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forgot to mention. there's this one fan that's been there since soundcheck this morning, inexplicably in a goku cosplay, and dude's got a personal banner for every performer. extra kudos to you, music-loving goku

went to bed at 7am this morning because i'm running the socmed for an event on the other side of the ocean and it's day 2 now so i'm doing i all over again except i am really craving a bubtea except it's 8:30pm now and i can't leave or i'll miss things and why did we think this was a good idea why didn’t i fly over with the rest of them what was past me thinking

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2nd night and incredible thing just happened on the stage but there's no one for me to scream about it with because it's 5am and everyone is asleep!!!!!! arGHHHH

guy came on and literally ripped apart his shirt. literally give the fans what they want, i guess!!!!!! i cannot describe the feeling of downloading this video from my coworker only to get this surprise. of course i'm sharing it to our account rn

went to bed at 7am this morning because i'm running the socmed for an event on the other side of the ocean and it's day 2 now so i'm doing i all over again except i am really craving a bubtea except it's 8:30pm now and i can't leave or i'll miss things and why did we think this was a good idea why didn’t i fly over with the rest of them what was past me thinking

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tim: i'm the most well-adjusted robin because i didn't have a traumatic childhood until i became robin

duke, watching tim slurp coffee out of the pot after not sleeping for 3 days, hissing whenever someone comes too close: u sure about that buddy

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zuko is already a hilarious character but he becomes even funnier if you give him a crush on sokka

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lan zhan had to do it to ‘em

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what if i just rest my eyes for a second

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he fell asleep on a rooftop or something

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went to bed at 7am this morning because i'm running the socmed for an event on the other side of the ocean and it's day 2 now so i'm doing i all over again except i am really craving a bubtea except it's 8:30pm now and i can't leave or i'll miss things and why did we think this was a good idea why didn’t i fly over with the rest of them what was past me thinking

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noctis and prompto play-wrestling but then prompto lifts noctis clear off his feet without breaking a sweat and noctis.exe stops working for a full five minutes

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I put way too much effort into this ( based on this meme, it wouldn’t leave me alone until it was drawn — I am freee )

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Made it out in time for a little sunset glow

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yeah i'll get dressed up and do my make up to do a grocery run. yeah i'll take an extra half hour to slap together a breakfast sandwich because i like my eggs a little runny and my cheese a little melty and my mornings a little slowly. yeah i'll take a detour so i can try out a new cafe on my way home. life's too short, happiness may be fleeting, but i want to choose to take my time if for no other reason than it makes me feel good.

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an unchanged heart, even in the end

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vent //

so this weekend i'm fucking up my sleep schedule on purpose because i'm social media-ing for our event in twn, but today i still had to go into office to do some machine maintenance, so i figured i'd take it easy, buy myself some treats and take later buses, etc. admire the softness found in caterpillar rain, etc.

and then my sister calls and says she fucked up and short circuited the kitchen - this happens when microwave and electric kettle is on at the same time, which we have been told NOT to do, so now i gotta rush home and fix that. which, like, is not a big deal in the scheme of things (i fixed it in 5 mins) and i get that she was trying to help because she noticed our drinking water bottle is empty, but also like.

i asked her to cook rice on monday while i was at work because she was out all weekend and was returning home early that day. she went straight to bed after giving me the ok. which, i get it, she's tired out, she's depressed, etc etc. and i wasn't gonna use the rice for dinner anyway.

i asked her to get milk on her way back yesterday because my cramps were acting up yesterday so i had to rush home before i started bleeding on the bus. she gave me a heads up that she wasn't able to, which, fine, i wasn't sure she would pass by a market anyway.

but i just. there's a pile of laundry on the sofa that i refuse to fold for her. there's an avacado going bad in the fridge because i didn't know what to do with it and she said maybe she can blend it into a smoothie, but she is never home and when she is she is sleeping.

idk it's not like i am really angry, i am just tired. she washes the dishes i leave in the sink, which is nice, but there's garbage i haven't had time to throw out and i think i want to move out because even if i fuck up at least i'd be cleaning up only my own mess.

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by far the best part of grocery shopping is the little babies. i was carefully selecting mushrooms when i felt upon me a piercing gaze and looked up to see a very chubby and very red-cheeked baby staring intently at me from a grocery cart with a slightly furrowed brow, hand clutching an apple for dear life. i wiggled a mushroom at her and she gasped and kept staring. i turned back to the mushrooms and heard a shriek. i turned around and the baby stared in anticipation. i wiggled another mushroom and she shrieked again in delight. she looked down at the apple in her hand, considering it for a moment. fair-minded as she was, she decided it would only be right to wiggle produce at me in return, and she held up the apple and shook it with all her might. i think i could live forever now

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idk i just don't think it's good that we all feel so miserable all the time like idk. i just don't feel life should be like this