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is anwen going to have to be the one ordering and interacting with the cashier o_o while shes this nervous o_o

your gay thoughts are HORRIBLY INTERRUPTED by the crackle of the restaurant employee through the shitty little speaker they use in the drive-thru. you freeze. you're nervous as all hell.

HOWEVER.

due to your actions thus far, you have a single point of EGO. any less, and ordering food would be impossible. any more? it'd be easy. right now, though? it's in the sweet spot where you have to win a MINIGAME.

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YURI BEAM

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050

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egg emiya shirou...

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April 2025

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What kind of fem Whitney do you prefer?

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IT FUCKIN YURI DAAAAAAAAAAAY

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more like. heh. hah. haha. ehehhahhHa ha. AHAHa HA ha. more like. *snicker* more like -PREG BALLIN'. or b-preg for short

(pregabalin)

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,,

anyway i hope they do end up to fucking again someday… that’d be nice… sex is nice… i miss it :(

i miss getting spanked too. ueh… :( it’s been several years since the last time they were up to it… which is sad! :(

none of this would be as much of a problem were it not for the fuckig n. demisexuality .

(i know there’s nonsexual bdsm but The Spanking Is Sexual. To Me. can’t change that.)

please …

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have you tried pregabalin

i haven’t! i’ve been on gabapentin for about a year or so now and i’m on a pretty low dose, so i think playing with the dosage of it might be a good call before trying out a different or additional similar medication? but i’ll keep it in mind for the future!

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partner got trigger point injections yesterday and today they are in a Lot less pain… i’m happy for them!

but there’re two little gremlin parts of my brain that’re like.

oh my god i hope this means they’ll be more up to sex and/or bdsm again. oh my god. please…

ENVY… i wish my pain was easier to deal with…

i gotta follow up with the back specialists. augh. i keep forgetting and it’s been more than a year now. :(

also i should talk to my doctor about maybe upping my dose of gabapentin…?

but yeah. gremlin 1 makes me feel terrible and self-absorbed but i’m beating that impulse back with a hefty broom. or trying, at least. but it’s hard.

gremlin 2… also makes me feel kind of bad, but weirdly i feel less bad about it. probably because being glad for them can easily coexist with being kind of envious that my issues are not as easily fixable?

i mean, i wish i wasn’t envious, but it’s fine.

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someday i wanna voice chat with the oomfies…

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won’t you please adopt a starving siscon today

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anyway. transphobes. die by my hand.

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like. it’s not erasing women and ~the pain of women~ to use a more inclusive term when referring to those who can become or currently are pregnant. all it does is include trans people. such as myself. who aren’t women. but hypothetically have the ability to become pregnant.

in other words: you’re being a reductive and transphobic piece of shit! shut up! forever!

wowowowowow. just encountered some of the most vile reddit comments i’ve seen in a hot fucking minute.

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wowowowowow. just encountered some of the most vile reddit comments i’ve seen in a hot fucking minute.

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good morning gamers, important question