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i loved you then, and i love you now

i love you still, but i don't know how

to love you well, please teach me good

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loving has become harder and harder.

i remember loving my warm bed, my pillowy cats, and even you.

but now warmth leaves me with chills,

and petting my cats feels like spikes on my skin.

there’s a dull sensation in the back of my heart,

making me think I’ve loved before,

or maybe even been loved…

but as each day passes,

i lose even more grip on the tendrils of that strange feeling.

i don’t really know what keeps me here.

a prophecy manifested in my mind at 10 years old;

of relief, or darkness, and no pain.

i’m 6 years passed my expiration date,

with bones that move purely out of memory,

and every day I wake up with the wonder of how I’ve made it this far.

but the more I think about it,

I haven’t.

And i won’t.

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Summer twitter doodles ☁

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Kanghee Kim

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