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a snippet of this bc i was really motivated for like a day and then fell off 💀 but here’s some of it, a little angsty a little horny, my fav combo lately as i’ve been cooking up some ideas for my other writing blog…

i’d like to note that Jack is trans! he has very extensive bullshit lore on my twisted idea of being trans in the vault with a wastelander scientist father, so if you wanna here more about that PLEASE i would be happy to inform!!

anyway happy pride month!!

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i’ve begun writing my LW x Butchie fic 👀 happy pride month to resident (secret) bisexual Butch Deloria

:)

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this is what i look like on my lunch breaks tbh

he’s so over it

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omg happy pride month everyone! perhaps i will write gay longing between my lone wanderer and butch deloria this month???

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Bittercup Goodbyes

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LW sketch page start 👀👀 can’t wait to never finish the page 💀

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i neeeeeeeed to play fallout 3 again so that I can play point lookout again!!! I love that dlc so so so much anddd I need to see desmond again bc I fucking love that mean old bastard. I need to fuck that grumpy old ghoul dude

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i started a note on my phone just for ideas and headcannons about my Lone Wanderer that i’ve been thinking about since i was like 18 lol. i’ve finally decided i have a canonical excuse for his hair to be bright green thats not just bc i wanted it to be lol

ft. the last line line from an angsty little blurb i wrote last night before promptly passing tf out

also sorry for the awful grammatical formatting and capitalization, my notes app self is not my best self but my most expressive self

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Deacon ANGST

Do y'all wanna talk about Deacon convincing himself that he's not in love with the SoSu? Because like, why else would you not be able to romance him huh? He's denying himself, he doesn't think he deserves it. So he plays to his strength. He lies his way out of it, because he's scared.

Deacon is a wounded man certainly, deeply afraid of true personal connection. He knows to be loved is to be known, and that's why he does nothing but lie to the people around him. He thinks that he can be so erratic and unknown that it makes him unlovable. He doesn't let himself slip when he feels a fondness for her grow. When he looks at the SoSu and thinks just for a moment that he recognizes the ghost in her smile, the softness in her eyes when she speaks to him, the passion that drives her. He can't determine the difference between butterflies and nausea anymore.

The day he tells her about Barbra is the day he seals his own fate. The day he truly swore it all off. Even though the vault dweller met him with those gentle eyes she always did, even if he knew they shared that moment deeper than most. He refuses it. When she reaches to lay a hand over his, he pulls away, and the tension and distance remain. If he was a better man, he'd vanish for a while like he always does. He'd let her down gently and never darken her doorstep again. That's what he tells himself anyway, ever the liar our darling Deacon.

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Blind betryal essay comic :)

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The brotherhood of steel respecting pronouns was not on my fallout bingo card

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re-upload of my fallout 2 edit, including a watermark since this video has been reposted without credit to me. its obnoxious but unfortunately this is what has to happen

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When you need to make a quick exit, try Plan D

This format and pose is ripped off an old cigarette ad

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Ain't no grave gonna hold him down

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this set personally gets me through the days 🫶

Underworld Ghouls set 3 2 1

Residents of the Ninth Circle, feat. two quest givers and a babysitter

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Charon and Dogmeat watching the Lone Wanderer get abducted by aliens