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biting the bullet finally, love will be moving back to the multi. for the most part you can find me on @cami1a

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hello babes i haven't been here and may shuffle love back to the multi ( tbd because i like having her on a solo blog but my muse has just been fickle ), but if you want to find me elsewhere feel free to follow @cami1a (djats) or @razshaya (grishaverse)

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because i think the crowd i have here would enjoy her, when i'm not on love i'll likely be on my camila dunne from djats @cami1a

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VICTORIA PEDRETTI as LOVE QUINN YOU — 4x09: “She’s Not There” (2023)

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@greenelight ❝ you all right? you look sick. ❞  

my brother had taken a red eye to seattle.   an otherwise innocent trip if not for the spontaneity of it.    it wasn’t entirely unlike forty to up and leave as his inspiration struck,   but usually he told me before he boarded.   instead,   i had woken up to an emoji riddled text detailing when he’d be back the next day.   lucy and sunshine had spent the better part of the morning reminding me that my sibling is a grown man,   that he can take care of himself.   but they don’t know him like i do.    they don’t know how fragile his stability can be and how little it takes to push him over the edge.   they forbade me from buying my own flight to follow him.    it’s only a day,   lovey,    gabe had reminded me.   gabe,   with his ever-present rational and velvety smooth voice,   was my rock.   he had clutched my hand and promised me that no one would stand in my way if forty didn’t come back in 24 hours.    i gave in.    kind of.

with every buzz of my phone,   i hurriedly unlocked the screen in hopes of an update.   sure,   i couldn’t follow forty,    i’m a woman of my word.    but it wasn’t hard to hire people who could.    i slammed my phone down a little too hard in disappointment when the notification had only been a daily affirmation.    any louder and i might have missed mason’s concern.    ❝   what ?   oh   —    ❞   i exhaled loudly and it felt like the weight of the world tied me down.   my legs felt leaden and my spine a coiled spring.    ❝   it’s forty.    he left for seattle last night without telling me.   and i just,   you know,   i worry for him.    ❞   looked at mason and prayed that i didn’t sound insane.    that I didn’t come off as the overbearing sibling who doesn’t know how to loosen her leash.    ❝   do you happen to know if there’s any film festival there today ?   or a director visiting or something ?   forty didn’t really explain himself and I can’t get a hold of him.    ❞ one day, my brother would drive me to insanity.

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the absolute best episode they had in season 4 was the marienne episode, hands down.

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@hauntingcurse ❝ everybody wants me…until they have me. ❞

it’s so frightening to see yourself in a stranger's eyes.   terrifying to think that you don’t know anything about the darkest parts of their soul,   but they stand before you,   a reflection of yourself,   and you can’t shake the feeling that you want to help them.   she’s like that,   this girl.    the girl with hair the colour of straw left out in the sun a little too long and a fashion sense that gave every “quirky” angeleno a run for their money.    i see myself in her.    empathy stirs painfully in my chest and i prop my elbows up on the bakery counter.    ❝   it’s like a game,    ❞   i start.    ❝   and when people win they don’t know what to do with their shiny new trophy except leave it on a shelf to collect dust.   ❞    i think of my husband and my anger flares.    with a slow inhale i untie the teal apron and round the corner to join her on the other side.    i lead us to a small,   round table and settle myself down on the cold seat of an untouched chair.

❝    what did you say your name was again ?    ishtar ?    ❞   i ask as if I’ve forgotten but my memory is sharper than ever.   but people like to believe that they were an exception,   as if i forget all names but theirs.   so i let her feel a little special,   god knows she needs it.    the girl who had strolled into my store during opening hour had been the high sun at noon but the pools of sorrow in her stare were deep enough to drown in.    i know what it feels like to put on a mask,   to be someone you’re not because no one is willing to face the reality of what you are.   i understand you,   ishtar.    ❝    ishtar,   you seem like a girl everyone wants.    beautiful,   charismatic,   a little off    —   and i mean that in the best way possible.   ❞    i flash her a smile,   a toothy one from ear to ear.   i try my best to keep my expression gentle but i feel the clench of my jaw and how it weaves ire into my grin as i pass forward my advice.   ❝   but you need to know,   not everyone deserves you.    ❞    the darkness that flashed across my face vanishes in a matter of seconds and i lean across the table with a pinky out.   ❝   i want you to promise me.    promise me you won’t give a piece of yourself to just anyone.   ❞

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not me seeing “he’s so fine tho 😩” replies under a tweet that said they finally made Joe scary

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you (season 4) starters

part i.

❝ love tests us. i’ve been tested more than most. ❞ ❝ love chooses us. the only thing we can control is what we do, how far we go. ❞ ❝ you know, i think i…i think i understand you. ❞ ❝ it’s not redemption if it’s for selfish reasons. ❞ ❝ look, trust is earned. ❞ ❝ it’s times like this i can’t help but wonder, where did i go wrong? ❞ ❝ you like it. how it feels. to kill. ❞ ❝ so when are you letting me show you the real city? ❞ ❝ i can see you’re trying to remain noble while you hide your true motives. ❞ ❝ all i can say is never again. no love. no people. just books. ❞ ❝ you don’t know who i am or what i want. ❞ ❝ the best way to stay out of people’s business is to know what that business is. ❞ ❝ i can say something…romantic if you like. ❞ ❝ your past can’t be worse than mine.❞ ❝ i have too many friends. come back when one is dead. ❞ ❝ don’t kiss me. we might fall in love. ❞ ❝ i don’t let people in. it simply isn’t worth it.❞ ❝ you all right? you look sick. ❞   ❝ what i find dodgy about you, mate, is absolutely fucking everything. ❞ ❝ you following me like a puppy? ❞ ❝ did you kill someone? i can always tell. ❞ ❝ i ran away from all this. i never wanted to touch a bloody knife again. ❞ ❝ you act like…you’re just a good man who did a bad thing. ❞ ❝ what i’d like is to…is to be done, you know? ❞ ❝ we all wear different masks, depending. and of course, parts of us we can’t bear to show to anyone. ❞ ❝ heartbreak is always the catalyst for a new path. ❞ ❝ i have no desire to hear what you say, and i don’t know why you’ve come. ❞ ❝ you’re not who i figured you for. ❞ ❝ if i had done these things, it could only have been because i had no other options. ❞ ❝ are you ignoring me? you’re hurting my feelings. ❞ ❝ have a lovely afternoon. or don’t. ❞ ❝ it continues to be none of your business.❞ ❝ my guess is that you’ve truly had a hellish life. ❞ ❝ eventually, i will get a smile out of you. ❞ ❝ are you telling me i need a man? a big, strong man to protect me?❞ ❝ who would i be to judge you?❞ ❝ everybody wants me…until they have me. ❞ ❝ i think we’ve somehow gotten off on the wrong foot. sorry. ❞ ❝ whatever it is you think you want to say, don’t.❞ ❝ i just want to make my own way. i just want to be a person and not even a great one, just decent.❞ ❝ you do have a good heart. and it tortures you.❞ ❝ what do you say we grab us a real drink? ❞ ❝ redemption is possible, as long as they commit to never running from themselves. ❞ ❝ not only do i not care if you think i’m a bitch, i hugely prefer it. ❞ ❝ i wish you an end to suffering and the roots of suffering. ❞ ❝ do you have something to hide? ❞ ❝ i love you. i don’t want to lose you ever.❞ ❝ i just want to make my own way. i just want to be a person and not even a great one, just decent.❞ ❝ what…? what is that look? ❞ ❝ don’t be a prude. you can touch me. ❞ ❝ there you are. i was wondering when you’d find me.❞ ❝ you don’t know me as well as you think. ❞ ❝ i can’t afford distractions. not now. ❞ ❝ you don’t want to know the real me.❞ ❝ i’ve always admired a man like you who…doesn’t care how he presents. ❞ ❝ it’s time we got to know each other. ❞ ❝ i like a secret. secrets make you feel like you’re living your life. ❞ ❝ historically, you are the family fuck-up. ❞ ❝ doing any real good is predicated on having real power.❞ ❝ i love your stubbornness, luckily for you. and your good heart.❞ ❝ my way is the only way and you know it.❞ ❝ your past doesn’t scare me.❞ ❝ all that matters is that you’re all right.❞ ❝ things took a turn since i saw you last.❞

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happy international women’s day

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this move was so insanely over due wow

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QUISMET   ---   PREV.   LOVEDQUINN   (   est.   2020   )   is   a   heavily   headcanon   based   portrayal   of   antagonist   love   quinn   from   the   netflix   show   YOU.   sensitive   topics   will   be   discussed   on   this   blog,   so   please   be   aware   of   that   before   following.   this   blog   will   discuss   topics   pertaining   to   white   and   rich   privilege   extensively,   death   and   psychosis,   delusions   and   perfection,   and   morality.   i   will   emphasize   this   over   and   over   again,   i   do   not   romanticize   joe   nor   love   in   any   way   shape   or   form.   neither   deserve   redemption   arcs,   both   are   terrible   people,   and   my   interest   in   love   comes   from   her   complexity   as   a   character.   this   blog   is   written   in   first   person   and   therefore   love   is   an   unreliable   narrator.

CARRD .        PROMO .

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