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31 and waiting to die.

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still miss my ex. way too much. still heartbroken, still devastated. i don't know what else to say. its been on my mind very much lately. it hurts. i hate it. i miss him. i miss him. i miss him. i miss him.

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snowy morning at my desk, my favorite place in the world

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𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 + 𝔠𝔬𝔣𝔣𝔢𝔢

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i don’t understand what it’s like to be human anymore

i’m so disconnected from everyone & everything

time is flying past me

& i’m just… staying in place

nothing is real

i’m afraid of dying

but i’m afraid of living too

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𝔠𝔞𝔟𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔫𝔬𝔴

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hi 👋 😴

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Franz Kafka, 1912

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in 2025 let’s bring back being enthusiastic on ao3. leave a comment on every chapter. leave kudos and, if necessary, leave “double kudos” in the comments. tags and notes on bookmarks. the whole nine yards. let’s show fanfic authors how much we love them.

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No but the Hunger Games really said "what do you hate more- the atrocities or the people who commit them against you? Because like it or not there IS a difference. If you hate the people who commit acts of pure evil more than you hate the acts themselves, what will stop you from becoming just like your enemies in your pursuit of justice? What will keep you from commiting those very same acts against THEM when the opportunity arises? And what then? The cycle of pain and suffering will never stop. Round and round it'll go. Nothing will ever change. But. BUT. If you hate the atrocities. If you hate the vile, senseless acts MORE than you hate the people who did them to you. If you are able to see that evil is evil regardless of who does it... The cycle ends with you. No, you may never get justice. But you will never be responsible for making others, even your enemies, suffer the same crimes you have. The atrocities will never be committed by you, never by your hand. And that's the way you change the world. It's the ONLY way" and that's why I am sure it will never stop being one of the most relevant works of fiction ever created

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i’m going to try to be more active on here now that i’ve deleted all my meta apps + twitter.

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There seems to be a general malaise on most of Tumblr about TikTok getting banned in the United States.

I understand the problems, "brain rot", whatever but- A government banning a social media app that opened the world for many people is legitimately scary and upsetting. Say what you want but, there are MANY global and local issues that would not have gotten the same traction, recognition, and outreach without TikTok.

And then add to this that Meta/Facebook was one the largest lobbyists working to get TikTok banned... Like- I think folks should be more concerned about the implications of what this means, especially since the ban goes into effect the day before inauguration.

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gritty

burning

pounding

racing

louder

Louder

LOUDER

STOP!

we

are

getting

nowhere.

i’m

done.

crying

wrenching

sobbing.

i

just

want

my

mom

to

HEAR ME!

not

just

listen

to

RESPOND.

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