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Before He Cheats | Chapter 6 | Duff Mckagan x Reader

Word count: 1998 A03 Link<3 A/N: NSFW warning, Just a small heads up, uhh, this chapter is all over the place so sorry if it's too fast. Rushed or too confusing. I promise that the next chapter will be less chaotic and for the car scene, the car is parked dw. Slash’s P.O.V 12:00 PM Noon, it was morning, I was putting on my clothes and was having applesauce before I could hang out with Claire as usual. I lied to (Y/N) by saying that my boss gave me a day off of work today. What an idiot, can’t believe she would fall for it. She’s at work right now so this is the perfect time or day to hang out with Claire. Checking my phone for a text from Claire, I saw a lot of texts from Axl, Steven, and Izzy. No Duff, that’s weird. I have been ignoring these messages for the past couple of months because I don’t care about them anymore. But I decided to read a text from Axl just because. Axl texted me that he might have seen (Y/N) and Duff kissing when we went to the bar a couple of months ago. Now my entire day was ruined, just by that one text. I will confront her about this when she comes back from work.

Duff’s House, 1:00 PM, Duff’s P.O.V Sitting on the couch while Skylar is playing with my bass is relaxing. I’m having a great time, she still has a lot to learn and I still have a lot to teach her. Hanging out with Skylar all of the time made me forget about (Y/N), it was a great decision. But, it did make us distant. I got up from the couch to get a bag of Doritos. Hearing the bass stop playing in the background, confused me a little. I was wondering what was going to happen. “Duff, I have something to tell you,” Skylar said. Judging by the tone of her voice, this must be serious. I quickly went back to the living room to sit on the couch, looking at Skylar. She looked pretty aggravated, impatient even. “What is it, Skylar?” I said with concern. She breathes in and out. I think I know what she’s going to say, let’s not jump to conclusions. “I love you… idiot.” Skylar said as she slowly reached for my hand and held it, squeezing it tight. My eyes widened in shock when I heard what she, blushed slightly when she held my hand. Her hand feels rough, of course. “I had a crush on you for years when we worked at that job together.” She stared into my eyes with a slight smile on her face, her face blushing like crazy. I could feel the weight of guilt settling in, I don’t mean to hurt her feelings but it is what it is. I sighed and told her, “I’m sorry Skylar but… I don’t love you.” She crossed her arms, turning away from me. It's clear that she is upset. “You’re s-still in love with (Y/N), aren’t you?” She asked with a hit of anger in her voice. I flinched a little when she asked me that question. So I looked away from her, didn’t bother to answer that question to her, just sat in silence for a bit. “It was dumb to confess to you, I’m sorry.” She apologized as she got up from the couch. “Well… I gotta go. See you later.” She put her hands in her pocket and walked out of my house. Man, the guilt is still here.

3:00 PM, at the carnival, Duff’s P.O.V I went to the carnival because I needed to clear my head after what happened with Skylar earlier and sitting in my house all day or taking a nap is not gonna do it for me. A lot of people were there, winning prizes, eating food, and couples holding hands. Man, this is where we all used to hang out. Good times. Walking near the Ferris wheel, I saw (Y/N) getting food from the food truck. Why is she here? I haven’t seen her in a long time since I started hanging out with Skylar. She looked so beautiful as always wearing her yellow jacket and black skirt outfit. I walked up to her and put my hand on her shoulder. “(Y/N)?” I said. She turned around and looked at me, shocked. “H-Hey Duff.” She smiled at me and chuckled nervously. “What are you doing here?” I asked her. Now I think about it, that was a dumb question to ask her. “Slash is at work right now so I thought I would just go to the carnival by myself, instead of just sitting around.” She explained. So me and (Y/N) are here for the same reason, what a coincidence. There was an awkward silence between us because it had been so long since we last spoke to each other except for some text messages. “How about we spend some time together here? Just us,” I suggested, moving closer to her. At first, she was uncertain, taking a step back from me which hurt a little inside. “Sure,” She replied, “But let me get my food first.” She continued. “O-Of course,” I responded with a nervous chuckle.

3:30 In Slash’s car, Claire’s P.O.V Being in Slash’s car was always comforting and relaxing, especially with him. But now, something was off. Slash told me that (Y/N) kissed Duff and it ruined his whole day. Why would she do that? (Y/N) wouldn’t be the type to kiss Duff, hmm. Never trusted her anyway. I thought Slash would get over it by now since he doesn’t love her anymore. I slowly put his hand on his, rubbing his hand softly. He seemed to like it. “Slash, are you still mad or?” I asked. “No, I’m not.” He lied while blushing slightly and looking out of the window. I know he’s lying, he just doesn’t want to make me mad. “Well Slash, since we’re alone in your car…” I said in a low, seductive voice, looking at him. He turned his head a little at me. I got up from my seat and sat on Slash’s lap, adjusting myself. "Slash, I want you to fuck me," I whispered in his ear seductively while slowly unzipping his pants. I started to grind against his dick, he was slowly getting hard. Glad I was wearing a skirt today. “G-God.” Slash moaned softly. He slowly lowered his underwear and pants, freeing his dick to the cold air. I took off my underwear, throwing it on the floor of the car. I bit my lip, feeling the head of his cock pressing against my pussy. My back began to arch as he started to thrust into me roughly while he held onto my waist. It hurts a little but it feels so good. "Not so rough." I moaned, my eyes closed as held onto him tightly."I'm sorry. It's been a while since I last had sex." Slash apologized but he didn’t slow down his thrusts. My moans were louder and louder due to his rough thrusting. Rolling my eyes back, I can feel myself losing in pleasure and so it is Slash. His grunts are getting louder and louder with each thrust. I know he’s close. "I'm cumming!” Slash yelled. My eyes widen as he filled me up with his cum. So hot and sticky. I’m not letting go of him just yet, let me cherish this moment with him. “God… I-I love… you.” Slash said between breaths. I kissed him and he kissed me back.

3:40 PM, Back at the carnival, (Y/N)’s P.O.V. I am having an amazing time, hanging out with Duff at the Carnival. We on some rides, and we won a lot of stuff like candy, mp3 players, coffee mugs, etc. This was the best day of my life so far. He was having a great time too. I can tell how much he smiled and giggled through the whole thing. This whole hangout thing feels like a date to me, might as well be. “Duff…” I said softly. Small tears were forming on my face, I could cry tears of joy. “Today was a great day– I haven’t– Thank you.” Struggling with my words. I walked up to him and hugged him. I can’t express how much I appreciate this. “You’re welcome.” He hugged me back. Wiping my tears, I slowly realized something. I started to cry because no one had been giving me affection for a long time. “We really should start talking to each other again.” Duff reached out to hold my hand. My eyes widened a little when he held my hand and I blushed like crazy. “We should,” I said nervously, looking away. His hand feels pretty rough. It feels so nice. So nice… “You know, I miss talking to you,” Duff said as he stepped closer to me. “I-I do too…” I replied, still looking away from him. Just calm down, (Y/N). He’s not going to hurt you. “Uhh… it’s time for me to go back home now.” I’m not going to let go of his hand. I was leading him to my car. “Put the stuff in my car,” I told him. “I don’t want you to carry all of that.”

4:00 PM, At home I walked into my house, setting the stuff I got from the carnival on the dining room table with a smile on my face. Duff did make everything better, mmm… I was pretty exhausted, I just wanted to lie down for a bit. The main reason was that my feet were hurting like hell. Before I sat down, I went to my room to see what Slash was doing. He was lying on the bed, watching TV, shirtless. But he looked exhausted as well. His hair was a mess and he looked like he ran a marathon. “H-Hey babe.” I waved at him. He admittedly got up from the bed and walked towards me with anger. Oh shit. "Babe, where did you go?" Slash asked me in a serious tone. Should have expected this to happen. Just lied to him, he’ll believe it. "N-Nowhere. I didn't go anywhere." Touching my hair nervously as I lied to him. There was a small silence between us filled with my awkward laughter. "You're lying. You went somewhere." He leaned to me with a dead look in his eyes. I step back a little, getting a bit scared due to how serious he sounded. "I was hanging out with Duff," I admitted to him as I looked away from him in shame. "I knew it. You're always hanging out with Duff. You shouldn't be hanging out with him.” His voice began to escalate toward me. I turned to face him, locking eyes with simmering fury, my breaths measured but calm. The urge to inflict upon him the pain he had caused me surged within me. "Why are you mad at me?” Slash questioned. I should be the one asking him that question. "All I did was lay in my bed all day. You're just being paranoid." Slash pointed at me, blaming me. My fists were clenched and shaking. If he lies one more time, I’m going to lose it but I’m not. I had never been this angry before. Why would he treat me like this? I snatched one of the blankets and pillows from our bed, murmuring, "I'm sleeping on the couch for now," I fought back tears, not wanting to break down in front of him. I was trying to not cry in front of him. I walked out of the room and I went to the living room. Settling onto the couch, I wrapped the blanket around me, laying my head on the pillow. I just wanted to cry and forget about everything. I'm tired of dealing with Slash lying to me and cheating on me. I don't want to be with Slash anymore, I want to be with Duff, I love Duff…

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Chapter 6 of Before He Cheats has 1249 words so far. I'm about halfway done with the chapter. The chapter will be out in a few days, I promise

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Poison Was The Cure | Chapter 2 | Dave Mustaine x Reader

A03Link<3 Word Count: 1485 At Flavors of Fire Restaurant, Marty’s P.O.V

Normally I was quick at cooking food giving people their orders and listening to my coworkers but I was working slowly today. Tried to smile and act happy in front of my coworkers and the employees So they wouldn’t notice my pain but inside, I was really sad and still grieving. I’m still not over Nick’s death, it's only been a week without him here. Nick would always come to my restaurant and order beef tacos and a Bud Light. I haven’t taken a day off since Nick was murdered but I had no choice but to work. But thank god, not that many employees came in today for some reason. An employee walked into the restaurant, it was Jeff Young. Dave has told me about him and what I have heard, Jeff is an asshole.

Jeff didn’t look too happy either. “W-What can I get you?” I stuttered and chuckled nervously. “15 barbecue wings, celery, and a side of ranch.” He told me. “That will be $17.25,” I told him with a slight smile. He handed me the change and sat at a table, near the countertop. As I told my coworkers to make Jeff’s food, Jeff broke the silence by saying, “I’m so sorry for your loss.” I flinched when he said that. Nick’s death has been running through my head this past week. But I didn’t want to talk about it at all. “Nick was a great and funny guy. He always cheered me up by saying really stupid jokes and doing dumb things. And now–”

“Life has been terrible without him,” I said, trying to not cry. “He made everything better. I can barely even work.” I continued talking. The coworkers couldn’t hear me, they were busy making the food. They’re not even paying attention to me. Jeff looked at me, worried. He was concerned about my wellbeing. “You need some time off, Martin.” He told me, bluntly. I sighed. Dave was wrong, Jeff isn’t an asshole. He’s trying to help me out. “I can’t get a day off, Jeff. I have to be there for my team, just like Nick said.” Jeff’s eyebrows furrowed, looking mad at me. He was not proud of me for overworking myself.

Dave’s P.O.V

I’m at my job a little earlier than normal. It was sweeping the floors like I’m supposed to do. Customers were coming into the store while I was cleaning. No big deal. If they leave trash on the floor and mess up the bathrooms, there’s going to be a problem. Since I killed Nick, everything has felt off lately. Marty has been acting very differently while Junior and (Y/N) try to stay positive. But me, I was ecstatic. I don’t have to deal with Nick anymore. Pity he got murdered, If he would shut up, he would still be here. Glad that I killed him because my life is going so much better without his presence. Don’t celebrate yet, Dave.

Moping the boy’s bathroom floor, I heard the door open and footsteps getting closer to me. I turned around and it was Jeff Young. Admittedly, he scared me a little bit. I’m afraid that people are going to find out that I killed Nick but at the same time, I’m shocked that I got away with it. Jeff’s foot is slowly healing but he still needs a cane to get around. He was walking up to me, probably going to say something important. “Dave, we have a few new coworkers,” Jeff told me. I set the mop up against the wall. I didn’t care who my coworkers were, I would never get along with them. “Since we can’t work with just the two of us.” Jeff continued. “No shit, Sherlock,” I said in a sarcastic tone while I rolled my eyes at him with my arms crossed. Jeff sighed, he looked like he didn’t have time for my “attitude.” I stepped out of the bathroom to see the coworkers that Jeff was talking about. They were all men, they were all of average height. They all looked tired and did not want to be here, same. “Anyways, here are the new coworkers.” Jeff pointed at the new coworkers. I waved at them, forcing a smile at them. I hate them already.

The sound of the front door opening, a woman ran up to Jeff and apologized to him. Guess she’s another new coworker? “And here’s Diana.” Jeff pointed at the 5’3” woman with short, blonde hair and brown eyes, who was Diana. Diana waved at me. She looked kinda cute but not as beautiful as my amazing (Y/N). “Ok, you guys get to work,” Jeff told us as he sat down at one of the tables. “If you guys have any questions, ask Dave.” Jeff raised his voice so we could hear him. Let’s hope the customers aren’t bitchy as usual and I hope my coworkers aren’t incompetent and annoying.

As I started to work on people’s orders, Diana walked up to me with her hands behind her back. I didn’t look at her, I just kept on doing my work. “You’re Dave, right?” Diana asked softly. She seems nervous and looks like she doesn’t know what to do. I mean, it's her first day at work after all. “Yeah, why did you ask?” I responded, my voice tinged with confusion. After I responded to her, she started to take people’s orders. “It's nothing. Just heard some things about you.” She said.

I hope she doesn’t know what I did to Nick. “What kind of… things?” I gave her the side eye, I was curious. “That you’re an asshole.” Wow, she said it straight up. I chuckled and said, “They’re just lying, Diana.” I lied to her. I turned around and gave her a menacing look. She looked a little frightened. “Do I look intimidating to you?” I said calmly, trying to scare her. “Well… you do look cute instead of intimidating,” Diana said in a flirty tone as she nudged her elbow on me. “Thanks.” I slightly smiled at her.

It's been a few days and I didn’t along with all of my coworkers, but I did get along with Diana quite well. So far, me and Diana have been talking to each other while we both work. I learned that she likes drumming and collecting Pokemon cards. Pretty cool but I’m still focusing on (Y/N), she’s just a distraction or obstacle to me.

Almost there to Crescent Taekwondo aka the Martial arts place, I saw Diana sitting at the bus stop, reading a book about drums, of course. Guess she was about to go home, and kind of forgot she doesn’t have a car. I walked up to her and tapped the page she was reading to get her attention. She looked up at me. “Hey, Diana.” I leaned a bit closer to her, she looked pretty upset that I interrupted her reading time. She closed her book and put it down next to her. “Hey, David.” She said. My eye twitched a little when she called me David. “J-Just called me Dave.” I chuckled to hide my anger. I hate being called David. “Anyways, do you want to go to the Martial Arts place with me? Its only 5 minutes away from here.” I asked her with a fake smile on my face while I crossed my arms. Still not over her calling me David. “No, thank you, Dave.” She said. Thank god. “I’m pretty busy and I’m more focused on my drums.” She continued. “I-It’s fine. See you later.” I quickly walked back to where I was going.

As I approached the Martial Arts place, I saw (Y/N) standing next to the doors. She still looked pretty miserable. Looking down on the floor, waiting for me. She’s not over Nick’s death. Seeing her sad makes me sad. I walked up to her and said, “Hey, buddy.” Putting my hand on her shoulder, rubbing it. “H-Hi.” (Y/N) said quietly, voice hoarse. She’s not even smiling, she always smiles. “Are you feeling better?” I asked her in a slight tone. She slowly look up at me.

“Y-Yeah, a little.” She sighed in disbelief. That was an awkward silence between us because I didn’t want to pressure her, she was struggling. Then I got an idea. “Since you’re here, I think learning about Martial Arts will make you feel better.” I smiled at her. “L-Let’s go.” I tried to reach for her hand but she walked inside the place. (Y/N), everything is going to be okay, I promise.

Nick was in the way of us getting together, so I had to do what I had to do. You’re happy when you’re with me, I’m only the one who can make you happy.

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I'M BACK YALL, IM BACK TO WRITING! I HAVE MOTIVATION TO WRITE! ITS BEEN SO GODDAMN LONG! Right now, I'm only continuing writing Before He Cheats and Poison Was The Cure because writing for multiple stories is too much for me at the moment.

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Thanks, I guess. I'm surprised that people read my fanfictions and think they're great.

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I know that it has been a while since I last posted on here. I lost interest in

I had losing interest in making fanfictions for a long time and it has been stressing me out.

I don’t want to write anymore, I always force myself to write for you guys. I have been WAY more interested in art and making animations than writing fanfictions. I will give you guys the link to my art account when I make one if you wanna see my art and ocs.

At first, making fanfictions was really fun, now its just a giant chore.

I will no longer use this account. If you want to see more of me, follow @larsypoo aka my main account where I talk about my favorite bands and fandoms that I’m in like the Sonic fandom and the South Park fandom for example. Bye, everyone who like my fanfictions.

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Izzy Stradlin x reader it is

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Before He Cheats | Chapter 5 | Duff Mckagan x Reader

Word count: 1623 A03 Link&lt;3

The next day, at 10:00 AM, Slash’s P.O.V. It was a day after that bar incident and it was a mess. Trying to stop Claire and Skylar from fighting each other was so annoying. Claire was right, Skylar could have just left or kept her mouth shut. Today when my girlfriend leaves to go to work, I will hang out with Claire as usual. Maybe that will make Claire feel better. Anyway, I did have fun when I was at the bar until that fight broke out and we had to leave early. (Y/N) was getting ready to go to work in our room. at the same time, I was getting something to eat from the kitchen. Some chips and dip sound great right now if I can find the damn dip. Where did I put it? Hearing the door to our room open, (Y/N)’s footsteps were getting closer. She was about to leave the house. But then I remembered, that I wanted to know what happened between Duff and (Y/N) yesterday. She better not be cheating on me. “Umm, (Y/N).” I called her name. She stopped dead in her tracks as she heard me call her name. She turned around and responded, “Yes, honey?” That smile she has on her face is pissing me off. Setting my food on the kitchen counter, I looked at her, eyebrows furrowed in anger. “What happened between you and Duff yesterday?” I asked her in a serious tone. She looked pretty frightened when I asked her that question, almost like she had a secret to hide. “W-We just… talked about stuff. That’s it.” She chuckled nervously, running her fingers through her hair, clearly lying to me. “I will see you later, honey.” Before she left the house, she kissed me on the lips.

Axl and Izzy were drinking beer at the bar they were at yesterday. Steven was busy getting something to eat, trying to figure out what he wanted to order. Izzy was bored and tired while Axl was trying to hit on some women, only to be rejected by them or slapped by them. Both Duff and Skylar walked inside the bar, looking for Axl and Izzy. As soon as they saw them, they walked over to them, sitting next to them on the barstools. “What did you guys call us here for?” Duff asked Axl and Izzy, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “Yeah, what is it?” Claire was concerned. Axl looked pretty nervous which is unusual for him. “Well, I think that Slash is cheating on (Y/N).” Axl boldly said. Duff and Skylar’s eyes widened as Axl told them both what was going on. They couldn’t believe what they had heard. “What?!” Duff and Claire shouted as Axl flinched at their yelling. All eyes were on them now. “It's obvious that Slash is cheating on (Y/N) with Claire,” Izzy said in a sarcastic tone, rolling his eyes at them. He took a sip from his beer bottle. It looks like he doesn’t care about Slash having an affair but he does care. “I mean, do you see how often they touch each other and are close to each other? That’s not how friends act.” Izzy took another sip of his beer. “I still don’t believe you. Claire wouldn’t flirt with a married man.” Duff said nervously, palms are sweating. “Dumbass…” Claire muttered to herself while Izzy chuckled with her. “Every time we tried to tell her that Slash is cheating on her, she laughs it off,” Axl said as he slowly pulled out a lighter from his front pocket. Skylar held onto Duff’s wrist and said “Our friend doesn’t deserve this.” She was always jealous of (Y/N) taking Duff from her but she does care for wellbeing. There’s got to be something to convince (Y/N) that maybe it's time to break up with Slash.

Outside, at the parking lot, Axl’s P.O.V Walking out of the bar with a drunken Izzy by my side and Steven holding his tray of food, I was opening the car door for them. Izzy wasn’t too drunk, me and him only had like 4 beers. We didn’t want to get hungover again or get pulled over. Struggling to find the car keys, I was about to open the door until I saw Claire, standing next to Slash’s car. She looks so fucking hot, in that yellow crop top and oversized gray sweatpants with sandals. “Steven, unlock the door. Claire is here.” I said as I gave the keys to him “Good luck,” Izzy said nonchalantly. I walked over to Claire who looked really happy, blushing. I put my hand on Claire’s waist, smiling at her. She jumped a little and turned around to face me. “Hello, gorgeous.” I smiled at her. She looked way prettier up close. “H-Hi.” She said nervously. “You look stunning today. How about you and me–” Before I could even finish my sentence, she spat on my face. “W-Whatever. I have been spitted on by a girl before.” I chuckled. She rolled her eyes at me and scoffed. Footsteps were getting closer, it was Steven. He wasn't holding his go-to box anymore. “Hey Claire–” “Shut your damn mouth! You’re so annoying!” Claire yelled at him. God, she's so feisty. Spitting on my face and not taking shit from Steven, she's the one. “Jesus…” Steven wiped the spit from his face, clearly mad at Claire. Hearing the car door open, Slash walked over to an angry Claire. “Claire, what is going on?” Slash asked her, his voice filled with concern. She looked at us with an evil grin and turned back around to look at Slash. "S-Steven hit me! He punched me in the stomach.” She lied, starting to sniffle. We were shocked that she would lie about us. We were just trying to talk to her. “And Axl touched me–” She started to fake cry, her face buried in Slash's face while Slash was comforting her. We knew that we were screwed. Slash was staring at us with an angry look, fists clenched, while we were both frightened about what Slash was going to do to us. "H-H-Hold on, Slash–" Steven stammered. Slash pushed Steven to the side, causing Steven to almost fall to the ground, he only wanted to go after me. I tried to slowly back away from Slash but failed. "You did what to my friend?!" Slash grabbed my shirt collar, pulling me close, our faces were inches apart. Well, this is the end of our friendship.

At Slash’s house, Duff’s P.O.V. Me and Skylar are at Slash’s house, playing board games with Slash and Claire. (Y/N) was still at work, unfortunately. Me and Skylar sat next to each other and Slash and Claire sat next to each other on the couch. The last game we were playing was Monopoly, we played for a little over 30 minutes. Every time Claire or Skylar had a turn, Skylar or Claire would give each other the side eye. This is not good. When I look at Slash and Claire, they keep on smiling at each other and blushing. Claire at one point put her hand on Slash’s thigh. “Of course, you landed on the go-to-jail space. That’s where you belong.” Claire teased her, giggling. Claire was slowly starting to show her true colors. She isn’t a nice person like Slash said, she’s a devil in disguise. Skylar got up from the couch and slapped Claire. Slash quickly held Claire back, making sure she didn't attack Skylar again. I did the same thing to Sky as well. “S-Skylar! What are you–” Claire laughed at her, mocking her. “You’re only fighting me because you’re mad at (Y/N).” My eyes widened in shock at what Claire said. Claire rubbed her cheek where Skylar slapped her. What Claire said caused Skylar to get even more mad. “Shut up!” Leaning close to Claire, Skylar managed to grab Claire’s hair and punched her in the face hard. The punch gave her a bloody lip, groaning in pain. “Claire, stop it!” Slash yelled. “Let me go! She started it! She pulled my hair–” I don’t want to deal with Claire or any of this any longer. “We’re leaving now.” I raised my voice at Slash, clearly pissed off. I slammed the door on my way out, I couldn’t care less. I have never been so mad before in my life. Breathing heavily, I looked at Skylar. The wind blew her hair, she looked very hurt like no one understood her. Hating seeing her like this I didn’t know what to do. All I could do was hug her and tell her, “Sorry.” But why is she mad at (Y/N)? What could make her mad at (Y/N)? And if she lashed her anger out at (Y/N), she would have been hurt (Y/N).

A couple of months passed by… Everything wasn't the same. Duff was hanging out with Skylar more than me and Duff and Slash always argued with each other. Slash barely talked to Axl and the others and always fought with the others. Slash was spending less and less time with me and was giving a lot of excuses as to why he couldn't spend time with me. I'm starting to think that Slash doesn't love me anymore. He only cares about Claire. Duff and Skylar are getting closer and closer each day. Oh god, am I getting tired of Skylar and Duff hanging together? Am I jealous of Skylar, am I mad at Duff? Do I love Duff? I love Duff. Oh my god, I'm such a mess.

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Happy New Year and Chapter 5 of Before He Cheats comes out tomorrow or... today technically because it's almost 4 in the morning as I'm posting and typing this