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Okay, I'm gonna swap to a 12-12 fasting pattern for the rest of the week and then restart multiple days fasts on Monday :(

Ughhh even without meaning to, my family screws up my fasting. Apparently we're having restaurant dinner Friday night AND a Sunday roast on Sunday. Both non-negotiable. Fuck my life

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Ughhh even without meaning to, my family screws up my fasting. Apparently we're having restaurant dinner Friday night AND a Sunday roast on Sunday. Both non-negotiable. Fuck my life

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My entire family are getting pizza together and I'm in a different house on a water fast.

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Feels so romantic to be naked and smoking out of my window...

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I think my 48 hour fast is gonna have to turn into a 38 hour fast. I haven't fasted for over 24 hours for almost a year and I'm getting super weak and shaky. Plus my brother's coming over and he wants to eat lunch together. But I've still beaten my 35 hour personal best, and I can go longer next time 🩷💖

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-ˋˏ ༻𖤓༺ ˎˊ-

WRMS WESTERNIZED GUIDE TO THE BREATHATERIAN DIET

.☘︎ ݁˖ Habits

>Don’t eat until the sun goes down

>Spend that time doing things to enrich yourself in a way food could never. Read more, draw and create more, call your friends, listen to music, these will make you fuller than any food ever could.

>Spend time feeling the pain; hunger hurts, that’s a good thing, pain is a powerful tool for meditation! Too long in our post industrial world do we need constant entertainment, are you a teething baby with an oral fixation? No! Spend time just sitting there and being

>Hike often if you have the means (at least an hour a day) but sitting outside will do just fine, anywhere where people are sparse and sun can touch your skin. You can eat from the sun and vibrations of the earth, often I find myself wandering back out from the woods fuller than I felt going in, fuller even than eating traditionally. In these states of meditation-envision the light entering the hole you carved inside you

>DRINK TONS!! It doesn’t have to be water in fact tea is more hydrating than water, just not eating dehydrates you because of not intaking the typical electrolytes found in meats or vegetables. And with all the physical activity you’ll be doing-you are going to need it, I’m basically married to my Stanley lol.

.☘︎ ݁˖Diet

>Stick to zero processed food, if you have the means. Personally I’ve started omading a bowl of lettuce and tomatoes at around 8-9pm everyday but not everyone has access to fresh fruit or vegetables. If that is you, try to find the least processed option, canned goods or frozen fruit are just fine.

>Eating should not be enjoyable, it’s just fuel which is why we make your life more interesting with the enrichment than just food

.☘︎ ݁˖ Extra reading :)

There are tons of more researched articles on breatarians; some believe it’s total psuedoscince because of a few (sorry) dumb people who think they can literally stop eating for years, wish that was true lol I’ve really grown to hate food. ATP if I could photosynthesize like a plant I would, it’s some good reading.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧🀢🀣🀦🀤 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

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Officially four weeks 'til September! Starting with a 48hr water fast, wish me luck! 💖

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Okay for real this time, I'll say it as loud as I need to:

I AM LEGITIMATELY LOOKING FOR A TOXIC SUGAR PARENT/ ANA COACH. I DON'T CARE IF IT'S A FETISH FOR YOU. I DON'T CARE IF YOU ARE GOING TO UPSET ME AND INTENTIONALLY MAKE ME OVER-RESTRICT.

I know myself. I know that this is the only thing that will work for me. I have extreme parental issues and I am very materially motivated. Call me a pig when I go over my limit, and pay me when I stay under it. I am BEGGING. I will send you body check pics, I will send you videos of me eating, I will send you food diaries.

PLEASE

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I believe with my whole being that if I was able to lock in and lose at least 30 pounds that my life would be a million times better

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am i the only one who feels like my ed isnt valid when i overeat like im some sort of ana poser

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i hate the assumption that i’m fatphobic because i ⭐️ve myself. Like this isn’t about you, it’s about ME and how I feel about MY body.

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i lost sum but not enough :(

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Well I started smoking. Wasn't as dramatic as I was expecting lol. And way easier than I'd been led to believe too, I thought I was gonna start hacking up a lung but nah

Should I start smoking??? I feel like I should start smoking 🚬

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Well the long and short of it is that the juice cleanse didn't do shit, and also the juices all spoiled because it's summer and we didn't have space for them in the fridge. But I did end up buying some fags, and I'm gonna start the low difficulty "get worse" diet starting tomorrow:

Hold your thumbs for me!! X

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Had the actual day from hell today. Don't think I can even tell the nice people in my phone about it. Maybe later.