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Darkest sunset

When i met her, she was the shyest sky Most times she felt blue, sometimes grey Yet she was the most beautiful sunset Unknowing to her, she had the most vibrant hues - from shades of yellow to orange to pink to purple.

Just like sunsets though, no matter how ravishing, the more you linger, the darker it’s becoming. So imagine marveling on a beauty that gradually disappeared. You were my sunset that left me in darkness.

-r. soriano

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roses are red violets are blue but what the hell will i do with those colors if i cant make your cheeks  red nor suck your skin blue.

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i want to undress you. leave you trails of kisses. one from your lips down to your navel another from the sides of your neck to your side boob and down to your hips perhaps a route from your left to right chest. sniffing your scent, for me in love taking away your innocence with every kiss.

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suffer

if alcohol could drown you of your memories of her,  i would give you enough to bath on it daily.

if smoking marijuana could suffocate you form your memories of her, i would give you enough oxygen to beg her to stay.

if anesthesia could numb the pain you feel when you think of her, i would withhold even the slightest drop.

if shattering your hope would worsen the pain you’re feeling, i would make it my profession.

if making you suffer would hasten your process of moving on, i would lead and delight in your torment.

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i will never fail to kiss you

i will never fail to kiss you; before you go to slumber, i will kiss you. upon waking, i will kiss you. before you step out of the door for errands or work, i will kiss you. right after arriving home, i will kiss you. even if you throw me your coldest stares, i will kiss you. even if you chant the A-Z og curses when you’re mad, i will kiss you. and for everyday of forever, i will never fail to kiss you.

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you laugh at how corny & horny i can be but baby have you realized how rare it is to find someone as truthful and honest as me? -r. soriano

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i love me

i love you i love you i love you i chanted it like a mantra three words supposedly for you but kept them to myself knowing it'll be rejected perhaps if i keep them i might love myself more then eventually, forget you. -r.soriano

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she sends me pictures i gaze at her features hold a glance longer than necessary. i see her lips sometimes it's dry, i wana wet them at times it's wet, i wana suck them dry then i see my favorite view - her smile now, i wana make her mine. -r.soriano

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whenever i am with you i find myself, i find my purpose

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galaxy

mysterious like the galaxy waiting to be uncovered solved or unsolved near or distant beautiful nevertheless.

i wont accept just a piece give me stars, no give me the sun, no give me the moon, no give me all planets, no i want you and everything that comes with.

i would venture out to the unknown of the galaxy with you but the idea of venturing out to my galaxy of the unknown you, far exceeds my excitement.

i know so little, but i want so much of you.

-r. soriano

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wind

im jealous of the wind. it can kiss you, anytime be with you, anytime caress you, anytime feel you, anytime also, it can choke you, anytime slap you, anytime, kill you, anytime. just like the wind, tell me just how you want me kiss the misery; or hand you heaven. -r. soriano

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poison

if i were to commit a suicide i would choose you. been intoxicated, been drugged been infected but nothing’s sweeter than to be poisoned, the moment i taste your lips boy, it’d be a privilege to die from you.

-r.soriano

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gusto kita

gusto kitang idate. yung tipong, susunduin kita sa apartment mo. pero mag cocommute/maglalakad lang tayo. d bale, papaypayan at papayungan kita nang hindi mainitan.

gusto kitang idate. yung tipong ipag-papaalam kita sa nanay at sa 3 kuya mo. bibigyan ko si mama ng rosas at sila kuya ng tig-isang fist bump na may kasamang 1 litro ng red horse.

gusto kitang idate, yung tipong kahit sa apartment mo lang. ipagluluto kita ng spaghetti, pero may dala pa rin akong pizza para hindi ka magutom, baka palpak ung luto ko.

gusto kitang idate. yung tipong iuuwi kita sa probinsya ko. ipaparanas sayo ung buhay na kinalakihan ko, yung buhay na walang hassle. na sana'y magustuhan mo.

gusto kitang idate. yung tipong kahit sa park lang tayo mapadpad. ibibilhan kita ng kikiam, fishball, kwekwek, cotton candy, at softdrinks na naka plastic. sana kumakain ka nun.

gusto kitang idate, ying tipong pareho tayong naka red lipstick and mini black dress sa isang magarbong restaurant. pagsasaluhan ang candleligjt dinner at masarap na red wine.

gusto kitang idate sa bawat oportunidad na meron tayo. at higit pa, gusto kitang makasama, araw araw.

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para sa ex ko

bhe, happppy birthday. akalain mo yun, hanggang ngayon mahal pa rin kita? kahit na pareho na tayong sumabak sa ibang relasyon, ikaw pa rin eh, d mo alam kung gaano ko gustong makasama ka. gaano ko gustong sabihin na mahal kita at mamahalin pa.. ayun, so God bless sa career mo, andito lang ako. nagpapakatanga para sayo.

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please

please, be as gentle to my feelings as you would be gentle to a newborn. and please, be as hardcore to me under the sheets as if we are both professional wrestlers. please. i want it. i need it. now. 

-r. soriano

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fucklove

i blurted out “let’s fuck!” months before saying "i love you" now - i regret fucking you. you’re out fucking someone else and i…. im here, still, loving you. 

-r. soriano

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i havent seen you cry, but i too is pained whenever you tell me you did. i make eye contact with the world but yours, is the one i add a lifetime to hold you are so fragile; honey, how can i help you cope? -r. soriano