purely-self-indulgent

[purely-self-indulgent]

"For the spring heart remembers how you shined so warmly in those fleeting summer days, and fears the cold that approaches along with fall once more. Frozen in time, stuck at a standstill, too afraid to move again. For the spring heart wishes to bloom, but cannot help but remember how it was left behind for hopes of a brighter summer..."

8.9.23

[purely-self-indulgent]

"How is it... that I keep seeing you in everything that I make? No matter the color, the hair, the eyes; I'm drawn back to that warm smile of yours. That comforting gaze that made me feel so safe, ...so loved. Maybe one day, I'll learn to love myself nearly as much as I had loved you. Maybe then, we could meet once again." 9.25.23

[purely-self-indulgent]

"What is my identity separate of those who I am close to? I want to be myself, but do I even know what that means?" 11.27.20 "A lifetime of mimicry, how will you find your own colors, dear child? ...child? Discover and define, renew and refine, shine, shine, SHINE! In your own, colorful, wonderful light." 9.4.23

[purely-self-indulgent]

"I don't want to live in fear!" "How does one go about life, without thinking about how to go about it? How does one simply exist, without wondering what will happen next? Being able to achieve that seems like true freedom and trust." 11.27.20

[purely-self-indulgent]

"They ask me why I like orange, this strange middle color. But I feel that it is like no other. The warmth it brings, the light, it sings. The color of a setting sun."

9.4.23

[purely-self-indulgent]

"At the beginning There was simply Nothing.

Then soon enough, I entered existence and my shadow along with me. Not long after, my echo followed.

And there we were- my echo, my shadow, and me."

11.27.20