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cannot wait to illegally stream harry potter series in 2026 because no matter how badly I want to watch my favourite childhood book come to life again I will not be supporting unreasonable transphobes 🥰🥰

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I've been thinking about this all day.

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everyday men don't shave their beards like this is a day wasted

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I see all my flaws healing themselves forming scab over themselves as I move out i don't even think it will require any effort just the change of environment would do me good

i think when i move out I'll forget how fucking sad I am

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“we often have to explain to young people why study is useful. it’s pointless telling them that it’s for the sake of knowledge, if they don’t care about knowledge. nor is there any point in telling them that an educated person gets through life better than an ignoramus, because they can always point to some genius who, from their standpoint, leads a wretched life. and so the only answer is that the exercise of knowledge creates relationships, continuity, and emotional attachments. it introduces us to parents other than our biological ones. it allows us to live longer, because we don’t just remember our own life but also those of others. it creates an unbroken thread that runs from our adolescence (and sometimes from infancy) to the present day. and all this is very beautiful.”

Umberto Eco

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OMG IM ACTUALLY SO STUPID THREE MONTHS AFTER HAVING WATCHED GLASS ONION IT IS CLICKING THAT BENOIT BLANC IS GAY AS FUCK I SWEAR HOW STUPID I THOUGHT THEY WERE ROOMMATES???????

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vibing really hard with my current life plan of making deep stable foundations with people in a completely new place where they don't know every mistake I've made and every time ive cried and everytime i revealed something about myself i swore to not reveal would be nice i think to just do that on a continuous loop of 5 years but you know what would be really really nice, moving back home knowing how to drive a car and taking full advantage of the city I've grown up in, just spend my entire days reading books in gardens under the canopy the shade seeing my mother everyday I don't know, if I wasn't so inclined to be my own person and to not be a burden and to have my own space I would've done this, maybe I will still, maybe I can do both, maybe the fig tree analysis is stupid and we can achieve everything we want in life if we accept everything in it's impermanence but maybe if we get everything in life we might realise that sticking to a single routine would have sufficed and satiated everything without the angst of being idk

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kind of eery how people fundamentally never change, never lose bits of their personality that weren't appreciated we just learn save them for people who won't claw at it

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every city is walkable if you're willing to walk lonely and precarious

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I wish I could go on lying to myself, because that would be better than knowing the truth and yet never accepting it on some level I hate knowing what's pulling me down and not being able to accept it

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weirdest week of my life went from fearing my life to wanting to die for the first time ever but now I'm fine

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people who're saving money for hard times. we live in hard times. go see the world please

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my friend trying to soothe me as I cry about the they/them we both have a crush on:

me (weeping) : I don't even think that they're that cute

her (patting my back) : they're, they're

(i think this is peak humour, make of that what you will)

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a warm cup of tea 🍵

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I don't know if this is messed up, but what brings me true comfort is that one day, when all humans will have died out, plant will seep back into architecture, they will drape over the trains, the buildings, bridges where ever there us inactivity. In the end, nature will win. I just think that's really peaceful

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