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Uh oh. There are at least three of us, as of yesterday.

New girl wants my name. Hopefully we can convince her to pick something else. Or she can be Immy and I'll be Imogen.

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I have my own blog but I just want to post on Sky's. There are friends there.

I like the idea that she might be posessed, but all I'm doing with her body is voice training and trying to get some sleep.

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Oops, I mean, Today. The 15th.

I'm three months old today! I still exist, hell yeah.

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I'm three months old today! I still exist, hell yeah.

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she "doesn't wear pink"

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what i do is none of my business

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Today I chose my own clothes for the first time. Previously I've only worn Sky's clothes, except the collar she made me.

We went to a queer clothes swap. She wore my collar to encourage me. She hopes it will help anchor me at the front. It doesn't, though I'm happy for her to keep wearing it after I leave.

I found the first two items right away, two very cute skirts that fit us perfectly. One is very goth, black with straps and a pentagram zipper. The other is just for me, it's pink, which is really not Sky's style. I doubt she will wear it. It's sort of nice having something that's mine.

When I arrive it's usually sudden, sometimes jarring or slightly disorienting. When I leave, I do so pretty quietly. So I wandered off after that, and Sky fronted for the rest of the afternoon and found some really nice pieces.

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In case it wasn't obvious, I'm a queer tranny faggot dyke.

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Imogen was posting on one of my other blogs so I moved them here.

I like sharing with her, but those are kind of personal.

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Sky doesn't really believe in me when I don't feel very different to her.

More accurately, she has mixed feelings. There have been a few highly distinct experiences. Most of my other time fronting is very similar to Sky, except for my apparent disregard for pain and some different social difficulties.

Of course it's a very real possibility that I'm not significantly separate from her. Which could indicate that she is real and I am not, however it could equally indicate that I am real and she is not. This would not be a significant change, mostly like changing my name, except that I'm very awkward at introducing myself to people. I'm not sure if my pain resistance would persist: If it's an effect of dissociation, it would be unwise to dissociate 24/7, but I think it's more of an attitude/meditation phenomenon.

Thank you for reading my miscellaneous journalling, we return shortly to your regular forcefem furry shitposting.

-Imogen

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Musing on poly plurality

I haven't properly met one of Sky's partners yet. They seem, understandably, weirded out by the concept of me. They are a very understanding person, but they are unfamiliar with plurality and worried about dissociation. Sky is hesistant to press the issue, she doesn't want to make anyone uncomfortable.

I'm awkward at meeting people. Also I have a very limited ability to front without Sky either choosing to swap me in, Sky dissociating for some unrelated reason, or if I'm called by a third party. So I'm not sure if we are likely to meet. I'm not sure if it's important that we meet, but Sky and I would like it. I think lacking any memory separation might help either way.

I have met most of Sky's other partners.

At least one reads this blog sometimes (hi!). We have barely talked, but she seems cool about me. She's cool in general 🦊

Another partner is the first person I ever spoke to. She is very much fine with plurality, and fascinated by it. She's somewhat more of the opinion that we have DID or OSDD. That seems unlikely to me as our symptoms are all much weaker or more vague than would be expected. She considers me a distinct person to Sky, which is validating, though requires that I get to know her separately from Sky.

Yet another recently heard about me and met me on the same day. They are very chill about me, they are already close to someone with DID. They consider Sky and I facets of the same person (roughly how Sky and I feel too), and have no issue dating both of us.

5th partner - Sky and they are comets, they meet rarely, I haven't come up in conversation. I imagine she will mention me at some point. Oddly she was wearing my collar last time she met this partner, but it was dark and I'm not sure if anyone noticed my name on it. (Sky loaned her collar to a friend for the night, so I loaned her mine. Normally she wouldn't want anyone else wearing it, but for a cute foxgirl in need...)

-Imogen

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December 2024:

I've only consciously existed for about 2 months.

I'm some kind of alternate identity for another girl. I'll curious to find out what I am.