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holy fuck i need to be skinny

twiggy legs just drowning in sweatpants. tiny little wrists and bony hands would showcase my favorite jewelry so much better. collarbones jutting out rudely in any position. breastbones showing and ribs visible through a tight shirt. elbows and shoulders that poke out uncomfortably. hip. bones. ankles that look like they could snap. thighs small enough to fit your hands around completely. long willowy arms that make you look like a supermodel.

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just dont go into the fucking kitchen its not that hard

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i wanna go back to school!!! (i need to get out of this house.)

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diary of the sick

good morning

it is actually quarter till noon

last night recipes and television and own own pitted stomach kept me awake

i take my time getting out of bed, why would anyone want to eat 

once i am down stairs and my mother asks me to eat i sigh and say i am not hungry

i am

but she insists and i take my time crafting a perfect, perfect meal

for her my sister and my dad i craft meals that reek of fat and lack beauty

i force the slop down their throats, i must be thinner, better than them

i repeat for every meal with tireless runs in between

in every mirror i lift my shirt and turn to the side

i don’t even notice my cheekbones showing, so focused on my stomach

after dinner i stay up late into the night

i must sleep in for as long as possible

i study recipes and anorexics

i watch shows and focus on bodies instead of the plot

when i cannot keep my eyes open for any longer i finally drift to sleep

the next day i wake up in this nightmare that has long been my dream

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i got a computer yay.

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laying in bed before i fall asleep, all i can hear are the trees in the wind. the undertones of cars driving by. my dog gently snoring next to me. my house creaking around. the world itself is white noise and i think that’s why im so tired.

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Thinspiration 💗

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Fav th1ns90 atm

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say happy birthday to my mom even though she kinda sucks

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you guys should send me asks please

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you guys should send me asks please

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me when tori spring

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if you want to be damaged read we were liars

or dont

everything fucking kills me

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forgot how skinny i used to be lol cause when your skinny you feel fat

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I can’t beleive I ghosted for 3 MONTHS

like what

I’m sorry

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my life goals is to be one of those girls on here with a clean room meal prep yoga skinny and gorgeous girlfriend

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who else wants to get rid of all of their stuff and just start over just me okay