rage-against-the-machine

[rage-against-the-machine]

STOP. okay in m.o.m. dr strange was all like “dreams are you in another reality” BROOOO NO ONE TELL BUCKY. nobody i mean it. keep him safe

[rage-against-the-machine]

Scared of everything but you

Soft bucky x !fem! post-first mission reader

the reader is jumpy and a bit traumatized after their first ever mission as an avenger and bucky notices and comforts her

ever since i was a kid i’ve wanted to be a hero, when i was 15 the first avengers banded together to defeat loki, they saved my life. Now that i’m getting to live out my dream as a reality things are great!… sort of. i slump into my arm-chair, coffee in hand as empty cups decorate my room. i click on the tv and flip through the same couple channels until i get bored and turn it off. the pitter patter of the rain is like footsteps almost, getting louder and louder. a shiver runs down my spine as i look around the dim lit room. all i can think of is what if someone’s here? what if we didn’t defeat him? what if he came back to kill me? i shouldn’t be this scared, the other avengers have been through so much worse but all i can see when i close my eyes is fire and wounds, i look down at my hand, freshly stitched and a blueish purpleish color. shit, what if it’s infected? what if he had some secret virus in it?? no, no banner is the best doctor i know… but what if? i throw my now empty coffee can across the room and grumpily stand up, unable to stay in the same position for any longer. i check the clock: 2:30 am. fuck i need sleep. walking on the spruce floors i flinch every time they creek, suddenly i see a figure in my doorway. i freeze, overpowered with fear until i regconize something. the figures arm is almost shiny, reflective… metal.

“bucky!” i say, forgetting that other people in the compound might be sleeping. “h-how long have you been standing there?” i say, this time quieter.

bucky smiles and walks in, closing the door behind him and leaning on the wall with a smirk. “long enough to see you throw an empty cup and get scared of the floor”

i look down a little embarrassed. I had started dating bucky about 3 weeks ago and it still felt new but this definetely wasn’t the first time he showed up at my house in the middle of the night.

his face became worried suddenly as he walked closer to me. my hands stayed straight by my side, unconsciously my thoughts began spiraling again, was bucky ok? why wasn’t i thinking about my own boyfriend?? he put his hands on mine and his touch seemed to melt all the bad thoughts. he had a special way of touching, it was addictive and therapeutic, loving and sweet. with his six sense he obviously noticed my anxiety spurring up and infered it was from the mission.

“here doll let’s get you to bed” he said. he led me to my bedroom and flicked on a dim lamp. he walked into the bathroom attached to my bedroom and rummaged for a hairbrush, he knew my layout pretty well. when he found one he sat behind me on the bed and started brushing my hair out.

“when i first joined the army” he said, his voice soft and slow. “i was exited, exited to be with steve, exited that i got to help people and defend my country. but after the first battle the excitement turned more into fear, but i had steve so things worked themselves out you know?”

i nodded as he brushed my hair, slowly calming me down.

“when i joined hydra it was a different story” he began, voice shaky a bit. “i didn’t have time to unwind, nor a friend to help, however i did have some basic self care stuff. since my hair was long then they provided a hairbrush, used and gross but it was still functional” he chuckled a bit “brushing my hair out helped me calm down from the fight” he then placed the hairbrush at my nightstand. i knew it was a lot for him to open up about his time at hydra, i wish i could express that i was grateful and so so proud of him, but all i could muster was a tight and deep hug. “thank you bucky” i whispered onto his skin, warmth and love filling both of us.

he tucked me in and layed behind me, resting his hand on my waist and the other wrapped around me, for the first time in a week i felt truly warm, truly safe just in his arms.

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[rage-against-the-machine]

self-care

A Loki Laufeson X Y/N fic.

pov: Y/n catches Loki trying to tame the mane that is his hair and convinces him to do a full-on self-care night. 3rd person, Y/n uses she/her pronouns

Warnings: cursing, brief mentions of sex

"Loki?" Y/n yells from her newly made bed. She wriggled under the covers waiting for her lover to await through the door. No response, she wasn't worried, Loki did this a lot. She reluctantly climbed out of bed and sat down next to the door.

"Lokiiii" she whined while softly tapping on the door.

"Shit" Loki cursed under his breath from the other side of the door.

"What's going on love?" Y/n says softly while playing with the doorknob.

"Go away," he hissed bitterly, Y/n knows this mood, he's frustrated.

"C'mon I can help you out if you let me in," Y/n says. after a long pause, she hears the door click open and jumps up in excitement.

"Hi, baby- Oh!" Y/n says, already in the bathroom with him as he hunches over the sink with a hairbrush. Y/n makes her way around the ashamed god in front of her and gives him a kiss on the head.

"Love why didn't you ask me for help?" she says. she didn't get a response as she expected. Y/n moved him over and looked in the cabinet beneath the sink for some supplies, she took out 3 different types of hairbrushes, conditioner, shampoo, and detangler.

"Isn't that a bit much," Loki said as if he was afraid of the products. Y/n giggled.

"No this is great. you ready for your first ever self-care sesh with your amazing girlfriend?" Y/n said while smiling at the embarrassed messy god.

"I am a god I don't believe I need to do-" Y/n cut him off with a kiss immediately changing his mind. Once she pulled away he almost instantly said yes, earning him a kiss on the cheek. after a couple minutes she had brought in a chair and some more supplies, she put him in the chair in front of the mirror and took a good look at his hair.

"Wow. did you just try to brush this??" she asked with a hint of playful judgment in her voice.

"Y-yes" Loki winced as he said it.

"You know you have curly hair right?" she said.

"Yea" he responded

"Well" she began, "I don't know if Odin or Frigga taught you this because it seems like neither of them has curly hair, but you can't just brush it out, or else it gets frizzy like this."

"Oh," Loki says, feeling stupid.

Y/n sensed this and said "Don't worry babe I'll teach you everything and that'll never be an issue again ok?" he nodded in response.

and with that, she got to work detangling and brushing out his hair and starting over and detangling again. at one point she had to wash his hair in the sink with her special shampoo and conditioner for curly hair, after a grueling hour the mane was finally detangled fully.

"Alright! What'd you think?" Y/n says, wiping off sweat from her forehead.

"I think.." he began while standing up. suddenly he pulled Y/n in for a deep and passionate kiss, his hands settling on her hips and hers settling on his chest. He reluctantly pulled away "I think I am so grateful to have such an amazing girlfriend"

they both blushed like two idiotic middle schoolers. after finishing cleaning up and a brief skincare sesh they were settled in bed.

"Holy shit it's 2 am!" Y/n said, not realizing how the time flew by.

"Well we've been up later," Loki said with a smug look on his face.

"Lokiii" Y/n whined while playfully hitting him.

They laid there together for a minute, thinking about one another.

"thank you for this Y/n my darling," Loki said, breaking the silence.

"Of course silly," Y/n said while turning to face him.

"no really," Loki began, "I never... I haven't had someone like this in my life... ever. My mother was incredible but she never took care of me and my father... well you know." He looked at Y/n with pure love In his eyes, gratefulness and love washing over him, he held you close.

"I love you Loki," you said.

"I love you too Y/n" He said while placing a kiss on your head. you both drifted asleep with each other in your arms.

happily ever after

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Hey! I'm M and this is my first fic, lmk if you like it! :)