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imagine if I didn't disappear for 2-3 months and then jump scare everyone 😭

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hii - annoying that this only shows my main profile lol we can bounce ideas off one another for sure - i’m fine to use messages too and no issue with pet names

Tumblr is truly a spectacle of a platform for sure, it's wild. so you're doing great!

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okay sry i’m awkward here - i only discovered the private asks response thing yesterday - anyway, i have like 3 draft headers currently - one mingyu and two cheol ones …i already kind of have ideas for those & already started typing the mingyu one (which maybe is slightly darker than i was thinking)…i’m normally an ao3 writer - i just wanted to take a break and see what it was like over here - if i talk too much just tell me lol

I'm also awkward so you're totally fine! as for the WIPs, I'm so curious as to what the mingyu one will be like 👀 I'm obsessed with angst, and I'm actively trying to figure out what drabble I should do next since I posted my first one (here) and I think that is the fluffiest thing I've ever written in my life 😭

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ouuuu ima binge read. : )

love you in slow motion (psh) | mini series masterlist

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—summary: seonghwa will go through hell and back for you, as long as he can continue to see that smile on your face. because to him, that smile feels like a rainbow after the rain, the warmth of the sun on a winter day. because to him, you’re more than just his bestfriend—you’re love. even though everyone seems to see that except you.

—pairing: park seonghwa x f!reader

—genre: (18+ - minors dni) bestfriends to lovers | fluff, angst, smut

—general warnings: cussing, mature language/implied sexual content, unprotected/protected sex, alcohol consumption, bar/club scenes, insecurity, jealousy - additional warnings will be posted for each chapter.

—release: april 20, 2024

♡ spotify playlist ♡

one: pichu

two: sannie is back!

three: [redacted]

four: exes & oh's

five: fleeting moments

six: traditions

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hi. hi. here to request. a little seungmin fluff where we are kind of lonely and sad and he reminds us that he’s always there : )

HI HONEY TY FOR BEING MY FIRST EVER REQUEST <3333 ily and seungie so I got u bby ◡̈ mwah ur the best ( ˘ ³˘)♡

warning: swearing is inevitable with me sorry ¯\_(˶′◡‵˶)_/¯, fluff, like gross amounts of it, seungmin says "this is so gay but..." because he cringes at showing affection but refuses to let you forget how he feels about you fr, he's a tsundere ok? ok. he licks your face(?) , one (1) kiss, he joking threatens to fight you, and mentions of self doubt and anxiety, angst if you blink but I think it's mostly fluffy... anyways! lmk if I missed anything!!!

WC: a little under 500 :D

AN: this is the first drabble I've ever done in bullet point format so just pls lmk how it goes??? Im super nervous I hope it's at least an easy read :(

so the first time he realizes that you're feeling lonely he slaps himself internally because how DARE he make you feel that way, but he's not home rn and can't show you physically so he comes up with a Plan™️

you're literally the light of his life

so he just >:(

but not at u

he just wants to make you feel happy and loved and safe

so he starts brainstorming

but he's naturally a menace

so when you're texting with him while he's working and you're being kinda short

because yk

u just feel :(

he just sighs and texts back

"look, please don't feel sad. I know this is pretty fucking gay but I love you."

which makes u giggle

because that's YOUR seungie that YOU know and love so much

<3

BUT whenever he's able to be physically with you and he can just feel your self doubt and anxiety creeping in and trying to swallow you, he once again uses his braincell.

so he just grabs ur hand

and leads u out of ur bed and to the living room

sits u down

and starts running around ur shared apartment grabbing every blanket and pillow that exists within the space

and I mean

E V E R Y. S I N G L E. O N E.

puppy zoomies moment hehe

and don't even think about trying to question him

he'll just say "shut up and wait while I set up a big ass fort for us to cuddle in, ok?? I love you but I wanna make u SEE THAT."

which u smile at

because him telling u to shut up

but then explaining why

and then also watching him move furniture and start building the fort, you tear up with happy tears

because???

:(

he's the sweetest and u love him so much

but when he hears u sniffle

he turns on Extra Puppy Mode™️

pops out from under some blankets and tackles you into the couch and holds your face

wiping ur tears

maybe even licked one because he's a freak and wanted to get a reaction

which u just squealed at bc wtf sir

but then he realizes

oh ur crying because ur so touched by this whole thing that he's doing

!!!

"... you dummy. stop crying... we gotta get snacks and stuff for our super awesome fort yk??? and you won't be able to see if you're cryi—"

you cut him off by giving him a little kiss on his pouty lips

as a silent thank you :(

which he realizes that oops maybe he got too serious and overwhelming

but you reassured him that you're just so glad to have him as your partner and best friend in one :(

"please just remember that I do love you, and I'm always here even if that brain of yours tells you otherwise, ok? or I'll have to fight you... affectionately."

and then he proceeds to smother you in kisses and cuddles :(

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OH FUXK OFF

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bounces in having motivation to write but need requests

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SCREAMS IN BEING YOUR CHOICE FOR BINNIE THOUGHTS

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ugh hes so pretty and every other positive adjective I'm gonna cry

don’t repost or make packs with my edits anywhere — by © yethebts · like or reblog! ♡ psd @peachcoloring.

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missing @comet-falls so much ( Ĭ ^ Ĭ )

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I'm too scared to ask for moots so I just sit here and vibrate whenever I interact with someone I'm not moots with because I don't want to seem annoying

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AHHH THIS WAS SO CUTE TO READ (★ᴗ★) I'm literally begging for the part two, I wanna see more of the sparks and chemistry between them!!!!!!

obvious affection feat. seungcheol

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pairing: choi seungcheol x f!reader

word count: 2.6k

genre: fluff, college au, cross country au, enemies to lovers (if you squint - more like f2l), at least one idiot in love, pining, seungcheol is whipped, seungcheol is bad at feelings, slight angst, heavy flirting

summary: seungcheol is the captain for the boy’s cross country team, and despite what his friends keep saying, he does not have a crush on the girl’s team captain, y/n, even though she is always around and gets along with his friends - he does not stare at her with heart eyes or pay attention to her at mixed practices or cheer for her at meets - he would never - but his matchmaking friends have their own plans for how to finally get these two together

warnings: strong/explicit language, drinking, truth or dare, drinking games, suggestive situations, overt flirting, suggestions of sex

a/n: it’s fluff featuring the scoups bakery - again, i’m new here, so i hope you all like this and think it’s cute - cheol is definitely the idiot in love even if he tries to convince himself otherwise - note: banner is my own

♡ if you would like to be tagged in my upcoming posts, let me know

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“what are we talking about?” mingyu asked, cramming fries into his mouth, as he pushed his way into the booth with the other cross country runners.

seungcheol was amazed at how the taller male could speak so audibly while jamming that many fries into his mouth.

joshua was quick to respond, “oh the usual, just how our cheollie is clearly lonely and should maybe ask out the one girl who seems to interest him,” he flashed a sparkling smile at seungcheol.

mingyu rolled his eyes, “y/n? i thought she finally got bored and was dating some dance major? i think he’s older too,” he said, sounding disinterested. he had moved on to demolishing a double cheese burger.

seungcheol groaned, “i don’t know why we’re talking about this at all — she doesn’t like me and has never liked me, end of story,” he concluded in exasperation. he hated that he was trapped in the bend of the corner booth or he would have already left the table. he actually had a weekend of studying ahead of him, unlike some of his teammates.

jeonghan hummed in response and looked at everyone besides seungcheol, “you know maybe we should just set them up or something,” he suggested in his placid voice.

seungcheol’s eyes widened, “i’m still sitting here, you know? i can hear you,” he tried to sound angry but it was a bit more on the whiny side.

joshua patted his arms, “don’t worry, the grown ups are talking,” he said with a straight face.

seungcheol tried to breathe slowly, but really it was a bit much. he hadn’t complained to his friends even, other than saying he had a weekend of homework and had planned to run that night. somehow that innocuous discussion had devolved into how seungcheol had zero love life and clearly needed one and y/n was the only choice.

he drummed his fingers on the table, letting his thoughts wander. his friends weren’t wrong that his weekend was boring, but he didn’t see why they needed to bring up his single status. he didn’t mind being single. in fact, he kind of liked it, especially since he listened to them gripe enough, well the ones who dated more consistently anyway.

the others — mingyu was hopelessly romantic and thought every girl he saw was possibly ‘the one’ — he was always like ‘98% certain, bro, she’s my soulmate’. seungcheol thought jihoon was single? to be fair, none of them knew and none of them asked. and vernon somehow got away with being single, probably because he was always open to being setup.

so seungcheol wasn’t sure why his love life was ever the topic of conversation. not to mention, he wasn’t even sure why they thought he was interested in y/n to begin with.

just because he usually waited around for the girl’s team races and was always happy when she won - it wasn’t like that was anything other than camaraderie. she was the other team’s captain, and it would be weird if he didn’t show up to congratulate her. besides, they had enough mixed practices for him to know how hard she worked. he didn’t understand why it was so bad for him to cheer for her.

and yeah, he admitted that since they were in the same major and often had classes together, he tended to ask to be her partner and studied with her, but she had better scores than him, and he didn’t like meeting new people anyway.

he felt a nudge to his side from jeonghan, “were you listening to anything?” he asked innocently.

seungcheol shook his head, “no —” he started.

“oh, good,” jeonghan deadpanned, “we were talking about hanging out tonight, are you coming or are you going to be a sad hermit?” he asked, almost nicely.

seungcheol sighed, “i need to study,” he said earnestly.

joshua grinned, “right, so he’s in, did someone put it in the gc?” he asked, already in planning mode.

seungcheol wasn’t sure how to feel about his plans being put aside, but he hated to let his friends down too.

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seungcheol showed up to jeonghan and joshua’s apartment with his own beer in tow. he never knew what subpar drinks they would throw together for a party, and he had learned the hard way that vodka-anything wrecked him for days.

he was sitting at their dining table, half heartedly playing never-have-i-ever when there was a knock at the door. joshua popped up to answer it, and even without being able to see, seungcheol could clearly make out y/n’s voice. he didn’t even bother glaring at jeonghan. instead, he just checked his phone and drained his beer, wondering if he could leave yet.

he got up to grab another beer, and while he stuck his head in the fridge, he heard y/n’s voice again, this time much closer. he bashed his head against the fridge trying to escape back to the table.

he heard the familiar laugh, “you okay, cheol?” she asked casually.

he sighed, and facing his fate, glanced at her and nodded, “yeah, i’m fine,” he rubbed the spot, wincing slightly.

she smiled, and glanced to his beer, “still bringing your own - probably smart,” she smiled.

there was no escape for him — “so you got roped in too?” he asked.

she nodded, “yea, well,” she gestured to the girl currently occupying mingyu’s lap, “i didn’t want her wandering off completely unsupervised with him,” she admitted quietly.

seungcheol scrunched his brow, “why?” he knew he sounded defensive.

she laughed, “you’ve met him right? he’s a giant, adorable puppy - way too charming and way too ready to meet someone,” she said all this like it was the most obvious thing, “i know he’s genuine, but i also know it’s never really been long term, so i’m just being here for a teammate…” her voice trailed off.

he could understand and nodded, “he’s not like a bad guy though,” he said lamely, all the defensiveness gone because she wasn’t wrong.

“yeah, i know - that’s why i just came along, i mean, maybe this time he’s right and she’s the one,” she shrugged.

they both watched the mingyu dating show for a few moments — mingyu and the new girl were giggling and cute. she sighed, “they’re both sort of -” her voice broke off.

he glanced at her, “they’re both sort of what?” he asked softly - he could see her furrowed brow.

she shrugged, “weirdly similar, i guess - like seeing them makes me think that she is sort of the female version of him - i guess jeonghan was right,” she lowered her voice and shook her head a bit, “where’s whatever mixed drink they have?” she asked suddenly, glancing around.

seungcheol wasn’t entirely sure if she was really talking to him or more to herself. not to mention, the kitchen only had so many surfaces.

still he was curious, “jeonghan was right about what?” he asked quietly, not wanting to draw attention to the fact that he was still standing there with her.

she was getting a cup of the frightening punch they had — it was from some recipe they found online freshman year and then called scary cherry after they all passed out from it almost immediately.

he stared with concern as she put it into her cup,“i don’t recommend that,” he offered, voice flat and serious.

she shrugged, “we don’t all have our own drinks hidden in the crisper drawer - some of us peasants just have to make due,” she glanced at him with a smile as she sipped the concoction and winced, “unless you’re going to share?” she asked playfully, her hand brushing his forearm.

he felt a slight warmth in his cheeks, this was why he didn’t like being left alone with her — she was too good at making his face go all pink and his stomach feel fluttery and weird.

it was annoying because it was like this since they met as freshman, and of course his friends naturally felt the need to point out the fact that he went from normal seungcheol to giant puppy seungcheol whenever she talked to him.

his response was much worse than if he had just given her one of his beers, instead, he said “you don’t drink beer though,” and his face reddened because he had just basically admitted to the fact that he knew her drink preferences.

she was worse than his friends, “aw, cute - you remember,” she said coyly.

he rolled his eyes, “you tell everyone, though” he wished he had just stayed home — why couldn’t he just shut up already,

he wondered.

she smiled and met his gaze, “do i though?” she asked, her voice quiet.

he wasn’t actually sure, he just assumed she told everyone.

her smiled softened, “you’re cute when you're thinking,” she reached out and patted his head.

he blushed, “shut up,” he murmured — there was absolutely no bite in his voice, he was as bad as mingyu on the puppy scale.

she just smiled and withdrew her hand, “i’m going to go see what they’re playing,” she bit her lip lightly like she might say more but shook her head and left the kitchen.

he stood there for a moment, leaning against the counter and hoping the flush would leave his face. he tried to think of an excuse to leave, but joshua and jeonghan were smart, they knew he had zero fucking plans.

he grimaced because he had no reason to leave. he glanced at the scary cherry and wondered if it would still knock him out. he grabbed a red cup and filled it to the brim before walking back over to the dining table to sit and hopefully pass out quickly.

nothing would be quick though. they went through a few rounds of never-have-i-ever, and then swapped to truth or dare. seungcheol’s head was thoroughly buzzing from the scary cherry.

even so, he heard someone ask her ‘truth or dare’, he tried to to focus, she picked truth.

jeonghan laughed, “truth - ah, okay, say something nice to our dear, dear, drunk leader,” he smirked.

seungcheol knew that he was the subject, but he didn’t have the wherewithal to flip jeonghan off. he glanced at her - he wanted to ask her to say something normal, but his mouth wasn’t cooperating.

she shrugged, “easy,” her gaze met his confidently, “seungcheol,” she paused dramatically, “you have the most perfect ass,” she made too much eye contact as she spoke, “it’s why i run behind you at mixed practices,” she made the chef’s kiss gesture.

he expected her to laugh or something - anything really - but to just say that flatly, out in the open, was, he let out a heavy breath, “that’s the thing you pick?” he asked, his annoyance on display, “not that i’m like nice or something…” he trailed off, pouting slightly.

she laughed then, “it’s a compliment,

cheol - i get to pick what my compliment is and that’s the thing that came to mind,” she gazed at him playfully, “sorry if it’s annoying to find out you’re stacked,” she laughed again, leaning against joshua.

joshua shrugged, “she has a point - you kind of are,” his eyes sparkled in that knowing way when his gaze met seungcheol’s — it felt like he was daring seungcheol’s to be contrarian.

instead, seungcheol shut up immediately. he was not in a position to argue with joshua.

he tried to focus as the game went around to his friends - he wasn’t listening very closely though, and felt a hard elbow to his side. jeonghan stared at him, “truth or dare?” he asked.

seungcheol was drunk, his cheeks felt numb, “dare,” he said with vodka-fueled courage.

jeonghan maintained his catlike gaze, “kiss the person you think least likes you at the table,” his lips curled into a knowing smile.

“the person i think doesn’t like me?” he asked dumbly.

jeonghan nodded.

“yeah but i can’t just kiss people, like they have to agree too,” he felt smart for half a second.

jeonghan was quick though, “would anyone be mad at seungcheol kissing them, you know, for science?”

everyone shook their heads in unison — seungcheol was being hung out to dry. they were all traitors - he was going to make their next practice absolute hell.

he tried to avoid eye contact with anyone - he could just kiss jeonghan - he really didn’t like him right now, but that wasn’t the game. it was frustrating that they knew him so well, he didn't like to break the rules of a thing, even if it meant embarrassment.

he glanced up and caught y/n’s gaze. she was still leaned on joshua’s shoulder, but she was watching him closely. he flushed almost immediately, “y/n, i guess,” he sounded meek.

she smiled in response and leaned up, “fair, i guess i don’t seem like a member of the cheol cult,” she was getting up, which he hadn’t expected.

“cheol cult?” he asked as she walked around the table.

she nodded, “yeah, you know how most girls say you look like a ‘daddy’ and everything,” she was next to him by now, her voice close, she tapped his shoulder.

he felt sluggish and weird, he knew he shifted around, but he was surprised when she sat in his lap, facing him, her arms going easily around his neck. she was so close - he could see just how luminous her skin was.

she brushed his bangs back gently, “i personally think you’re a bit more on the baby-girl side of things, but you know, that’s just me,” she whispered, her lips a breath away from his.

and suddenly there was contact, her plush lips pressed fully to his. he closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth of her mouth against his. he pressed back lightly and found it way too easy to respond in kind when her lips moved softly against his.

no one had specified what the kiss was meant to be like, but when her tongue brushed his lower lip, he wondered vaguely if this was more than was intended. he realized dazedly that they were beyond just a kiss - his hands were on her hips, holding her in place against him. her fingers had caught in his hair, and when she pulled gently, he moaned.

they seemed to both instantly sober up at the sound. she leaned back from him, just enough so that she still blocked his view of anyone else. he could see the pink flush blooming across her cheeks and the way her lips were redder than normal. she gazed at him, her deep gray eyes taking him in. he squeezed her hip lightly. he didn’t want her to move - she stared for a moment before leaning close to his ear, her breath was warm and sweet.

“i actually do like you,” she whispered, her lips brushing his earlobe teasingly, “just so you know,” she started to lean back, to get up.

even drunk, he gripped her hips more firmly, she glanced at him questioningly and then she glanced down quickly, noticing immediately why he didn’t want her to move. for once she didn’t laugh or joke or call him out. instead, she lightly touched his hands to loosen his grip and shifted carefully so she was still on his lap, but with her back to him.

he leaned on her shoulder while the game went on.

jeonghan nudged him again, “comfortable?” he asked.

she glanced back and sighed, “don’t you think you’ve traumatized him enough tonight?” her tone was firm and directed fully at jeonghan. seungcheol smiled against her shoulder, happy to let her fend off jeonghan while he closed his eyes and enjoyed her warmth.

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a/n: let me know if you want a part 2 with the smut between these two - i drafted it but i was hesitating about adding it

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EEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

I'M SO GLAD IT LANDED FOR U

cries ur so sweet and I love u 🥹 it was so fun to write!!! and I just knew in my bones that u would love the puppy behavior 🤭🩵 ur so welcome my sun <3

hi. hi. here to request. a little seungmin fluff where we are kind of lonely and sad and he reminds us that he’s always there : )

HI HONEY TY FOR BEING MY FIRST EVER REQUEST <3333 ily and seungie so I got u bby ◡̈ mwah ur the best ( ˘ ³˘)♡

warning: swearing is inevitable with me sorry ¯\_(˶′◡‵˶)_/¯, fluff, like gross amounts of it, seungmin says "this is so gay but..." because he cringes at showing affection but refuses to let you forget how he feels about you fr, he's a tsundere ok? ok. he licks your face(?) , one (1) kiss, he joking threatens to fight you, and mentions of self doubt and anxiety, angst if you blink but I think it's mostly fluffy... anyways! lmk if I missed anything!!!

WC: a little under 500 :D

AN: this is the first drabble I've ever done in bullet point format so just pls lmk how it goes??? Im super nervous I hope it's at least an easy read :(

so the first time he realizes that you're feeling lonely he slaps himself internally because how DARE he make you feel that way, but he's not home rn and can't show you physically so he comes up with a Plan™️

you're literally the light of his life

so he just >:(

but not at u

he just wants to make you feel happy and loved and safe

so he starts brainstorming

but he's naturally a menace

so when you're texting with him while he's working and you're being kinda short

because yk

u just feel :(

he just sighs and texts back

"look, please don't feel sad. I know this is pretty fucking gay but I love you."

which makes u giggle

because that's YOUR seungie that YOU know and love so much

<3

BUT whenever he's able to be physically with you and he can just feel your self doubt and anxiety creeping in and trying to swallow you, he once again uses his braincell.

so he just grabs ur hand

and leads u out of ur bed and to the living room

sits u down

and starts running around ur shared apartment grabbing every blanket and pillow that exists within the space

and I mean

E V E R Y. S I N G L E. O N E.

puppy zoomies moment hehe

and don't even think about trying to question him

he'll just say "shut up and wait while I set up a big ass fort for us to cuddle in, ok?? I love you but I wanna make u SEE THAT."

which u smile at

because him telling u to shut up

but then explaining why

and then also watching him move furniture and start building the fort, you tear up with happy tears

because???

:(

he's the sweetest and u love him so much

but when he hears u sniffle

he turns on Extra Puppy Mode™️

pops out from under some blankets and tackles you into the couch and holds your face

wiping ur tears

maybe even licked one because he's a freak and wanted to get a reaction

which u just squealed at bc wtf sir

but then he realizes

oh ur crying because ur so touched by this whole thing that he's doing

!!!

"... you dummy. stop crying... we gotta get snacks and stuff for our super awesome fort yk??? and you won't be able to see if you're cryi—"

you cut him off by giving him a little kiss on his pouty lips

as a silent thank you :(

which he realizes that oops maybe he got too serious and overwhelming

but you reassured him that you're just so glad to have him as your partner and best friend in one :(

"please just remember that I do love you, and I'm always here even if that brain of yours tells you otherwise, ok? or I'll have to fight you... affectionately."

and then he proceeds to smother you in kisses and cuddles :(

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hi. hi. here to request. a little seungmin fluff where we are kind of lonely and sad and he reminds us that he’s always there : )

HI HONEY TY FOR BEING MY FIRST EVER REQUEST <3333 ily and seungie so I got u bby ◡̈ mwah ur the best ( ˘ ³˘)♡

warning: swearing is inevitable with me sorry ¯\_(˶′◡‵˶)_/¯, fluff, like gross amounts of it, seungmin says "this is so gay but..." because he cringes at showing affection but refuses to let you forget how he feels about you fr, he's a tsundere ok? ok. he licks your face(?) , one (1) kiss, he joking threatens to fight you, and mentions of self doubt and anxiety, angst if you blink but I think it's mostly fluffy... anyways! lmk if I missed anything!!!

WC: a little under 500 :D

AN: this is the first drabble I've ever done in bullet point format so just pls lmk how it goes??? Im super nervous I hope it's at least an easy read :(

so the first time he realizes that you're feeling lonely he slaps himself internally because how DARE he make you feel that way, but he's not home rn and can't show you physically so he comes up with a Plan™️

you're literally the light of his life

so he just >:(

but not at u

he just wants to make you feel happy and loved and safe

so he starts brainstorming

but he's naturally a menace

so when you're texting with him while he's working and you're being kinda short

because yk

u just feel :(

he just sighs and texts back

"look, please don't feel sad. I know this is pretty fucking gay but I love you."

which makes u giggle

because that's YOUR seungie that YOU know and love so much

<3

BUT whenever he's able to be physically with you and he can just feel your self doubt and anxiety creeping in and trying to swallow you, he once again uses his braincell.

so he just grabs ur hand

and leads u out of ur bed and to the living room

sits u down

and starts running around ur shared apartment grabbing every blanket and pillow that exists within the space

and I mean

E V E R Y. S I N G L E. O N E.

puppy zoomies moment hehe

and don't even think about trying to question him

he'll just say "shut up and wait while I set up a big ass fort for us to cuddle in, ok?? I love you but I wanna make u SEE THAT."

which u smile at

because him telling u to shut up

but then explaining why

and then also watching him move furniture and start building the fort, you tear up with happy tears

because???

:(

he's the sweetest and u love him so much

but when he hears u sniffle

he turns on Extra Puppy Mode™️

pops out from under some blankets and tackles you into the couch and holds your face

wiping ur tears

maybe even licked one because he's a freak and wanted to get a reaction

which u just squealed at bc wtf sir

but then he realizes

oh ur crying because ur so touched by this whole thing that he's doing

!!!

"... you dummy. stop crying... we gotta get snacks and stuff for our super awesome fort yk??? and you won't be able to see if you're cryi—"

you cut him off by giving him a little kiss on his pouty lips

as a silent thank you :(

which he realizes that oops maybe he got too serious and overwhelming

but you reassured him that you're just so glad to have him as your partner and best friend in one :(

"please just remember that I do love you, and I'm always here even if that brain of yours tells you otherwise, ok? or I'll have to fight you... affectionately."

and then he proceeds to smother you in kisses and cuddles :(

[primoppang]

Hello 🖐

I am ameera from Gaza, the breadwinner for my sick mother, my sister, and my brother after the death of my father due to Corona. I am an application programmer and a lecturer at the university. When the war came, it destroyed everything, my home, my university, and my work. Now I want to protect my family from danger and go out to treat my mother. And to complete our educational journey. Therefore, I ask you to help me by donating or publishing the link to my campaign to everyone.

Thank you very much 🙏🙏.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/amiras-story-between-hope-and-resilience-a-call-for-soli

thank you for sharing your story! I send nothing but love and good thoughts to you, your family, and your community 🩵🫂

[primoppang]

biggest mood

can we go back to the time when my only problem in life was whether i should buy an album or not