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Hi!!! I’m sorry I haven’t posted in forever, I have been so sick lately and I’m finally starting to feel better. Not to mention my classes just started to so I’m trying to write a lot before I get caught up in assignments. I’m working on new chapters now so I’m hoping to post within a day or two!

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The Witch and The Winter Soldier

Part 6

Plot twist? Maybe? I’m not sure what to call it really, but I thought it was a good idea. Let me know what you think.

You had woken up to Bucky in your bed this morning. Bucky said he wanted to have lunch with you and Jackson outside, like a picnic. He thinks Jackson needs to spend more time outside, instead of watching Toy Story or Ms. Rachel. Although you kind of took it to heart, you knew he meant well. This morning you had woken up feeling different. You weren’t sick, but something inside you didn’t feel right. You couldn’t put your finger on it. You were distracted and felt bad because Bucky was talking to you but everything he was saying was going in one ear and out the other. The feeling in your stomach worsened, you stood up from the blanket.

“Bucky, get Jackson.” He jumped up, immediately grabbing the baby. A sound behind you erupted, like a whooshing sound. You knew exactly who it was, you didn’t even have to turn around.

“Stephen, what are you doing here?” You say, finally turning around to face him. He looked beaten up, worry all over his face. “Well this unexpected, but I’m gonna get straight to the point. I need your help. The multiverse is in danger, and I can’t fix it myself.” Was this why you weren’t feeling good? Why something seemed off?

“Stephen, I can’t help you. I have a child to look after now. He needs me.” You tell him. You walk over to Bucky taking Jackson from him. You turn your back to Stephen, hoping he would leave.

“How are you going to help him when our universe is in danger?” You stayed quiet. “When was the last time you talked to Wanda Maximoff?” Your ears perked at that name. “Last time I talked to her was after everything that happened in New Jersey. She kept going on about this book she had encountered, The Dark Hold, I think it was. She told me that I could live in another universe where I didn’t have a red ledger, that I could have my baby and a husband, we’d be a perfect family. I told her it was dangerous, that she was playing with dark magic and she should stop now while she can. She said it wasn’t fair that I get to live in a world where I have a kid and she has nobody. How bad is it?”

“There’s a kid, that can travel through the multiverse but she doesn’t know how o control it. Wanda is trying to take her for her powers. If she gets ahold of this kid, she’ll kill her. Wanda will do whatever it takes to get to her kids. Y/n, I can’t do this myself.” He begs. At this point you don’t know what to do. You look down at Jackson, then to Bucky. You know that you’re the only one stronger enough to stop her. You can’t let her kill an innocent kid. “Bucky.. I’m sorry I have to go.” You immediately hand the baby off to him and he’s grabbing you arm and shaking is head.

“Y/n, no you can’t. What about Jackson? Who’s going to watch him? What if something goes wrong?” He pleads, his questions coming out 100mph.

“I need you to do it for me. Ask Sarah for help. Bucky, if I don’t do this we could all be in serious trouble. Jackson has a doctors appointment tomorrow at noon. Just ask Sarah, she’ll know where. Tell her I’m sorry.” You kiss Jackson and the head, telling him you love him and that you’ll be back soon. You kiss Bucky, telling him everything will be okay. You and Stephen walk through the portal, you take one last look behind you to look at Bucky and Jackson just before it closes.

What the hell am I supposed to do? She left me with the kid. How do I take of the kid? I’m supposed to be going back to New York on Tuesday. I take the kid inside, setting him on the living room floor. I sit on the couch, taking deep breaths. Fuck, I don’t have Sarah’s number. I call Sam, letting him know what happened and that I just got left with the kid and I don’t even know how I’m supposed to watch him. He says he’ll forward my number to Sarah and let her know. A couple of minutes later, a text is sent to my phone. She lets me know where Jackson’s doctor is, how to bathe him and feed him, and when to put him to bed. The text ending if you need anymore help, text or call me and I’ll come as soon as I can. Thankfully, the kid had his lunch already but it is nearing his nap time.

A couple of days have passed and y/n still hasn’t come back. I’ve been worried nonstop, I was especially worried when I took the kid to his doctors appointment and he had to get shots. Did Y/n know he had to get shots? I only had to call Sarah twice to come over to help. Jackson was just crying nonstop, and I didn’t know what to do. She had been great to me. It was bed time now for Jackson, I gave him a bottle and held him in my arms while I watched Tv. He had fallen asleep in seconds and I was too tired to get up just yet. That was until someone knocked on the front door. Before I could get up to get the door, it was unlocking by itself. Y/n was walking through the door, limping. She was beaten up bad, her eyes looked swollen, like she had been crying. She walked right past me, past Jackson. She made her way upstairs, going to her room. I follow right behind her, I put Jackson in his crib, turning his white noise machine on and closing the door behind me. Walking into Y/n’s room, she had changed into her pajamas and laid in bed. The bloody clothes she was wearing before laying on the floor. I pick them up and put them in her hamper. I turn off then lights and lay next to her.

“Do you want to talk about it?” I ask her.

“She’s dead. Stephen and I had to use the Dark Hold, when she realized that what she was doing wasn’t right, she had to sacrifice herself. She wasn’t strong enough to do it herself, so I helped her. I helped her die.” She says, the tears streaming down her face. All I could do was hold her closer to me. She had stopped crying after an hour, then she fell asleep. I stayed up all night to make sure she was okay, that she didn’t wake up. While she was sleeping I wiped the blood off of her, she’ll probably just take a shower in the morning, but still. There was bruising all over her body. I had inspected every inch of her and that when I noticed it, her hands.

Her fingers were black.

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The Witch and The Winter Soldier

Part 5

Sorry I’m a day late writing this, this is my first time writing a story and I’m struggling with ideas. Hope you enjoy this chapter:)

The week seemed to drag. You had watched the news constantly to see any update of Sam and Bucky, wanting to make sure they were okay. You were proud of Sam and the speech he made, it brought tears to your eyes. Jackson’s birthday party is tomorrow. You had put Jackson to bed already and was currently packing everything you needed for tomorrow, leaving it by the front door so that it was ready to be in the car when it was time to leave. You and Bucky were texting back and forth all week. He even got a new phone so he could FaceTime you and see, ‘your pretty face’ , his words not yours. You just about finished everything, so you turned off the lights downstairs, making your way up to your room and go to bed.

You woke up early the next morning, taking a shower, then blow drying your hair and putting it in rollers so you can have that blow out look. Since Jackson’s party wasn’t till later in the day, you were going to finish getting ready when Jackson was sleeping. You were so excited about the party and for your date this weekend. You had a maintenance week. Sarah and your neighbors daughter had baby sat for you throughout the week. You had a hair appointment, getting full highlights and a haircut. You had chopped most of your hair off, Bucky had been begging to see it but you wanted to wait for him to see it in person. You had also gotten a fill in on your nails, getting French tip with a pale yellow color with pink flowers. Last thing you had to do was get a wax, which you did on Thursday so you were all set. Yours and Jackson morning was the same as every morning. You changed him, fed him, played with him, took him on a walk, then put him down for his nap. You had did your makeup and gotten dressed. You decided to wear this beautiful long sundress that was green with a floral print, it was also gonna be a little chilly so you paired it with a cropped knitted white sweater. Your jewelry was gold pieces and you put on a pair on kitten heels. Although it was just a casual birthday party, you had to show out, letting everyone know you still looked good after having a baby. Jackson would be getting up soon, so you hurried downstairs to put the bags by the door in your car. Thankfully Sam came in yesterday so him and Sarah set up the tables today. You decided that instead of catering you were going to grill at the docks and bring sides. You had cooked the sides yesterday and brought them to Sarah’s house, she was going to warm them up and bring them to the party, everyone that was coming also decided they were going to bring food too. Making sure everyone was well fed. After Jackson woke, you packed his diaper bag, gotten him dressed and since it was a Toy Story themed birthday party, you dressed him up as Woody. You were making mental list in your head, making sure you didn’t forget anything. The last thing you needed was the meat in your fridge.

You had finally made it to the docks. You handed the baby off to Sam so you could quickly put up decorations. The locals immediately started grilling meat and veggies. When you were just about done everything looked perfect. You were so happy how everything turned out, you didn’t really have anybody so you were happy that most of the community had shown up for Jackson. Jackson was being handed off by almost everyone, you had trusted just about everyone and was grateful that Jackson didn’t mind, he was being so good. While you were engaged in a conversation with Sam, you couldn’t help but look around for Bucky. He said he was gonna be here, so where was he? Sam noticed that you were looking for him. “Don’t worry, he’s gonna be here. He just stopped at the store.” Sam reassured you. Someone had yelled out food was ready and everyone started grabbing a plate. Jackson was handed back to you when you heard Sarah’s boys yelling, “Uncle Bucky!” He came rushing in, a cake in his hand, play fighting with the boys. Seeing him made you nervous, you don’t know why. He had set the cake down, next to the cake that YOU had already bought. “Where’s the birthday boy at?” He asked, he still hadn’t seen you. He was looking around when he finally made eye contact with you, his eyes looking you up at down. He made long strides toward you. “Happy birthday kid.” He said to Jackson, rubbing his back. He leaned towards you, placing a kiss on your forehead. “Look at you, don’t you look beautiful.” You couldn’t help but blush, shaking your head. “Hi Bucky, c’mon foods ready. Let’s make you a plate.” You handed the baby off to Bucky, making you both a plate. Bucky was making Jackson laugh, like a real belly laugh. It warmed your heart, last week Bucky was scared to even hold him and now he’s acting like they’ve been buds since the moment he was born. Bucky followed you to the table, Sam and Sarah eating their food already, you sat the plates down and held your arms out, waiting for Bucky to pass the baby over. “No thank you, you sit down and eat. Jackson and I will share a plate.” Bucky told you. You were puzzled. Did he just tell me no to giving me my baby back? You shake your head in disbelief, you sit down and start eating. It felt so good to converse with everyone. You and Bucky took turns feeding Jackson, mainly giving him mashed potatoes and Mac and cheese, while feeding yourselves.

You clean up while everyone is enjoying the party. Bucky held Jackson while letting the kids hang from his metal arm. “Time for cake!” You yell out. The cake you had ordered was so cute. S Toy Story themed cake, you place the 1 candle on the cake, taking your lighter and lighting the wick. Everyone gathered while, Bucky taking hold of the cake while you take Jackson. Everyone sang happy birthday, it immediately made Jackson cry. “Oh my love! Don’t cry, it’s okay, blow the candle out.” You tell him. You eventually blow it out for him and everyone cheers, the loud noise making him cry harder. “You can go calm him down and I’ll cut the cake for you.” Sarah tells you, you walk off, Jackson crying into your chest. You bounce him around and rub his back. “It’s okay my love, no need to cry. Trust me, as soon as we calm down we can go enjoy yummy cake.” A hand caresses your back, you turn and see it’s Bucky. “How’s the kid doing.” He asks. “He’s stopped crying. I’m just letting him get some space from everyone before we let him eat cake. It’ll be his first time having it so I’m kind of excited.” You tell him. “You look beautiful today, and every other day.” He pulls you closer to him and kisses your cheek. “You know, my lips are right here.” You say playfully, while taping on your lips. He laughs and shakes his head, giving your lips a small peck. “Are you enjoying yourself? I see the kids are enjoying you and the arm.”

“I am actually. I was nervous about coming, gave myself a panic attack. But then I came to my senses, realizing I’d be seeing you and Jackson so I felt way better. I just can’t wait to go back home and spend alone time with you guys.” He says. Home. He talks about your home like it’s his. It warms your heart hearing him say that. “Now, let’s go get the kid his cake.”

Jackson loved his first bite of cake. He kept saying, ‘mmm,’ and clapping his hands. You enjoyed the party for a couple of more hours, everyone slowly started to leave. Jackson fell asleep in his stroller and you started to clean up, Bucky right beside you helping. After everything was cleaned up, you packed up the car, you were exhausted. Bucky offered to drive and you let him. You both buckled in and he reaches for your hand. “Ready to go home?” He asks.

“yea, I am.”

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The Witch and The Winter Soldier

Part 4

Contains smut. My first time writing smut so please be nice😩

“What if I don’t want you to?”

Bucky grabbed you by the face, pulling you in for more. The kiss was slow and passionate. You continued grinding your hips against his, the sensation making you throb. He reached his hand between you, his thumb finding your clit, rubbing it slowly. You moan out at the feeling, it’s been so long since you felt this. “I want to feel you, all of you.” You tell him, barely getting the words out. Bucky stops his movements, making you disappointed. He carries you up in his arms, your legs wrapping around his waist. He takes you to your room as quickly as he could, but it still felt like a lifetime. All he wanted to do was have his way with you. He lays you on your bed, he walks to the door to close it. You felt like he was moving in slow motion. You stand at the end of your bed, tugging at the hem of his shirt. He took the hint and took his shirt off, throwing it somewhere across the room. Your hand reaches out, gently touching the scarring where his shoulder and metal arm meet. Leaning up, you kiss his scars, you kiss all of him. You get on your knees, unbuckling his belt then his pants. You take your time, just in case he changes his mind. You struggled to pull his pants down. Bucky laughs at you. “Don’t laugh at me, it’s been awhile. You’re making me feel embarrassed.” Your cheeks felt like they were on fire. “I’m sorry, don’t be embarrassed. It’s been awhile for me too.” He say, while taking his pants off. His cock stand straight out, waiting to be touched. You wrap your hand around the base and slowly moving it up and down. You lick his tip, causing Bucky to moan loudly. You wrap your lips around the tip, your tongue dancing around it. Bucky’s hand reaches for the back of your head, pushing you down slowly, making you take more of him in your mouth. You took deep breaths, relaxing yourself so you can get him even deeper. You continued this until Bucky pulled you back by your hair. “Stand up for me.” You do exactly as he says. His hands push the straps of your dress down, causing your dress to fall at your feet. He does the same to your underwear. He motions for you to lay down, you lay in the middle of bed, your heart racing, not knowing what he’s thinking, “Spread your legs for me.”

You hesitate at first, feeling self conscious, but the light was off and the only source of light was from outside because your blinds were open. Bucky laid over you, his mouth attached to your nipple. His actions caused you to moan out, making you arch your back. You wanted this, no.. you needed this, but you needed more. It’s like he read your thoughts because he started kissing down your stomach, then kissing your pussy. Bucky stuck his tongue out, licking your pussy. “Fuck me.” You moan out. No one has ever went down on you before, so this was new to you. His tongue was focused on your clit, flicking up and down, in circle motions. His finger making its way inside you, curving up to hit your sweet spot. Seeing you were soaking wet, he added another finger, all of his motions going faster and faster. Your moans were getting louder and louder your hips thrusting against his tongue. You couldn’t hold it any longer, you were finishing against his tongue. You pull away from Bucky, making him switch spots with you. You straddle over him again, taking his tip and rubbing it against your pussy, practically teasing him. “C’mon baby, don’t tease, I need to feel you.” You ignored him and continued on. He moved your hand, grabbing his cock and shoved himself inside you. You both moan loud, Bucky didn’t know if he would last, your pussy was tight. You slowly rocked your hips back and forth. “Fuck me, baby. Be a good girl and fuck me.” Bucky whispers. You lean forward, around your arm around his neck, while your other arm was holding you up. You start to move your hips up and down, holding Bucky closer. This position makes Bucky hit your sweet spot while his pubic bone rubs against your clit. You weren’t going to last, and neither was Bucky. A couple of more thrust and you were finishing, it was like a trigger to Bucky because you felt his cock throb inside you and he was finishing. His hand found your hips and held you down against his. “Needed to fill you up, can’t let any go to waste.” His words went straight to your pussy, making you want him even more. You both were out of breath, eyes closed soaking up the moment.

The next morning, you woke up severely sore. You were still on top of Bucky, he was still inside of you. That probably wasn’t a good idea. He was still sound asleep, you didn’t want to wake him. You slowly pull yourself off of him, a groan leaving his lips as you do so. “Good morning, what a perfect view to wake up to.” He says. You lay next to him, he pulls you closer to him, laying your head on his chest. “Morning Bucky, how did you sleep?” You ask. “Best sleep I’ve ever gotten in my entire life.” You hear noises in the next room over, Jackson’s up. “Fuck, I need to get Jackson.” You say, rushing up out of bed, but immediately falling back down. Your legs were sore and shakey. “If you want, I can get him for you. So you could, shower or something.” Bucky offers. You were sure if you should take him up on that offer. You pondered on it for a minute not thinking it was a good idea but you did need to shower and clean up. “Um.. okay, yeah sure, he needs his diaper changed and then breakfast, but you can give him his baby snacks and I’ll make breakfast when I’m done.” Bucky gets out of bed, putting his clothes on. He walks over to you, kissing your forehead, before walking out the room.

You tried to be as quickly as possible. After getting dressed you rushed down the stairs, only to see Jackson in his high chair and Bucky talking to him while feeding him his breakfast. “It’s not as good as your mom’s food but it’s just as good… I think.” You laugh. “Are you trying to poison my baby? I don’t know if I’d trust his cooking my love, might be yucky.” You joke. Bucky rolls his eyes. “Kid, listen to Bucky, I warned you before hand that it wouldn’t be as good as your mom’s cooking.” Jackson just kept repeating ‘Ucky’ as you cleaned him up. You cleaned up the kitchen and the mess from last nights dinner while Jackson was playing with his toys. Bucky had went upstairs to shower and get ready for the day. Today was his last day, the thought had made you upset. You weren’t really sure how you felt about him. It had been what, two days? You barely knew him still and he lives in New York. What happened last night was one of the best nights of your life but that didn’t mean you were together. You took Jackson upstairs, your head still full of thoughts, but you needed to focus on the most important thing in your life, which is your son. You had gotten him dressed for the day and you think he’s just the cutest baby in the world. His outfit is adorable. You had created the most perfect baby ever. A knock interrupts your thoughts, you look behind you and see Bucky leaning against the doorway, his bag slung over his shoulder. “What is your kid wearing? He looks like a dork.” He says. You scoff.

“First, my baby does not look like a dork, he looks very handsome. Second, apologize to him right now because that was mean.” Bucky laughs and apologizes to Jackson. “No, I meant apologize to me, I bought him the outfit, I thought it was cute.” You carry Jackson in your arms and walk Bucky downstairs. “So…” You aren’t sure what to say. You didn’t want things to be awkward, but that’s exactly what you’re doing. “I’ll see you next week, at the kids birthday party. I was also thinking while I’m here, we could go out, like together. By ourselves? You know like dinner or the movies, or dinner and a movie..” Bucky says nervously. “Are you trying to ask me on a date?” You ask, feeling kind of shocked. “Yes I am, but I’m not doing a very good job at it, am I?” You shake your head ‘no’ and laugh. “Would you like to go out with me next weekend?”

“I’d love to go out with you Bucky. Now go, Sam’s probably waiting for you.” You tell him. He gives you and Jackson a hug, kissing your forehead before he leaves. You close the door behind him, still in disbelief.

“Momma’s got a date!”

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The Witch and The Winter Soldier

Part 3

Your day went by like normal. Running errands, taking care of the baby. You still hadn’t heard from Bucky or Sam so you decided you were going to pay them a visit. You texted Sarah if she knew where they were and she replied with, ‘At the docks, bring the baby, I miss him.’ You laugh at her message. You had stopped at home to drop off the stuff you had bought before driving to the docks. When you arrived, you walked with Jackson beside you, holding his hand. Sarah spotted you immediately, she immediately went to Jackson and sighed with relief. “Jackson and I are going for a walk. I need a break from those two, they bicker none stop.” She says. “Oh tell me about it, it’s truly so annoying.” You tell her, you hand Jackson off and watch them go inside the shop. You probably should’ve changed your outfit before you came by. The wind had started to pick up, causing the skirt of your dress to ride up. When you reached the boat, you could immediately hear Sam and Bucky bickering from inside. You rolled your eyes. You stepped down into the boat, walking in and seeing them talking. “You know, you guys bicker a lot. I think you need a break from each other. You’ve been around each other for too long now.” Bucky rolls his eyes at your comment and Sam laughs. “Oh trust me, if I could get away from him, I would.” Sam responds.

“How’s your day going?” You ask. Bucky’s gives a short answering telling you his day was fine while Sam explains how he’s been stressed between what to do about the shield, John Walker, and the boat. “Sam… I heard you talking to Bucky yesterday and I appreciate that you would even consider me to help, especially with my red ledger, I just think it’s best if I sit this one out. I have Jackson now, and if something happens he’ll have no one. I’m all he has and I just don’t think I can do it, I’m sorry.” Sam stays quiet, shaking his head before pulling you into a hug. “Don’t apologize, I never put that into consideration. Jackson needs his mom right now and you shouldn’t have to fight someone else’s fight.” Your heart warms at his response. You were worried that he’d be upset, but you know Sam. He’s the most understanding person you know. “Anyway, if everything goes to plan for you, Jackson’s first birthday is next week. I’m throwing the party here, I invited everyone. If you have time, please come. I’d love to have you here, you too Bucky.”

“Of course. I’ll do what I can, I’m not sure about Robo-cop over here but I’ll definitely try to make it. I’m gonna go see where Sarah went, be right back.” He leaves you alone with Bucky. “You more quiet than usual.” You say. “I don’t have much a have to say.” He responds back. “I have a feeling you don’t like me. I’m not sure why, I’ve been nothing but nice to you. I went to prison for you, let you stay at my house, I even helped you sleep last night. What did I do wrong?” You confess to him. Your feelings were hurt. He talked perfectly fine with everyone else, but was so cold towards you. You pulled the skirt of your dress up, not caring that you’re practically exposing yourself to him right now, to show him the deep and long scar against your ribs. “You probably don’t remember this, but you did this to me. I was hired for a mission, to take someone out, but they weren’t sure this person was real. They heard talks, stories of a ghost, called The Winter Soldier. We fought, you almost killed me, and yet here I am now trying to understand why you hate me.” You pulled your dress day waiting for Bucky to respond. He wasn’t saying anything, just staring at the ground. You scoff and turn to walk away. “I don’t hate you,” you stop in tracks, “I’m… jealous. It’s stupid really, I guess I’m just jealous that you got this second chance at redemption so quickly. That people know about your past but don’t judge you for it because of the good you did to show that you weren’t that person anymore. That people aren’t scared of you, and that you don’t have nightmares of the people you hurt.” He confessed to you. You didn’t know what to do- didn’t know what to say. All you could do was pull him in a hug. You were surprised when he wrapped his arms around you, his hands resting on your lower back. You stayed there what seemed like forever before you pulled back, holding his hands. “Bucky, I am not perfect. Not everyone thinks I’m this perfect saint, which I’m not. Just today some lady made a comment about how I’m a murderer and that my son is a bastard. It took everything in me not to snap her neck. I get nightmares all the time, but I can’t do anything about it. I worry all the time that someone from my past is going to find me and try to hurt Jackson to get at me.” Bucky shakes his head at everything you say. “That’s horrible, she shouldn’t have said that. Do you know who that woman was, I want to have a talk with her because she’s wrong. You aren’t a murderer, you were controlled by the Red Room for most of your life, you were a child. Jackson is not a bastard either, something horrible happened to you but something good came out of it. You are an amazing mom.” His words go straight to your head, causing your stomach to flutter. “I could say the same thing about you, I mean except the part about you being an amazing mother.” You saying that made him laugh. “Are you coming back home tonight?” You ask him. He nods, you pull your hands away when you hear Sam calling out for your guys. You check the time on your phone and notice it’s getting closer to dinner time.

Sam offers you a hand out of the boat. Bucky behind you watching. As soon as Jackson sees you, he immediately reaches for you saying “mama.” Sarah asks if she can take a picture of you and Sam with the baby because they haven’t gotten a picture together. After the picture, you say your goodbyes, Bucky letting you know he’ll meet up with you later.

After you arrived home, you decided you were going to make sheet pan nachos. In the middle of you cooking, Bucky was walking through the front door. Well I’m glad he feels so at home that he could just walk in without knocking. He asks if you need any help, you tell him no that you were almost done and that he could just wait in the living room. Thankfully, you had fed Jackson already and he was watching Toy Story 2 on the Tv. After assembling the nachos, you put them in the oven for 20 minutes just to let the cheese melt, you were going to put Jackson to bed early. You walked into the living room only to find Bucky and Jackson sitting on the couch together watching Tv. Now you know that you left Jackson on the floor because it wasn’t safe for him to be up on the couch by himself. You enjoy the moment for a little longer before interrupting. “Sorry to interrupt but it’s bed time. Say goodnight to Bucky.” You pick the baby up and start waving towards Bucky. “Say goodnight Bucky, see you tomorrow.” Jackson tried his best to say Bucky, but what was coming out was ‘Ucky.’

You settled the baby in his room and quietly made your way downstairs. Just in time, the oven timer went off. You put the topping on the nachos. Bucky sat at the kitchen table waiting patiently. “I was thinking that maybe we could eat in the living room and watch a movie?” You told Bucky. “Sure, why not. Let me help.” He grabs the pan from the stove, using his metal arm. You place a kitchen towel and lay in on the coffee table so the pan doesn’t burn the table. You turned off the lights, and put on the Conjuring. Bucky sat on the floor while you went back to the kitchen, grabbing him a beer and you a vodka cranberry you made earlier. You both eat and Bucky makes fun of you for getting scared. Telling you that the paranormal isn’t real, just a hoax. You argued back saying that they were real, that if aliens, witches, and wizards existed, then ghost and demons were real too. Bucky and you started talking throughout the movie, getting to know each other more. “You know Steve used to be a scrawny boy. He actually used to put newspapers in his shoes to make himself taller.” You laugh, thinking how the Steve you know-knew, was the complete opposite. You couldn’t tell if it was the drink you had, or if it was the soft glow of the tv, but man did you want to kiss Bucky. You leaned in slowly, not sure if this was a good idea, but he wasn’t pulling back. When your lips felt Bucky’s, there was butterflies in your stomach. The kiss started off slow and soft. Bucky’s hand met your thigh, giving it soft squeezes. You pulled back and sat up, you straddle over him, still putting distance between you two. “Is this okay?” You ask. His hands find your hips, pulling you closer to him. “It’s more than okay.” He says before his lips meet yours again. This time the kiss is more passionate, a little rough even. You slowly rock your hips to meet his, a soft groan leaves his lips as you continue to do it. His hands rubbing your body, not knowing where to put them. You play with his hair, pulling his hair gently, causing his head to tilt back. You take this opportunity to start kissing down his jaw, then his neck. Biting and sucking softly.

“We should stop.” Bucky moans out. You don’t want to pressure him into anything he’s not uncomfortable with so you pull back immediately. “I’m sorry, i don’t want to make you uncomfortable, we can if you want to.” You tell him, panic slowly rising in your chest. Your heart is beating so fast. “You aren’t, trust me, god but if we keep going I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop.” He confesses.

“What if I don’t want you to.”

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The Witch and The Winter Soldier

Part two

Sam had finally stopped by to drop off the groceries and Bucky’s bag. He didn’t stay long. While you gave him the money for groceries, which he did not want to take so it was a constant argument back in forth, he also asked if he could leave captains shield… sorry Sam’s shield at your house. He didn’t want his nephews to play with it. But seeing as his nephews will be over in the morning, they’ll probably play with it either way. Bucky had been keeping Jackson company while you made dinner. By “keeping him company”, he was letting him walk around the living room, playing with his toys, while Bucky watched tv.

“Dinners ready, come eat!” You yell from the kitchen. Bucky walks in, Jackson trailing behind him. You strip Jackson out of his clothes and put him in his high chair. “I made pasta. I hope you like it.” You tell Bucky. His plate was already made, waiting for him on the table. You had made a creamy lemon pasta with breaded chicken. You cut up the noodles for Jackson so they’re safe for him to eat. While he’s settled you pull his high chair closer to your seat. You sit across from Bucky at the table. You notice he still isn’t eating. “Is everything okay? I can make you something else if you don’t like it.” You tell him. He shakes his head. “I’m waiting for you to eat as well.” He says. You both start to eat, the only noise coming from Jackson saying Mama. Bucky finishes before you and you make him a second plate. “So… how is it?” You ask as you finish your food. Jackson mumbles good making Bucky say, “Yea, what he said.” That made your heart smile. You grabbed both plates and went to wash them, not before Bucky stopped you. “No, let me do it.” You shook your head. “Absolutely not. You’re my guest, I’m not gonna make you clean up.” He protested by grabbing the plate and sponge from you. “Go wash the kid up while I do this. He needs it bad.” You look over at the baby, pasta sauce all over his face, hair, and his hands. “Oh my love, you made a mess I see.”

You take Jackson to give him a bath. He splashes around in the water, a cough erupts from behind you. “Thank you for the food. It was delicious. Anything I need to do before I go to bed?” Bucky asks. “No, thank you though. If you need anything just let me know, come knock on my door. If you were Jackson crying, don’t mind it during the night, I apologize if it wakes you at all.” He nods and stares past you, looking at the baby. “Night kid, you too y/n.”

After Jackson’s bath, you lather him up in lotion. Put him in fresh pjs and make him a bottle. You rock him for a bit before settling him in the crib. You turn on his white noise machine, turning the light off and closing the door. You’re exhausted at this point. You quickly get yourself ready for bed. As soon as your head hits the pillow, you knock out. But it wasn’t long until you heard Jackson crying. You look at the time, it reads 1am. You go to Jackson’s room, changing his diaper, and rocking him back to sleep. You go to the kitchen to fill up your water bottle. As you’re standing by the fridge filling up your cup, the floor board creeks. You immediately turn around, using your powers to throw a knife at whatever was behind you.

You gasp, forgetting that Bucky was here.

“Bucky! I’m so sorry. I forgot you were here. Are you okay?” You ask. Bucky goes to put the knife back. “I’m okay, just came to get water.” He says. You notice light radiating from the living room. You walk past him to see he’s been laying on the couch, watching tv. Using a throw pillow and blanket for comfort. You sigh and turn around. “Bucky…” you whisper. “Why are you sleeping on the couch? You have a bed in the guest room.”

“i know, I just couldn’t get comfortable. Plus, I couldn’t sleep so I came down here.” He whispers. You look back to see what he was using as comfort. “Can I at least help you get comfortable? I know that pillow is not comfy at all, and that blanket doesn’t keep you warm.” You don’t wait for a response before quietly walking up the stairs to your room. Grabbing him your best pillows, and the thick blanket from the guest bedroom. When you make it back downstairs, you motion Bucky to follow you. You lay the blanket against the couch, almost as if it was a cover. You fluff the pillow up, setting it down then telling Bucky to lay down. Once he does, you take the blanket that’s laid up against the back of the couch and laying it on top of him. Slightly tucking him in like a burrito. “How does that feel?” You ask. He shift to turn on his side so he can face the tv. “I feel like you’re treating me like a child.” He says, you laugh at his response. You crouch down so you’re face to face. “I am not treating you like a child Mr. Barnes. I’m treating you like a friend. Now, if you don’t feel comfortable with this then tell me to stop. But this usually helps Jackson fall asleep.” You sit on the floor in front of him and slowly bring your hand up to his hair. You light trace your fingers in his hair, then bring them forward to trace his nose and his cheeks. Repeating it over and over. He doesn’t say to stop, instead he closes his eyes and relaxes in the moment. It didn’t take long before he fell asleep. You continue on for a few more minutes, just to be safe, before you go back upstairs. You check on Jackson one last time before going to sleep.

Your alarm goes off early. Sarah will be here soon to drop off the boys. You check on Jackson and see he’s still sleeping. You brush your teeth before going downstairs to start on dinner. You make banana pancakes with bacon and sausage, also a side of hash browns. Sarah texts you to let you know that she’s here. You meet her outside. “Hey guys. Breakfast is ready in the kitchen. My friend is still sleeping, he had a rough night so just try not to wake him okay?” I tell the boys, they both nod in response, before heading inside. “Thank you for taking them again. I just have a lot going on right now…” Sarah says. “You don’t have to explain anything to me. I’m happy to help and Sarah if you need help with anything.. I’d be more than happy to help. You have been nothing but helpful and kind, the least I could do is help out.” You say. “No, I can’t. I appreciate it though. I really do. But this is something I have to figure out by myself.” You nod to her response before giving you a hug and saying your goodbyes. When you walk back inside, you see the boys playing with the shield. Caught red handed, they drop the shield and run into the kitchen to finish their breakfast. “Morning.” You hear Bucky say, his morning voice raspy. You crouch down in front of him, “how did you sleep?” You ask. He stretches before sitting up. “Honestly, the best sleep I’ve had in forever.” You smile. “Good, I made breakfast. Go eat up. Boys, dishes in the sink! Time to leave, carpool is here.” Scrambling could be heard from the kitchen before the boys are racing out the door. Seconds later, Jackson’s crying, calling out for you. You rush up the stairs and find him standing in his crib. “My love! I missed you. Are you ready to have such a good day?” You get him ready for the day then feed him his breakfast. Bucky being the best guest, cleaned up breakfast even though he didn’t have to. He goes to the guest room to get ready for the day. You bring the baby to the living room to watch Toy Story. Bucky comes back down wearing his own clothes. “Hey, I know I asked you to do a lot yesterday but can you do me one last favor before you go meet up with Sam.” You ask. Bucky groans before asking, “what do you need?” You clear my throat, scared to ask. “Do you think you could watch Jackson while I shower? I’ll be quick, I promise.” All he does is nod.

You take a quick shower, then lather yourself in oil and lotion. You were looking for a dress to wear before your door bust open. "Bucky oh my god!" You scream, covering your breast and turning around. Your face is beat red. So embarrassed that you’re only in your underwear right now. You grab the first dress you see in the closet and slip it on. Once decent you turn around and notice Bucky still staring. “Can I help you?” You ask. He clears his throat and looks everywhere else but your eyes. “Yea, just wanted to let you know I’m going to meet Sam now.” You nod to his response, you look around him to see that Jackson is standing right behind him. “Okay, well have fun and be safe.” You tell him. He steps around the baby, rushing down the stairs and grabbing his bag in the process. Jackson on the other hand runs after Bucky, you quickly rush after him to make sure he doesn’t run down the stairs. As soon as Bucky’s gone, Jackson starts bawling his eyes out. “It’s okay my love, mommas here.”

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The Witch and The Winter Soldier

Part 1

You were walking by the docks, going to visit Sarah while she was working on her parent’s boat. You had just dropped her boys off at school and had time to kill before you had errands to run. You were pushing Jackson in his stroller, listening to him babble on while he was munching on his little hands.

“Hey you,” you called out. Sarah immediately turned around seeing who it was. A smile rose on her face when she realized it was you. She wiped her hands on her clothing and stepped out of the boat. “Hey! I’m sorry I missed you this morning. How were the boys? I hope they were okay.” She leaned in to give you a hug and bent down, saying her hi’s to Jackson.

“Don’t worry about it, they were angels and actually, they wanted me to tell you that they wanted burgers so dinner.” You tell her with a slight laugh. She shook her head.

“You’ll never believe who came to visit,” you look at her with confusion before she calls out, “Sam, come out. Look who stopped by, like she does every morning!” Sam emerged from out of the boat. He ran and pulled you into a hug. “Well well well, if it isn’t little miss witch!” He yells. He pulls back, looks you over up and down, before pulling you back into a hug. Giving you the tightest hug.

"Sam! holy shit, its been a minute. How are you? Hows Steve? Is he with you?" you ask. He hold on you loosens and he pulls back, sadness written on his face. You start to worry, "What? Whats wrong? Did something happen?"

"Nobody told you? You have you not watched the news lately?" he asks you. You shake your head no. "No, I haven't. I've been preoccupied lately," you tell him as you’re pushing the stroller back and forth, keeping the baby calm. Sam looks down to the stroller, peeking at the baby. “You babysit now?” He asks.

“No actually, this is my son.” You tell him. A noise catches your attention. You look over at the boat and see Bucky. He’s leaning against the boat watching the conversation being held between You and Sam. You walk over and offer him a hand out. He takes it generously and you pull him into a hug. “Hey Bucky.” He gives you an awkward hug back, patting your back like he doesn’t know what to do. “You know I went to prison for you, the least you could do is give me a decent hug back.” You jokingly tell him, causing him to roll his eyes. Sam grabs your shoulder to turn you to him. “Seems like there’s a lot of catching up to do.”

You invite Sam and Bucky back to your place. You and Sam both catch each other up on everything thats happened. Bucky minding his business, watching us talk. Sam immediately starts apologizing for not knowing, for not being there for you. You tell him it’s okay because only Steve knew, but assumed he would’ve told him. He starts telling you how Steve went back for Peggy. You cry because he didn’t say goodbye. “I’m so sorry, I didn’t even offer you guys anything. Can I get you anything to drink? Anything to eat?” You ask.

“Well if you’re offering, I am kinda hungry.” Sam says. You immediately get up and watch to the fridge. You didn’t have much because you were supposed to go to the store. Thankfully, you had stuff to make sandwiches. You start to make lunch for Sam and Bucky. You place the sandwiches on the table for them with sides of chips. “Oh no, I’m okay.” Bucky says. Slightly pushing the plate away. You use your powers to push it back. “Eat, now.” You tell him. That’s when Jackson starts to get fussy. It’s his nap time. You make him and bottle, then hold him in your arms while you feed him. Slowly rocking him back and forth, he falls asleep in seconds.

“I’m going to set him down, I’ll be back.” You tell the boys. You walk to Jackson’s room and rock him a few more times before giving him a kiss on his head. You set him down and go to turn on the baby camera. You quietly walk out of the room, trying not to disturb him, when you hear Sam and Bucky talking. “We can’t ask her to help us. She’s got a baby.” You hear Bucky tell Sam. “It doesn’t hurt to ask. We could ask my sister to watch her baby.” Sam says. You walk back into the kitchen pretending you didn’t hear anything. “You know what,” Sam starts before looking at the time, “I have to go to the bank with Sarah.” He says before standing up from the chair. Bucky does the same. “Oh okay, Bucky if you want you could stay while he goes.” You offer. He looks between you and Sam, not knowing what to do. Sam pats Bucky on the shoulder, “That’s a great idea, I need space away from him.” You say your goodbyes to Sam, which leaves you alone with Bucky. You both stand in silence.

“I’m sure you don’t have any place to stay, you’re more than welcomed to stay here for however long you like.” You tell him. He nods and goes to sit on the couch. You immediately rush over and start cleaning up all the baby toys. “I’m sorry about the mess. Didn’t know I was going to have company.” You apologize.

“It’s fine, I understand. Don’t let Sam try to convince you to help us. Stay here with your kid. This is our fight not yours.” He says. “I wouldn’t want you to leave your kid alone with someone while you’re busy fighting someone else’s fight. It’s not right. Don’t try and act like you don’t know what I’m talking about either, I heard you listening to us.”

“Thank you for understanding, and I don’t mean to sound rude but I wouldn’t have helped. Jackson is all I have… I’m all his has. I can’t jeopardize that. If the circumstances were different, I’m be happy to help but I just can’t.” You tell him. You sit on the opposite side of the couch. You both sit in silence for a while. There’s still so many things for you to do today. You were going to try and fix the leaky sink. You had watched YouTube videos but still weren’t sure exactly what to do, before a thought pops in your head. “Any chance you know how to fix a sink?”

You were grateful Bucky helped you with the sink. You asked if he could also fix other things around the house, thankfully he had no problem doing it. At some point, Jackson had woken up. You changed him, fed him, and set him on the floor to play with his toys. His first birthday was so soon and you had already started planning his party. While working on the details for said party, Bucky walked back into the living room, finished with the work I put him to. “Do you mind if I shower?” He asks. You shake your head no. You grab Jackson off the floor, carrying him into your arms. You walk upstairs to the guest room. You show Bucky where the clean towels are, grab him soap and leave him be. You go back downstairs and text Sam if he can run to the grocery store for you and he immediately texts back yes, saying he’ll drop them off along with Bucky bag. You send him your list when the sound of the stairs creaking catch your attention. You look up to see Bucky in nothing but a towel. You can’t help but stare, the towel hanging low around his hips, water dripping down his hair and chest. He coughs making you jump back to reality. “Any chance you have a spare of clothes that will fit me? I didn’t think I’d be staying here and left my bag with Sam.” He says. “You know what, I actually do. Steve left clothes here once when he came to visit, I have the, here somewhere. Let me go look.” You tell him. You hand Jackson off to Bucky, he’s holding him at arms length. “Oh, I don’t think this is a good idea.” Bucky tells you, panic in his voice. “You’ll be fine. I’ll be quick.” You run upstairs to your room, searching for Steve’s clothes you had in your dresser. You grab the shirt and sweats before running back downstairs. Only to find Bucky still holding your baby at arms length. You switch the clothes in your arm for the baby. “See? That wasn’t that bad.” You laugh. Bucky shakes his head before returning upstairs to change his clothes.

“Baby, did that crazy man keep you company.” You ask Jackson. “Hey, I heard that!” Bucky yells from upstairs. You laugh before settling on the couch waiting for Sam to return.

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The Witch and The Winter Soldier: prologue

Trigger warning: talks of rape and abuse.

This is a new story I’m starting about Bucky! Tell me if it’s even worth pursuing!

You were a friend of Natasha's, although she was older, you guys grew up together in the Red Room. You guys lost touch after you both escaped. You had escaped right before your graduation ceremony, Natasha told you what would happen and to leave before it was your turn, so you did. After years of abuse and torture, you wanted revenge on Dreykov, so when you heard talks of an experiment on humans for special abilities in Sokovia, you jumped at the opportunity. Things didn’t go according to plan. Only three people survived the experiment, you and the twins. Wanda and you both have the same abilities while her brother was a speedster. Eventually, the Avengers busted Hydra and that’s where you reunited with Natasha. At first you didn’t know if you could trust her, but she and The Avengers were able to help you with controlling your powers. You didn’t know if you wanted to be apart of The Avenegers, but when The Accords were set in place, you knew you didn’t want to be the villain anymore so you signed them. But when Steve needed help in Germany, you waisted no time in going to help him, even if that meant going against Natasha. That’s where you met Bucky for the first time.

Much wasn’t said because you were getting ready for a fight. But when things went to shit and you got arrested, you promised to retire unless the world was ending. Steve helped Wanda, Sam, and you to escape. You needed a place to lay low. Sam offered you to stay with his sister in Louisiana. After a while, Tony found you, bought you a house down there and gave you enough money to be “comfortable.” He has visited a couple of times, checking to make sure you were okay and still in control of your powers. He had given you handcuffs that helped dampen your powers if you ever felt like you couldn’t control yourself. Then, he stopped visiting. You had met a boy while staying there, his name is Nick.

You trusted Nick with your life, you even thought he was the love of your life. Told him how you grew up, the person you were raised to be. An assassin. He loved every flaw, but then things started to change. When Steve had called saying that he needed you in New York and that there was an attack of the city, Nick got mad. Accusing you that what was on the news wasn’t real, you were leaving him to go see another man. You promised him it wasn’t like that, YOU weren’t like that. So you left to New York then to Wakanda to help save the world. The Avengers lost this war. In ways you couldn’t describe. Everyone started to disappear. The only thought on your mind was Nick. When you could, you rushed back home to Louisiana to find him. You were so happy to see he was still there, that he didn’t disappear. For the next fiver years, your life was torture. Nick beat you endlessly and made it seem like everything was your fault. Then he would be apologizing saying he loved you and to forgive him. You probably wondering why I didn’t defend myself, you’re damn well sure you could’ve taken him down. But I couldn’t. Everyone you had loved disappeared, sure you could’ve went and seen Steve and Natasha but they were in New York, and my home was Louisiana. He was all you had and you thought this is what you deserved for your past. Then you got another call from Steve. Saying we could fix everything, bring everyone back. That was Nick's breaking point. We tried to force me to stay, not to leave him. That you didn’t need to help bring everyone back because all you needed was him. He was so rough, beating you and holding you down. That’s when he found the handcuffs Tony had made you. He used them on you so you wouldn’t fight back, then he raped you. You laid still on the bed after he was done, finding a pin to help get you out of these cuffs. When you broke free, you packed a bag and escaped. The Avengers brought everyone back but at what cost? You lost Natasha, another war was fought, Tony died.

After Tony’s funeral, you talked to Steve and told him what had happened. He helped you put him away, told you he was proud of you. Weeks had passed when you noticed you weren’t feeling good. Constantly feeling tired and nauseous. You could eat but everything just came right back up. That’s when you found out you were pregnant. Sam's sister helped you with everything. Even offered to stay at your house when the baby arrived. You have a beautiful baby boy. He’s your pride and joy. As a thanks to Sarah for helping you out with Jackson, you offered to babysit her boys while she was at work. Then Sam and Bucky came to town.

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