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The danger of falling in love with someone without getting to know who they really are.

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My Crush Story 2

‌ After all these failures in love, I was confused and broke but I had a burden to focus on my studies so I got busy focusing on my studies. Soon I discovered the idea of self improvement journey, and I read a lot of articles about self improvement from the internet. I got back the hope for myself assuming that "one day someone will love me the same way the way I love them" this positive thoughts made me happy, my life was going somewhere fine place after discovering self improvement stuff. ‌Because of my improvement in physical health and psychological health people started noticing me in a better way, girls started noticing me more than before.‌I was noticing a girl staying next to my house getting interested in me, she was a good looking girl, and she got my attention too. So we stayed in a relationship which lasted for 27 days, I didn't know she was not fine mentally but then damn! she was freaking beautiful. She was madly in love with me, she was searching for me even after our departure but I never returned back to her as I already understood about her mental health.‌ As I lacked consistency in improvement my physical health and mental health completely gone back to where I previously was, all my benefits of improvement journey disappeared within a few days. I couldn't regain back the full energy because I was lacking in persistency, as I was indulging in bad habits my another downfall life began. ‌From then on I couldn't stick consistently on my self improvement journey, the cycle of starting the improvement journey repeated again and again, I couldn't go further to becoming a better version of myself, people started loosing interest in me, girls started hating me, my body became weak and my mental health got worst than before. ‌However luckily with the help of a good mentor I happened to pursue for further study. To study my M. A courses I joined the University and while studying in University my improvement journey was still in lack of persistency, I had failed many times to become a best version of myself. ‌I already knew what it would take to become the best version of myself but I had always failed to apply the ideas and I had always failed to take the actions, I got used by the other people because of my lack of actions. ‌I had a lot of female friends during my University life but they all were busy friend zoning me, some females were bro zoning me as well. No girls got interested in me, my crushes were even afraid to come closer to me.‌ But deep in my heart I knew the reason why girls don't find interest in me, and the reason was very simple "I was not applying the ideas and I was not taking actions to become the best version of myself, I was not focusing on myself, I was lazy, unmotivated, heavy addicted to bad habits, I couldn't beat the demons that lived inside my head as I became the worst human being."‌Still I'm fighting to beat my bad habits addiction, I know until I beat my bad habits addiction I won't be able to attract the good people in my life, with bad habits addiction I won't attract the girl I love in my life. I will take time to improve myself, only after becoming me a better person I will be able to find a love for myself. May God have mercy on me while I embark on becoming the best version of myself. ‌‌

to be continued My Crush Story 3‌

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