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deactivate

It’s been 3 days since I deactivated my FB account. Hehe. Feeling ko kasi I need to do it. Although, I just posted pics last vday. Lol! Because I want some of my posts to be private kaso sa sobrang dami kong post hindi ko na alam kung anong uunahin ko i-private/i-delete. Kaya sa daily memories nalang ako nagha-hide. Gusto ko na din alisin yung mga friends ko na hindi ko naman totally close kaso ang dami din. I don’t have so much time to do it. Kaya siguro I decided to deactivate it nalang. Nakakasawa na din yung mga walang kwentang posts and rants nung mga friends ko sa FB. Nagsisisi tuloy ako kung bakit ako nag-accept ng mga friend requests dati na hindi ko naman ka-close yung tao talaga. Hay kainis! Siguro after a one week hiatus, I’ll remove some friends and posts na gusto ko alisin. I wish I have time.

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Am I the only one who’s no longer excited for Valentine’s Day? Lol

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Do you ever wonder how much you exist in other people’s lives? I’m always curious if people think of me when a certain song comes on, or when they pass through a certain town. I wonder how many stories I’ve been a part of that I may have forgotten. I wonder if I still I exist in the minds of people that I don’t speak to anymore. I wonder how many times a day I pass through someone’s head.

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Have you cheated on me? Even for once? 

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Kailan kaya ako makakapunta sa mga pinapangarap kong lugar kasama ang mga mahal ko sa buhay? Kailan kaya matatapos ang pandemic na’to? Babalik pa ba sa normal ang mundo? Hanggang kailan kaya ako mabubuhay sa mundong ito?

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I hate myself for always insisting & initiating everything.

To the point na I’ll be disappointed whenever I get rejections.

Like wtf self?! It’s your fault! DUH!

Wait for the things & situations to happen unexpectedly so you won’t fuckin’ cry like a baby at the end. Holy crap! Hate it!

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"I asked my heart today if she remembers you, she does but not in the way you might think; she remembers but she does not crave when your name passes by, she doesn't cling to it like flies. She accepts your absence but no longer prays for your return."

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I wonder how world would be if all people who live here are those pure hearted only. Would there be peace?

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Isang araw, pwedeng hindi ka na parte ng umaga niya. Isang araw, pwedeng iba na rin ang nagpapasaya sa kanya. Kaya hindi totoo ‘yong inaalagaan niyo kung anong meron kayo. Kasi minsan ang tao pwedeng magdesisyon na biglang wala ka sa buhay niya at wala kang magagawa doon.

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today is freakin’ bed weather day

wanna go home and sleep with my hubby

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i miss this

La Casa De Papel

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I demand pets 

(via)

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Delicious mlem audio (press play, please)

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WHUUUUT??

A giraffe eating grass

(via ???)

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past

This morning I saw all my previous blogs and found out that I’ve been posting/sharing sad & broken rants. Cause that time, I always feel that I’ve been taken for granted and not worth it.

But today, I thank God for giving me things & people I prayed for (especially my husband). I believe that every person has their own right time to get all the things that they truly deserve. If that time comes, all the pain, heartaches and sufferings will be worth it. And that moment might be the happiest & memorable that will ever happen in to your life.

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werk

sometimes, you’ll suddenly get tired of working and working and working

& it makes me wanna have some break, like for a week or month?

however, this pandemic fucked it all up & that’s fuckin’ killing me

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☝🏼 He makes me smile. He makes me angry. He makes my stomach full everytime. He makes me feel safe. He makes me feel loved. He makes me feel happy. And he makes me feel that I'm the most beautiful woman in the world.

Who is he? He's my one and only. 💓