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Are you normal or have you browsed some painless ways to die

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„everything happens for a reason” what could, possibly, be the reason for all of that

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My younger self would be so disappointed that we’re still here

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Look at that eh!

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Woooooo!

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Eurovision Semi final 2 out of context

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My Milkshake Man did not bring the voters to the yard??

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My favorite song is the people booing Israel😌

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I’m exercising almost every day, I’m making sure I’m eating a balanced diet while not being too strict about cravings, taking nature walks weekly, venting my soul out, practicing good communication, writing stories and journaling

I STILL DONT FEEL BETTER

DEATH AND DECAY AND INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS OVER AND OVER AND OVER

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK

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"If you have attempted to fit whatever mold and failed to do so, you are probably lucky. You may be an exile of some sort, but you have sheltered your soul. There is an odd phenomenon that occurs when one keeps trying to fit and fails. Even though the outcast is driven away, she is at the same time driven right into the arms of her psychic and true kin, whether these be a course of study, an art form, or a group of people. It is worse to stay where one does not belong at all than to wander about lost for a while and looking for the psychic and soulful kinship one requires. It is never a mistake to search for what one requires. Never.

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Even though there are negative aspects to it, the wild psyche can endure exile. It makes us yearn that much more to free our own true nature and causes us to long for a culture to match… It makes a woman go on looking, and if she cannot find a culture that encourages her, then she usually decides to construct it herself. And that is good, because if she builds it, others who have been looking for a long time will mysteriously arrive one day enthusiastically proclaiming that they have been looking for this all along."

-From Women Who Run With the Wolves by Clarissa Pinkola Estes, Ph.D, p. 184

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Don’t follow me if you’re trying to heal. We engage in toxic negativity on this blog.

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Falling in love is the worst feeling in the whole world.

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May is when I’m most suicidal

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