so happy?" Edyn joked, wiping down the counter. "You were right. I'm going back to the friendship after work today. I haven't seen them in, like, three months. Needless to say that I'm excited." Y/n beamed. "I'm glad." Edyn smiled proudly at the girl. "Time to open." She went to go turn the sign to open.

Business was going smooth as ever. Y/n was currently calculating a customer's reciept. The bell rang and she handed the receipt to the customer. She went to get a small menu of the specials for the day. "Hello! How may I help you..." Her scentence trailed off when she realized that Jaebum was the one standing in front of her. "Oh, um, hey..I can get you the, um.." Y/n's brain short circuited. "When's your break?" He asked. "In, like, an hour." She answered. "Well, you're off work now." Jaebum grabbed her hand and lead her from behind the counter. "Edyn! My friend is taking me away! Will you be okay?" She shouted. "You didn't tell me your friend was fine! Go on!" Edyn waved. Y/n smiled. Edyn was the best.

"Where are we going?" Y/n questioned as Jaebum stopped in front of the passenger side of his car. Jaebum looked at her then cupped her face and kissed her. "We're going home." He answered. He unlocked the car, making her get in. He ran to the drivers side and hopped in. Y/n was at a lost for words the whole car ride. Jaebum kissed her like it was nothing. His lips were soft and moisturized. Did he know he was going to see her? Y/n would never know.

"We're here." He announced. He wasted no time getting out of the car and y/n followed. Jaebum grabbed her hand, almost dragging her to their house. He quickly unlocked the door. "Hyung, did you get the coffee that quick?" BamBam asked. "I got one better." Jaebum stated. He walked with y/n into the living room. "Hi, guys." She greeted them with tears in her eyes.

"Y/N!!!!!"

After thirty minutes of greetings, long, tight hugs, and crying, everyone was sitting down. Y/n sat in the love seat by herself, facing the boys. "Why did you leave for three months?" Jackson asked, getting straight to the point. Y/n took a deep breath. "I was scared and I was wrong. I felt that you guys didn't want to have me around. You guys are so amazing and wonderful and I didn't feel worthy of that. All my life, I was someone else's second choice so to be you guys' first and only choice felt so weird. I wouldn't allow myself to even think that your feelings were genuine. I was so scared of getting hurt again that I thought if I ended it before you guys did that it would be the best for everyone. I was so wrong. I'm so, so sorry I did that to you guys without warning. I was selfish and I really don't deserve your friendship after the bullshit I pulled. I..I.." She started shedding tears. She tried her best to keep it in, sniffling and such. Yugyeom got up to hug her. "We never knew that. I'm happy that you shared that with us. We're scared too. This does seem too good to be true for us as well." Mark said. "Really? Why?" Y/n questioned. "Because we love you." Yugyeom answered. "I love you guys, too." She held Yugyeom closer.

"No, y/n. We have feelings for you. All seven of us." Jinyoung confirmed. "What?" Y/n asked, wiping her tears. Yugyeom sat down beside her, pulling her into his lap. He held her close. "We realized this when you were gone. Yugyeom was crying one day and he just blurted it out and we all agreed. We didn't want to admit it to ourselves but we all have equally fallen for you. Please, don't think that this is weird or anything. We are so genuine, it's crazy." Jinyoung pleaded. "I don't think it's weird at all. I thought I was the weird one! I even told Amika that I felt like I was falling more and more for you guys. I thought I was just being greedy and shit like that but it can't get anymore genuine than these tears right here." Y/n smiled at the boys.

"Well, since this went much more smoothly than we thought, y/n, would you do us the honor of being our sunshine for good?" BamBam asked. "Yes!" She exclaimed. There was a mix of relief and excited cheers. "I've been waiting a long time to do this!" Yugyeom exclaimed, dipping her in his lap, kissing her to oblivion. Y/n couldn't stop smiling. "Coco!" She cooed at the little dog. She held her close, petting her. She licked her face with her little doggy tongue. Jackson walked over and held her chin, guiding her face to his and gave her a deep kiss. "Um, don't start something you can't finish." Y/n warned, looking up at him with a different kind of look in her eye. "Maybe I want to." He winked at her. "Hey! Keep it pg-13!" Jinyoung joked. Everyone laughed. The rest of the evening was spent having the movie night that should've happened three months ago. It was filled with kisses, laughs, screams, tears, and much more. These seven boys showed y/n that you'll always come back to where you belong, no matter how far away you may go.

August 27th, 2018 // 2:00am

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pocandkpop · 6 years

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HateMySkin!Bangtan x Reader (Poly)

Not my gif

Themes: angst and possible triggering things idrk

This is super all over the place but bear with me. I haven't done angst in a long time.

3.5k words

Warnings: some real stuff will be said so if you're easily offended by race issues, be mad. I'm only stating pure fax, no printer.

(I could go on for hours but this is only a little bit of how I feel)

Proof read to the best of my ability

It's happening again. You were laying in your bed, on your phone, in the dark. It was 11:11pm and you were so over it. You knew you should put your phone down. You knew you should get rest. You knew you had seven, loving boyfriends ready and willing to help you. You knew. Even though you knew that, for some reason, you stayed motionless. Just laying and staring and breathing. Your body felt like lead and your heart like stone. Your heart was in your throat and your eyes filled with tears but you just couldn't express that emotion. That anger, rage, that was doormat inside you. You were angry. So pissed.

You were mad at yourself.

You loved yourself so much, don't get me wrong. You loved yourself to the point where it could be viewed as narcissistic. That wasn't the problem. The problem was your skin, and nose, and hair, and body. Everything that made you a black woman was the problem. You were so over hearing the ignorant and rude comments non black people had to say. Your melanin infused skin wasn't beautiful. Your big nose was ugly and your hair was nappy and unmanageable.

All of these things were so untrue.

You knew it wasn't true. You loved your "naps" and big nose and body. Too skinny, too curvy, no ass, or too much ass, you loved every facet of your being. Even so, that doesn't mean that you don't get overwhelmed at times. Insecurities don't just go away overnight. You just so happened to be having a small episode at the moment. You didn't want to see any mirrors or talk to anyone because if you did, you'd just break down and cry.

"Cmon guys, we have to get some sleep. We have a busy day tomorrow." You heard Jin say. You frantically turned your phone off then threw the covers over yourself, pretending you were asleep. You wouldn't be caught dead letting them know how you truly felt. Worrying them when they already had so much to do just wasn't the move. Your door opened.

"She's asleep already." Jin said. The boys all filed in. "She's so beautiful." Jimin commented. Jungkook and Namjoon stood back, admiring from afar. "When did we get so lucky?" Hoseok wondered aloud. "Okay, guys, we can ponder on that later. We have to sleep remember?" Yoongi chuckled. "But my muse!" Taehyung whined. "But nothin'. Cmon." Jin laughed. You felt multiple kisses on your forehead and cheek then feet shuffling and a door closing.

Now, you felt like shit.

They loved you with all their heart, there's no way they wouldn't be willing to listen and help. You were just scared. Opening up about what really eats at you and tears your confidence and self-esteem isn't easy by any means. Even to those who really love and cherish you. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Tomorrow was not better.

You got no sleep so you were tired, your hair was a mess because your bonnet slipped off due to the tossing and turning, and it was so obvious that you cried, it's not even funny. "Isn't my life wonderful?" You said sarcastically. You get up and get ready for your day out with the boys. Hopefully being with them will brighten your mood.

One of the only good things from getting ready, was that your braidout came through in the end. That brightened your mood a little. You washed your face and got your eyes back to normal. You put on black jean shorts, one of Jungkook's big black T-shirts, and some black hightops. You accessoried with your favorite pair of golden hoops and a chain to put on your shorts that showed despite the long T-shirt dress you wore. You looked good and that boosted your confidence. You head out for breakfast.

"Good morning sunshine!" Hoseok exclaimed the second he saw you. You smiled. He gave you a big hug and kiss on the cheek. "Jin didn't cook and none of us felt like it either so we're gonna order some pizza or something then bring it on the road with us." He explained. "Pizza in the morning?" You question. "Why not? Namjoon ordered it like ten minutes ago so it should be here soon." Hoseok smiled. You walk with him to the living room. Jungkook, Jimin, and Taehyung were playing Mario kart. "Morning guys." You greet them. "Morning babygirl." Jungkook said but didn't take his eyes off the screen. You shake your head at the three of them and went over to kiss their cheek. "Hey beautiful." Jin pointed finger guns at you. You smiled at his cheesy antics. "Hey yourself." You playfully wink. "She winked at me!" Jin pretended to die. Yoongi shook his head at the overdramatic hyung.

"Cmere." He motioned for you to come over. You do so and settle beside him. He wrapped an arm around you and you held him close. You would've loved this last night but you quickly shook your head. "Wait, is that my shirt?" Jungkook asked. "Yeah, what about it?" You shot back. "Oop, sassy (Y/N/N) coming through!" Taehyung joked. Jimin and Hoseok laughed. "You just look too adorable, that's what." Jungkook chuckled. "I look edgy thank you!" You pout. "T'huh. Sure baby." Jungkook laughed. Yoongi chuckled when you crossed your arms. "I think you look pretty damn edgy." He kissed your forehead. "See! Yoongi appreciates my edgy lifestyle." You say with pride.

"What's this I hear about edgy lifestyle?" Namjoon asked, the aroma of pizza filling the air. "The food is here!" Hoseok shouted. You started yelling with him. "Let's hit the road!" Namjoon cheered. "Wait, lemme whoop these two asses then let's go!' Jungkook whined. "Whoop my ass? You wish!" Taehyung laughed. "Jungkook!" You laughed. "This boy is something else." Yoongi shook his head. "Tell me about it. It's enough that he works out every damn second then he has the nerve to abuse us!" Jin exclaimed. "Seriously, he's crazy." Hoseok agreed. "Jin hyung, come here." Jungkook nodded his head, motioning for Jin to go to him. "No, wait!" Jin instantly got scared for his life. "No, wait!" Hoseok imitated him. There were laughs all around. It was good. It was home.

In the car, you and Hoseok were singing way off key without a care in the world. Taehyung snuck a yell in here and there but ultimately, everyone else was too busy eating. "We're going to run some errands today. We need like food and stuff." Namjoon said. "Well, I hope we can find a place that sells "stuff"." You tease him. There were laughs. "(Y/N)." Taehyung whispered. You looked at him and he made childish kissy faces. You playfully roll your eyes and cup his face, peppering his face with kisses. He was giggling like a little kid. "Mwah!" You over dramatically placed a big kiss on his lips.

"Guys, my heart just exploded!" Taehyung couldn't stop giggling while holding his chest. "Me too, (Y/N/N)!" Jungkook whined. "You know, for someone who talks a big boy game, you're still the baby boy of the group." You say. "I don't care, I just want kisses! Hurry!" Jungkook leaned forward in his seat.

You smiled at him. These moments with them made it a lot easier to deal with hard times because with them, there will always be good times. Sure, there will be arguments and fights but it never makes you love them any less. It always came around full circle and everything was back to being okay with a newfound level of respect and honesty.

"Our baby is looking so sunkissed in this sunlight! Wow!" Taehyung stayed taking pictures of you. "Tae, stop." You smiled. You really didn't want to have pictures taken of you. Even though you looked fire, you didn't feel like it which makes every fire picture of you look trash in your eyes. They loved taking pictures of their muse but in times like these, you wished they wouldn't. "Let's go get the paper towels!" Jimin exclaimed, taking you with him.

"Which ones do we need?" You asked him. "This brand." He pointed to the paper towels you needed. You grabbed a few packs then looked back at Jimin. "My beautiful babe." He gushed, filming you. "Jimin, stop please." You forced a laugh but you really didn't feel it. "Why?" He questioned. "Taehyung already has so many pictures. There isn't a need for more." You brush past him. "You okay, hun?" He asked. "Yeah. I'm great." You lie. You blatantly lied to Jimin but you didn't know what else to do. Putting up a facade was hard enough as it was, but when you're emotionally and mentally drained? Even more so.

"I'll tell the others to stop taking pictures then." Jimin wrapped an arm around you. You laid your head on his shouler. He knew something was wrong. You knew that he knew that. You couldn't be more grateful.

"We got the paper towels." Jimin announced. You held up the packages with a tired smile. "Namjoon and Jin are getting the food, Yoongi and Hoseok are getting the, like, utensils and stuff, and me and Taehyung are getting rice." Jungkook relayed to the two of you. "Cool." You say, putting the packages in the basket. "(Y/N) doesn't want anymore pictures so stop taking pictures of her. She's not feeling it. She might just be tired." Jimin told Jungkook and Taehyung. You were looking at your phone so Jimin gave them a look that he felt like something was up. Taehyung and Jungkook understood. "I'm going to go find Yoongi and Hoseok-" "And I'll go find Jin and Namjoon." Jimin stayed while Jungkook and Taehyung left.

You were mentally preparing yourself for a shitshow of a discussion.

In a department store, you and the boys were looking for home decor. You avoided all mirrors at all costs because you did not want to see yourself after the whole picture incident. The boys were conversing and doing their thing when you walked past a big, full body mirror. You stopped and couldn't help but examine every single thing about yourself. Your big nose, dark skin, your thighs, and arms. You saw everything and last night came back. The comments and thoughts all flooded back at one time and you were about to pass out.

"Woah, babygirl, are you okay?!" Jungkook was instantly by your side. You didn't even realize the tears started falling. "No." Your voice cracked. "I'm not okay." You reveal. "Hey, let's go to the car, hmm?" Jimin started walking you to the car. The others followed but kept their distance. Jungkook held your crying face in his chest so others didn't see. Everyone quickly piled into the car and Namjoon quickly drove to a more secluded place. "What's wrong? Tell us. We're here to help you." Jin gently said. Hoseok held your hand and Jimin rubbed your back.

"I hate my skin." You stated. All seven of their hearts shattered at the statement. "Just sometimes though. I hate being black sometimes. It's so, so hard. Everyday girls like me are being scrutinized for no damn reason and it is so frustrating! My hair is nappy and hard to deal with, I know that. I don't need a fucking stranger to tell me that! No one needs to comment on the fact that I'm too skinny for a black girl or too curvy for a black girl, or that my nose is big and my lips are big, but everyone wants my lips and pays thousands of dollars for them, yeah, okay. I don't need bitches who want to be me so fucking bad, talk down on me like they don't want what I got. Fucking every other race in the world want what I got. They want everything but the blackness that I possess. They want big curly hair and big lips and a big ass but not the dark complexion and baggage that comes with it. They want to keep their privilege. And I'm not even just talking about white people, it's Latino and Asain people, too. Just because their skin is lighter than mine, they think they can talk down on me too! But I thought we were suppose to be in it together as minorities but I guess not. I'm so sorry that I'm telling you these things but I just can't help it when I'm so fucking awesome. Being black is such a blessing and I love being black. I love my race and I love the way I look because I look beautiful. I know that and I refuse to let anyone tell me otherwise, it's just that when it's coming from all sides and you can't escape it..there's only so much you can take. I don't want you to worry about me because you guys all have different things going on. My insecurities shouldn't hinder y'all." You wiped your eyes as you finished your rant. Damn, it felt so good to get that off your chest. It was quiet for a moment until Jimin spoke.

"Baby girl. Please don't ever think you can't come to us when something so important is going on. Your mental health is so important and we want to make sure you're okay at all times. Like, we get where you're coming from with insecurities. My insecurities held me back and made me so scared but I got over it. I still face it everyday, like, I don't like the way my body is sometimes. I swear up and down that I'm fat even though I'm not but I can't help feeling that way you know? Like, even though this was a while ago, when I gained that weight, I swear I was going to die. Everyone, left and right, was attacking me for not having the body they expected and wanted me to have. My face was chubby and I didn't even believe in my singing ability. I thought I sounded so terrible and Jungkook and them could sing so much better than me and blablabla but as time went on I just had to believe in myself and things worked out."

Then Hoseok spoke.

"Yeah, like Jimin said, I only danced back then and I was just thrown in as a rapper when I couldn't even rap at all. I don't know what I was doing back then because Namjoon and Yoongi both had their own rap style and I didn't have anything and of course, I got comments on my looks and there was even a petition to get me kicked out of the group. That isn't easy to deal with that kind of stuff but I had my brothers with me to help me and I got through it."

Then Jin spoke.

"You guys know that I had it pretty hard in the group. Like, (Y/N), they all had to deal with things outside of the group while I had to struggle being in the group. No one wanted me in the group, I got little to no lines, and I couldn't dance to save my life. I didn't have anything to bring to the table but my looks and saying it out loud kinda makes me sad because if I had known I would've made it to here, I wouldn't have thought that way at all. I'm like just there, you know? I sing a little then I go right back to the back of the dance line but by trusting in my brothers, I got to where I am today and things like that still happen so it's constant. A constant struggle."

Then Namjoon spoke.

"Jin is right when he says that it is a constant struggle. Me and Yoongi came out of the hip hop and rap scene to do the kpop thing and we got a lot of shit for it. People saying that we betrayed hip hop and that we aren't hard or whatever. I got it from both sides because no one wanted me in the kpop world because I didn't, "look like an idol", and the rap world didn't want me either since I betrayed them so it's like, I had to find my own way. Me and Yoongi got disrespected because of the fact we wore make up and things like that and it was hard accepting my looks and my new life as an idol. I made my mixtape to talk about my struggles with the transition and of course my cypher 4 verse also was about that too. I still have trouble loving myself and my face and my place in this world. It isn't easy at all."

Then Yoongi spoke.

"Like Namjoon said, we got it for going from rap to being idols and it was really hard. You all know I suffer from anxiety and depression and it isn't easy handling that when you have people yelling what you should be every two seconds. I remember that I wanted to leave the band because I thought, what's the point? I was unsure of the future and I didn't know what was going for me by being in this group that was going no where you know? I really wanted to just go somewhere and disappear because I didn't know if I could handle it. I wanted to give up so many times but I couldn't just give up on my music and brothers and fans. I guess it was just hard for me to accept that things were actually going somewhere and that people actually cared about me. It was hard for me even opening up to the others, like, I remember not even acknowledging Taehyung because of my social anxiety and like Namjoon, my mixtape talks about my internal struggles, too."

Then Taehyung spoke.

"People thought I was annoying. Well, people still think I'm annoying, but anyway, yeah, people didn't like me at all. Like, they always said I was annoying and I got death threats and so many mean comments. Then we won our first like real award and that was the 49th day my grandma passed away, and it was really.. Sorry, really hard for me to accept. Everyone was saying that we didn't deserve it and that it was rigged when we didn't even have the money to even rig it and that people said me opening up about my grandma was a publicity stunt and all that stupid stuff. When all we did was work our asses off and people still had the nerve to say we didn't deserve it... It wasn't easy at all, it was the hardest thing I had to get through. But by having the support that I had, it made it a lot easier. Like way easier to know that I wasn't alone and that I wasn't annoying."

And lastly Jungkook spoke.

"I was only a literal baby when I joined the group. I didn't know anything about life other than the fact that I could sing and dance. I didn't have the worst of everyone else but it did hurt me to see my hyungs, my brothers, go through such hardships. It was also hard when I didn't even know myself, I mean, I was only fifteen! But they raised me through the good and bad. I used to be really annoying and hard headed but I learned from everyone and I grew and got better mentally and physically. I couldn't have done it without these six guys, no lie. They literally were my backbone this whole time. I didn't have any parents to teach me anything since I didn't see them often so they were mt second family. And I couldn't be more thankful for them."

You were in Hoseok's arms, sobbing. Everyone exept for Yoongi and Namjoon were balling their eyes out. Those two just let silent tears roll down their faces. "So don't ever, ever, think you're alone." Hoseok said, stroking your hair. "Babygirl, you are so beautiful. Whenever you feel down, tell us. We know what you're going through. We can help." Jimin said. "I know. I will." You choke out. This was the cry you needed. The fact that it was with these seven made it even better. It was a happy sad moment. "I think that the lamp shades can wait." Namjoon unintentionally joked, turning on the car. You stifled a laugh but couldn't help it. "He had to bring up them lamp shades!" You cackle. Slowly everyone started laughing. The sight of smiles paired with runny noses and tear stained faces never made you happier.

From that day on, you confined in them a lot more. You were their support system and they were yours. You didn't have anymore lonely nights crying yourself to sleep. You just went to one of the boys and spent the night with them. Without these boys, you didn't know what you would do. You, obviously, had your ups and downs but with them, it was a little less painful and a little more bearable.

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Fair!Bangtan x Reader (Poly)

Not my gif

Themes (?): mega fluff (lowkey angst)

Words: 2.9k

Warnings: language, small mention of physical abuse, demeaning behavior

Proofread to the best of my ability

"What about this rollercoaster, Jimin hyung?" Jungkook teased Jimin. Jimin pushed him while laughing. "Shut up." He harmlessly warned. "I'm right with you Jimin, hell no!" Hoseok shook his head. Yoongi and Taehyung leaned against each other while they laughed. "You can't laugh Yoongi! You were right with Hobi, screaming for dear life!" Namjoon accused. "Damn, Joon! You didn't have to do that now!" You laugh, walking by Jin. Jin shook his head at them.

You were with your seven boyfriends. Yeah, seven, shocking right? The seven boys who met by chance were your boyfriends but that was another story to tell. Right now, you were all at a fair. There were game booths, rollercoasters, the infamous ferris wheel, and many other things. You all were discussing what to do next. Jimin wanted to go on the ferris wheel but that means seven rides for you, Jungkook and Taehyung want to go on the biggest rollercoaster the fair has, again, multiple rides for you, Jin and Namjoon wanted to stay on the ground and play booth games, all the while, Yoongi just wanted to sit and rest with his lazy ass. Whatever you decided, it was kind of a lose lose situation for you.

You decided to let them squash it out and sat down on a nearby bench. Yoongi noticed and sat down with Jin on your other side. "You tired, babe?" Yoongi asked. "You guys are tiring by yourselves." You comment with a sigh and a smile. "Can't argue with that." Yoongi shrugged. He wrapped an arm around you and pulled you close. You allow yourself to snuggle into his chest. Dang, it felt good to just chill for a second. You didn't show it, but you did jump a bit when Jin laid his head on your shoulder. You smile at him. Yoongi kissed your forehead then lead a trail right to your lips.

"Hey, no fair! I call red flag!" Jimin exclaimed. "Yoongi!" Taehyung whined. You internally bang your head against a wall for being so careless. "I wanna kiss too (Y/N/N)!" Jungkook pouted. "The hell I look like kissing all six of you when he just kissed me?" You ask through gritted teeth. "But it still isn't fair!" Jimin crossed his arms. You weighed your options here. Either you keep arguing with them, possibly making the situation worse, or you stuff everything they want to do in the time limit you have and make everyone a happy camper. Probably make out on the Ferris wheel or some shit. Who knows.

"How about this? I go on the ferris wheel with everyone, individually, then rollercoaster with Jk and Tae, then end the night with game booths?" You say. Everyone agreed, some begrudgingly, others happily.

Seven heated ferris wheel rides later, you walk to the tallest, fastest, most popular rollercoaster at the fair with swollen lips. Did they have to go so hard? You wonder to yourself. Their jelousy and competitive nature was unrivaled. "Babe, cmon!" Taehyung cheered. He and Jungkook were buzzing to get on this ride. Seeing how crucial this ride really was, you were about ready to drop out. "You scared?" Jungkook questioned. "Psh, scared? Who's scared? I'm a thug, I ain't scared of no rollercoaster!" The two boys laughed. "You can hold onto my hand." Jungkook promised, holding your hand. Well, acting hard was a bust. "We're next!" Taehyung literally skipped to the ride. They were lucky there were three seats per row because you were not about to be in the middle of a childish seating argument.

Despite your best efforts, Jungkook lifted you and placed you beside Taehyung, trapping you. You were happy your hair was in a half up half down style and not a wash and go or fro because all of that work would've been gone by the time you got off the coaster.

As the rollercoaster rolled up its tracks, you held onto Jungkook's hand for dear life. You might've snuck Taehyung's too, but no one needs to know that. It reached its peak and you might've yelled a hard, "Oh hell no!" but who was really paying attention?

Hoseok busted out laughing. "Oh hell no!" He imitated. The others laughed as well. "Dude, she is out of there!" Yoongi covered his mouth.

"I hate you guys so much!" You screamed, screwing your eyes shut. You were doing that nervous tick laughter thing. Nothing was really funny but you didn't know what else to do. "We love you so much too!" Jungkook laughed. You hit his chest. The second drop came. Did you check out? Not yet. It was the loop-de-loop that had you out like a light on Taehyung's shoulder. He bust out laughing. "She, she's gone!" He exclaimed. Jungkook scream laughed.

"Ya, ya, ya, look!" Hoseok exclaimed. "Is that (Y/N)?!" Jimin questioned. "Yeah!" Namjoon covered his face, doing that cute face scrunch. You know the one. "Oh my god!" Jimin exclaimed. "Darn, she is too cute!" Jin commented.

The ride soon ended and you were not going to move. Taehyung carried you off. Your grip was still tight on Jungkook's hand. "Oh, shit, is she passed out?" Yoongi questioned. "Language." Jin scolded him. "She's fine. Let's let her rest over there." Taehyung said, moving to a bench nearby.

The second he sat down, you sprung up. You lost feeling in your weak and wobbly legs and fell over. Jin caught you. "Sit down babe." He advised. He sat you back down on the bench. "Holy shit. That was fucked. I hate you two so much." You pant. Your heartrate was through the roof. "Here." Jimin handed you a cup of water. You gulp it down and sat up straighter. "That was fun but, like, one time fun. I would never do that again." You shook your head.

"Not if I.. made you again!" Jungkook joked, pretending to pick you up again. You push him away with a yelp. Everyone laughed. "Whatever." You smile. "We have game booths to go to!" You declare. "Get on my back, (Y/N/N)." Jin crouched down. "No, get on my back. We know I'm the strongest here." Jungkook gently pushed Jin out of the way. "Ya, Jungkook! I'm strong too!" Jin exclaimed. You got on Jungkook's back. "Really? The second she would get on, your legs would crumble away!" Jungkook fired back, demonstrating Jin's legs giving out. Everyone laughed. Jin stood there stunned but he was laughing on the inside.

"No, Kookie, no. You didn't have to do him like that," You laugh away. "Come here baby." You cup Jin's face with your hand and pulled him in for a quick peck. "Jungkook, roast me more often." Everyone laughed at his statement.

The eight of you walked around, the boys winning you multiple stuffed animals and things like that. You were walking by the time you guys took another break. "I need to use the bathroom." You say. There was one down the hill you were on. You were currently at a booth. "Stay here. I can go to the bathroom by myself. I'm not five." You joke, knowing at least one of the boys would try and follow you. As endearing as it was, you just needed to pee.

After finished your business and all, you walk out. That bathroom was weirdly empty but you didn't think much of it. You smile seeing your boys playing the duck game. You know, the one where they shoot water into the ducks mouths. The prizes looked like a big stuffed white tiger; the kind that is laying down flat on the bottom. Your new cuddle buddy? Just might be.

"Hey, hey cute thing." You look to were the voice came from. It was a boy about your age. He wore urban clothing, a very wanna be gangster vibe coming from him. He might've seen one too many rap music videos because this was laughable. "Not interested." You shut him down immediately. He slid in front of you before you could walk away. "Don't be like that." He said, trying really hard to make his delivery sound smooth. Turn off.

"Look, I'm not interested and you're trying way too hard." You tell him. "At least I'm trying, right?" He asked. "Cute." You say sarcastically. "Look, how about you let me take you out sometime?" He asked. "No, thank you." You were slowly getting aggravated. Sure, it's only been about two minutes, but it's been two minutes too long.

"You look so good. So, so good. Like a chocolate goddess. You're so pretty for a black girl, baby." Ignorance spilled from his mouth; born on his lips and dying in your ears. Those weren't compliments. You looked at him sideways. "Bro, what the fuck? Who are you? What part of no, leave me the fuck alone, do you not understand, dumbass?! You're really pushing my buttons and you don't wanna do that. So, fuck away from me before I fill you with lead, my G. No games, I am so serious." You go off, pointing at him to get some distance. He laughed a bit. "You're so cute when you're fake hard." He cooed. "Like you're any harder? Bro, you're wack. Get out of here, bozo." You wave him off.

"Don't make this any harder than it has to be, mmk? My boys," two other guys come and stood beside him. You felt a little threatened now. Not only were you alone, you were cornered with three, way stronger, guys around you.

"What are they doing here? The fuck they gon do?" You question, keeping your distance. "We wanna take you home simple as that." He said, flat out. "And that's not gonna happen. You're wasting my time, so if you would-" He crossed the distance you put between the two of you in a quick, meer three steps. He, forcefully, cupped your face, and forced you to look at him. He grabbed your other hand, lacing your fingers together. He leaned in. "Don't make a scene. I could go off and say you're my girlfriend and nobody would care. Now, we can do this the easy way or the hard way."

You were again weighing your options. You could either: make a scene and draw attention to yourself, yell your boyfriends names in hopes they'd hear over all of the other noise, or try and fight this guy off. You decided all the options were worth trying.

You started to struggle, make a big ruckus and tried to lose his grip. "Jeon Jungkook!" You shout. "Min Yoongi!" "Aye, keep it down!" The boy exclaimed. His buddies surrounded you. You lift your legs and kick him where the sun don't shine. You bit his hand, and yanked your arms with all your might. "Park Jimin! Ah!" You scream to the top of your lungs. You were crying. You were scared. You didn't know what was going to happen. "KIM SEOKJIN!"

"And that's another Kim Namjoon win, baby." Namjoon cheered cooly as he won another tiger for you. Jimin stood back with Jin and watched. "Another game." Yoongi insisted. "How are you so good, hyung?" Jungkook asked. "It's all up here." Namjoon tapped his temple. Taehyung and Hoseok rolled their eyes.

"Kim Seokjin!" Jin cocked his head around, knowing that voice and his name. "Did you guys hear that?" He asked. "Taehyung! Taehyung, no!" "I hear that too.." Taehyung said. The two of them and Jimin felt uneasy. Hoseok caught on. Jin walked to the slope of the hill and saw a girl awfully familiar to you getting manhandled.

"Oh, shit.. Oh, shit, shit, shit, guys!" He shouted. Namjoon and Yoongi looked from their game. "That's (Y/N)!" Jin screamed. Everyone looked down the hill and it only took a split second for them to start running.

No matter how hard they tried, they couldn't get you to the ground or sedated. You refused to let them win. You couldn't count on your boys to save you. You have to count on yourself sometimes.

"Yo, asshole!" You knew that voice anywhere. It was Yoongi. Despite him being the last to grasp the situation, all he knew was that his baby was in trouble, and he was the first on the scene. The boy let go of you, lowkey pushing you down. You stumble back and Jin and Namjoon were there. "You okay? Are you okay?" Jin quizzed you. You were shaking, silently crying as tears ran down your eyes. That was too scary for words. Jin held you so close as Namjoon rubbed your back and whispered sweet nothings into your ear.

"What the fuck is your damage, dude?!" Yoongi shouted, punching the guy in his face. Jungkook and Jimin were right there with him on the other two guys. Taehyung was about to jump in if he needed to. He was taking pictures of the guys faces. "Do you want me to call the police? Are you okay, baby?" Hoseok asked, in a calming, sweet voice. "Stop. Leave them be." You say to the three. "If you ever come around her again, I won't be so forgiving." Yoongi spit on him. Disrespectful but deserved.

"I wanna go home." You state. "Guys, back up. She needs air." Jin said, motioning for the crowding boys to back up. Namjoon held out the tiger for you to take. You start to cry harder but for a different reason. Damnit, you were so lucky. So, so lucky. With the way Namjoon smiled at you, you knew everything was going to be okay. You recollected yourself after ten minutes.

"I'm okay. I'm okay." You say. Even though you weren't, at the moment, you were going to be. You were stable enough to act normal for right now. "Let's go to the car." Hoseok said, grabbing your hand. You yank your arm back. Everyone looked at the two of you with a surprised look. Hoseok looked taken aback, hurt. You yanked away from Hoseok. The sweetest, most caring, funniest, and most lighthearted person ever, and you flinched away from him. You looked at him with a semi guilty expression. He just smiled. He smiled that hope inspiring smile. "Ah, what's with this atmosphere? Let's go home." He clapped. You smiled a bit. There was no way you couldn't.

While you were upstairs in your room, the boys stayed in the living room/kitchen area. Everyone except Jin, Jimin, and Hoseok were in the living room. Jin, Jimin, and Hoseok were in the kitchen, making dinner. "My blood was so hot when I saw that. I couldn't help but whack him upside his head." Yoongi stated. Soft murmurs of agreement were heard. "I didn't think I could ever physically fight someone. Run up? That adrenaline will get you." Jimin admitted. "Yeah, it was so weird. A blur almost. Like, I hit him, then I couldn't see anything else but felt my fists flying." Jungkook agreed, slightly jabbing the air for emphasis.

"I think we should call the cops. They need to be put in jail or something. Something needs to happen to them." Hoseok said. "Hobi, (Y/N) already said she didn't want that." Namjoon said. "I don't care!" Hoseok exploded. "I don't care. My baby, our baby, is up there probably crying her eyes out and you expect me to do nothing? We should just let her be traumatized by that?!" He almost shouts, slamming his fist on the counter. "Hoseok. Calm down. (Y/N) would not want you to be acting like this, hell, we don't want you to be acting like this. We don't like the situation any more than you do. We have to take into consideration her feelings." Jin scolded him.

"I got pictures of their faces." Taehyung confessed. "See, smart! We can turn it into the authorities." Hoseok clapped his hands. "No." Jimin ran a hand through his hair. "You heard what (Y/N) and us have said. We're just angry right now. We shouldn't make any rash decisions." Yoongi stated. Hoseok balled his fists, running a stressed hand through his hair. "Go sit down." Jin instructed. Hoseok huffed and went to sit by Namjoon.

"We can all agree that this will never happen again, right?" Namjoon questioned. "The fuck kinda? Hyung, do you want me to hit you now?" Jungkook asked playfully. The air got a little lighter. "Ya, don't push it Jungkook. I'll put your little ass to sleep." Namjoon playfully jabbed back. "You both are stupid." Jimin said. That did it. Everyone started laughing. Even Hoseok calmed down enough to chuckle a little.

"What's so funny?" You ask, entering the living room, clutching the tiger. It was the only thing keeping you together at the moment. It was soft and cuddly. Everyone smiled at you.

"Hobi." You whine. "What's with that tone?" He questioned. "I'm sorry." You say. You walked over to him and plopped down. You felt guilty for yanking away from him. "What are you sorry for?" He flicked your head. You sit up straight. "Ya! Rude much?" You flick him back. He leaned you back and punched the air above your face. "Hey, this was Yoongi!" He joked. "True! You guys got the hands! Y'all really showed them!" You cheer. It felt so good to know that when things got tough, that you weren't alone.

"Food's ready." Jin announced. You smiled, getting up and went to the dining room, everyone following.

The dinner was as normal as ever. A lot of banter and whining, weighing of options, and smiles. Pure, genuine smiles, like what happened didn't happen at all. Yeah, the incident stuck with you but with your seven boys you had nothing to worry about.

June 17th ~ 2:05AM

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MafiaAU ~ Kim Taehyung

Gloria Wright. African American beauty with chocolate skin and a head full of hair that she proudly wears in a huge afro. Daughter of a big mafia boss, she takes shit from no one, asserts her standards, demands respect. At 21 years of age, she is with her father at a business occasion and catches the attention of someone she never thought she would.

"Gloria!" Said girl smiled to herself as she jogs with her dog, Dawg, a brown Great Dane. "Cmon pops, you gotta keep up!" She laughed. Her father, Dwayne Wright, struggled to keep up with her. "I'm not as agile as I was back then, cut your old man some slack!" He joked. Gloria stopped with a smirk. "Dad." She shook her head playfully. "Hey, I have a business meeting to attend to tonight. Want to come?" He asked. "Is there going to be good food?" She questioned. "What kind of question is that?" Dwayne raised a brow. Gloria smiled wide. "Count me in!" The twenty one year old agreed. "Cmon Dawg!" She cooed at the dog. He barked happily and started to drag Gloria. "Gloria!" Dwayne laughed as he ran after them.

"Hey now. Doesn't that look a bit too revealing, young lady?" Dwayne questioned Gloria's outfit. A curve hugging, wine colored, off the shoulder dress with long sleeves that stops at the knee. She accessoried with matching heels, a sparkly chocker, and dangling diamond earrings. She had on rings. For makeup, she wore a matching lip color and simple neutral eye look. Her big hair, bold and beautiful, was sure to catch eyes with its volume and other worldly look. She looked good. Maybe, too good.

"Dad, I'm twenty one. Let me live." She sighed. "Twenty one or fifty one, you're still my little girl." Dwayne stated. "Don't we have to get going?" She asked, raising a brow. Dwayne, not pleased, nodded. They headed to the car. They got in and were on their way.

"I don't want you talking to any of those sketchy men. To assure that, I hired Fredrick and Kelvin to watch you." He said. "You're kidding me right? Dad, that is so uncool! I might as well stay home now." Gloria pouted. "You know, it's things like this that make daughters run away and do everything the quote on quote adult doesn't want to happen." She stated. "I know you don't like it but I'm just looking out for you. I don't want you to get mixed up with them." He said. "Seeing as I am your daughter, isn't it too late for that?" Gloria sassed. "Gloria." Dwayne warned her. "What?" Gloria challenged him. "I'm old enough to take care of myself. You're babying me isn't doing anything to stop me maturing." She said, turning to pay attention to her phone, ending the conversation. Dwayne sighed.

They got to their destination. It was a venue that had an elegant vibe, dim lights and soft classical music, something out of a movie. "Fredrick, Kelvin." Dwayne acknowledge them. Fredrick, a dark skinned man with muscles and an afro, and Kelvin, a light skin with cornrows, nodded to him. Gloria rolled her eyes. The weird silent type. This is going to be fun.

"I'll be quick as a bunny." He said. "Who says that?" Gloria cracked a confused smile. "Me." Dwayne said, shooting finger guns her way. She scoffed then headed towards the food.

She got a plate of food and stood by the end of the table. She would hate to be sitting with Fredrick and Kelvin. Too weird.

"Hello? Is this thing on?" A person joked, catching her attention. Soft laughter came from the crowd. Gloria turned her attention to the handsome stranger with a thick and deep Korean accent. "Hello. My name is Kim Taehyung and I would like to thank you all for coming. It is an honor to be celebrating the 15th anniversary of Kim Inc. In all my years of living, I am blessed to see the growth this company has had and how far it has come. If you told me that this would have come about, I would think you were crazy," He chuckled. He scanned the room and made eye contact with her. His eyebrows quirked in delighted surprise. Mostly everyone here was Asian American or Caucasian with the execution of a few Hispanics and Africans. "But look at where we are now. Thank you again." He quickly said his speech in Korean. He bowed and everyone clapped. Gloria quirked an interested brow. Not too bad, she thought. She went back to eating her food.

"Aye, Kelvin." Fredrick tapped the lightskin. Kelvin looked at him. Fredrick showed him a message. Kelvin nodded and they went off somewhere. Gloria made a face of black people confusion. "Whatever. At least they're gone." She shrugged. She turned to head to a table when she bumped into someone. It was Kim Taehyung, the man himself. "My apologies." He said, holding her waist so she wouldn't fall. "It isn't a problem." Gloria assured him. He let go of her waist and looked at her. Well, her hair. "Take a picture, it'll last longer." Gloria smirked as she continued on her way. "That tired line?" Taehyung questioned her. "That 'tired line' holds a lot of truth thank you." Gloria stated. "Never said it didn't." He chuckled. "Do you have any business with me Mr. Kim?" Gloria questioned him. "I would've never guessed someone like you would show up here. You're different." He said. "No shit, I'm black." Gloria bluntly stated. What did this random want?

Taehyung chuckled. "What is your name?" He asked. "Gloria." Gloria answered. "No last name?" Taehyung joked. "Not for strangers, no." Gloria cracked a smile. For a weirdo, he was okay. "We don't have to be strangers-" "Your way of flirting isn't the best. Weirdo." Taehyung put his hands in his pockets. "You got me there." He shrugged. "Don't you have a party to host?" Gloria asked. "Wow, you really turned this upside down, huh?" He questioned. "I have a knack for not wasting my time." She said, taking a bite of her nachos. "Ouch." Taehyung chuckled. "Well, when will it not be wasting your time?" He asked. "When I feel like it." She winked at him. "I don't normally do this but.." Taehyung slipped her a slip of paper. "Oh, don't I feel super special." Gloria sarcastically gushed. "You're interesting. I do happen to have a party to attend to so if you would give me a call, I'll be waiting." He said, walking away. "Don't hold your breath, weirdo." Gloria called after him. "Whatever you say, curls." He waved.

"Curls? What kind of cheesy nickname?" Gloria furrowed her brows in confusion. She looked at the skip of paper with his number on it. She looked around and slipped it in her bra. Maybe she will give him a call.

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When it's wash day ~ BTS

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Namjoon: "ah shit." you swore as you knocked over all your hair products. Luckily all of them were closed. You sighed deeply and began to rearrange all of the bottles and jars of product you had out. It was wash day. It was serious business. "What happened?" Namjoon, your boyfriend, asked. "I knocked over my products." You groaned, slightly irritated, this only being the third time it has happened. "Did you spill any of it? I can go out and get you some more right now." He offered, knowing how his melanin infused girl was about her products. Though Namjoon couldn't fully understand the struggle that was Wash Day, he did try really hard to be understanding and ease the burden even a little. You smiled. "No, but thank you baby."

Jin: "baby, the food is ready!" Jin exclaimed from the kitchen. Cooking for his baby was one of his favorite things to do. When you has exposed him to the beauty that was soul food? Nothing but mixed cuisine since.

"Babe, you know it's wash day. I can't eat till I'm done or my hair will dry up and all this other mess." You exclaimed back from y'alls shared room. Sighing, Jin walked to the room. He leaned against the door frame. "Baby, you know you gotta eat." He said. "Baby, you know I gotta finish. I promise I'll go eat once I'm done, mmk?" You tried to negotiate with him. Jin groaned childishly. "I'll wait for you but not long so you better hurry." "Now I know good and well you ain't rushin' me!"

Yoongi: "what are you doing?" you asked Yoongi as he sat and watched you as you three strand twisted your hair. "I like your hair." Yoongi simply said. You scoffed playfully and rolled your eyes. "Whatever weirdo." You went back to focusing on your hair. "It's been like fourty-five minutes already." He commented. "It ain't called wash day for no reason babe." you say. "How long does this last?" He asked. "Depending on what you do, it can last for about a week and some days." You shrug. Yoongi was really interested in absorbing all the information he could get about this big part of your culture that is your hair. He wanted to be as correct as he could. "Okay gummy bear, stop staring, seriously."

Hoseok: "jagi, pay attention to me!" Hoseok whined. It's been a few hours since you've started your wash day but Hoseok would not leave you to your own devices. "Hobi, baby, this 4c hair takes time." You've tried to explain to him. "I 4c me and you-" "and I 4c me beatin' yo ass if you don't leave me alone." Hoseok would pout but ultimately leave you alone...for five minutes before coming back in, pleading for you to let him help. Anything to keep you two together in some way. He was lowkey clingy, especially since he doesn't see you often. "I love your kinky, coily, gravity defying hair." "Ol' headass. I love you."

Jimin: "princess, where's the flat iron?" Jimin asked you from the bathroom. "Flat iron? Never heard of that." You reply as you apply your deep conditioner. While you used the prayer hands technique, Jimin came into yalls shared room. "Do you know where it is though? I need it to style my hair tonight." He stated. Your mouth fell open then you pursed your lips. "Of course I have my wash day on a date night. I'm not goin' out with my hair wet babe." You said while massaging your scalp. "Girl, if you don't get over yourself and put on a turban. I'm taking you out wash day or not. Now lemme find that flat iron." Jimin said, going elsewhere to find the flat iron. "Dang, my boyfriend even more fine when he does that aha!" You hyped as you stuck your tongue out and did a dance while you wet your hair.

Taehyung: "my muse, say cheese." "Tae stop." You groan with a smile as you look away from the camera. Looking real rough at the moment, you were in the middle of your wash day routine, redetangling a section of your hair for maximum definition. Your boyfriend, Taehyung, wouldn't put his camera away for a second. "You look beautiful as always! Why would I stop when my girlfriend is so fine?" He asked, snapping three more pictures. You groaned. "At least put on the flash so you can see my curls." You say, not being able to fight back your smile. "So everyone can see my beautiful muse's curl pattern? Say no more." Taehyung said, turning on the flash and continuing his photoshoot.

Jungkook: "nooo..." you whisper as you realize the leave in deep conditioner you have is still in the cabinet. Rushing before your hair dried up too much, you run on your hardwood floors, in your socks. And of course you fall and bust your ass. You let out a yelp then start laughing at your pain. "What happened?!" Jungkook asked rushing to the scene. "I busted my ass!" You laugh. He looked at you unamused. "I need my leave in babe. Help me up please." You say, taking deep breaths to calm down. Jungkook does help you up but goes to get your leave in for you. When he reutrns, he holds up the leave in above his head. "You asshat." You instantly say, already knowing the game he's playing. "You're taller and stronger than me boy. Unfair ass." You mumble under your breath, going to give him a kiss. "what was that?" Jungkook asked, tilting his chin up so you couldn't reach his lips. "Jungkook I'm giving you three seconds to.. Thank you bunny." You stopped your threat when he lowered his arm to give you the leave in. You beam and kiss his cheeck, your hair not dried up as much as you thought.

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