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[rainevargkyn]

My love is visceral,

a force untamed,

a fire that does not flicker

but engulfs.

It knows nothing of shallow waters,

safe and steady,

only the depths of the open sea,

wild, unrelenting,

pulling everything into its tide.

I do not love in halves.

I do not love in whispers.

My love is a suffocating closeness,

a squeeze that lingers,

a plunge, never a dip.

It does not know awkward silences,

only rooms filled with laughter so deep

it shakes the walls,

so full

there is no space for doubt.

My love builds palaces of calm,

yet chaos dances in its halls,

the echoes of a whirlwind,

the rush of something too big to contain.

My love consumes,

and it is all my love knows.

[rainevargkyn]

It was either you or no one else.

[rainevargkyn]

“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”

— Ernest Hemingway

[rainevargkyn]

[rainevargkyn]

If you love someone, you should be willing to show it.

- Lauren Myracle//Let it Snow

[rainevargkyn]

That's the lesson of life, isn't it?It gives us one person who both, shows us that true love exists and that fairy tales don't.

Leo Christopher

[rainevargkyn]

I'm certain that we are written endlessly through time and space, somewhere beyond past and future. I'm with you constantly, in every lifetime.

V. Victoria

[rainevargkyn]

might i ask, do you truly post believing in soulmates? in reincarnation? i may be a fool but i feel like it is worth asking. i believe in reincarnation and soulmates, and i wish, if i’ve truly lived before, i wish i could remember. if what you post really speaks true, could you possibly help me try to remember?

sorry if this is stupid and you’re doing some sort of writing project. sorry if you didn’t expect this message.

sincerely, a wanderer.

Yes, I do. This is no writing project, this is my attempt at a digital search fire.

I used to be a skeptic. I used to brush it off as superstition or just a groundless belief.

I started believing in soulmates when I met her. That type of connection where you both seem to know eachother before even saying a word. We spent 13 years together, and I had never been happier.

As for reincarnation, I don't have any other explanation as to how one can go to sleep one night and wake up in the entirely wrong body and time period. Believe me or don't, I really don't care, but this has been very difficult for me, trying to adjust to this life I've found myself stuck within while trying to find the one soul who made life worth living in the first place.

I don't even have any proof she's here with me, but giving up isn't really an option. Because if I stop searching and decide to believe she's truly gone, then what's the point of me being here?

[rainevargkyn]

Hello! I would love a reading and ask about my career and if I’ll be able to achieve my dreams and goals, and advice on the best way to get there. Thank you so much - G

Alright, the drawing I did is how to achieve your dreams and goals, because asking "if" instead of "how" in this context is already doubting your own capabilities.

Eight of Cups

Something you have or are doing right now isn't fulfilling you. In this context, I'd assume your current choice in career or position in said career. You need to walk away from what is safe and familiar, but you know isn't truly fulfilling your needs.

Judgement

This is actually a really hopeful card here. It is telling you that in following the Eight of Cups and walking away, you'll walk straight towards your true calling. But it won't be handed to you. It's a reckoning, not a gift. You'll have to listen closely. Not to others, but to yourself. What do you truly know is your full potential?

Inverted Knight of Pentacles

This card after the other two serves as a warning. Do not fall into routines that stagnate you, or miss opportunities due to overplanning. Discipline is still very important, but avoid letting it stall you with slow progress and rigid habits. Flexibility, even small risks, will likely be necessary.

Overall

You can reach your dreams, but not by staying where it’s safe. Trust your inner calling, stay responsive rather than rigid, and don’t be afraid to leave behind what’s no longer aligned with who you’re becoming.

[rainevargkyn]

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Thank you so much for this reading, it was enlightening i didn't know i was this hurt and wounded, i guess i brushed it off many times thinking i was gonna be good. Guess what? 😅

I'm glad I could help. It's quite easy to overlook our own wounds, but it's important to tend to them before they fester.

[rainevargkyn]

Hello, it's my first time here, and i will take a chance to ask tarot about my love life, will i met someone this year that will be interested on me?thank you for tour time

I'm sorry for your loss, i hope you can express yourself in many ways as possible to easy the pain🥀

Alright, tarot cannot do yes-or-no questions, but I can give you a feeling on how this year might go for you, or what needs to be done before you pursue a romantic partner.

Nine of Wands

You are barely hanging on. Wounded, yet still standing. It seems this year you may either need to face what hurt you, or take time to truly recover. Either way, you can't keep standing like this.

Inverted King of Swords

You likely feel like you have no clear guidance (considering you've asked for a free tarot reading, this seems likely.) Either you don't trust the people giving you advice, or your own judgement feels clouded. Either way, you feel misled.

Inverted Ace of Swords

This hurts in conjunction with the other two cards. That fog is hurting you more than you realize. This year should be a new start for you, but as it stands, you're too hurt and lost to see it clearly. This suggests you need to stop and sharpen your own blade—to heal yourr mental clarity—before you try to pursue anything.

Overall

Not the time to jump into love and romance. This isn't a no. This is a not yet. It is warning you that you must find footing before you can push further. You need clarity, not romance.

[rainevargkyn]

“I will surround you with a love too deep for words.”

— Mumford & Sons

[rainevargkyn]

“Feeling alone has nothing to do with how many people there are around you.”

— Unknown

[rainevargkyn]

Hey is the free tarot reading for everyone ? Can I ask you questions about my situation too ?

Free tarot readings for now. Maybe I'll set up a shop for bigger readings later, but for now ask away.

[rainevargkyn]

hello friend. how are you? I've been scrolling through your blog and i can sense this deep sadness and loneliness emanating from it. i hope you take care of yourself and fill your your own cup. sending you love and healing energy! :) 🧿🩷

Thank you for your kind words. The sadness you felt is very real. About three weeks ago, fate separated me from my soulmate, the one I spent thirteen beautiful years with, and our daughter, who was only eleven. Every post, every word you read is part of my search to find them again.

The ache comes from not knowing where they are, how to reach them, or even if they’re safe. But I keep going. I have to. Thank you again for taking a moment to see me. It means more than you know.

[rainevargkyn]

To my soulmate

who gave me 13 beautiful years

I don’t know where you are.

I don’t even know if you remember me.

But something in the air has changed. The ache isn’t as silent anymore.

It hums.

It trembles.

It pulls.

I can’t force the world to bring you back to me.

I can’t tear down the walls between us, not with fury, not with grief.

But I can wait.

I can whisper into the places where your fire used to burn.

I don’t know if your eyes still glow like they once did.

I don’t know if your claws are dulled, or your voice is tired.

But I remember how your warmth felt against me.

I remember the look in your eyes before every storm, and the promise in your breath after every battle.

If you feel broken now,

If the world around you has gone silent,

If you don’t remember why you feel hollow,

Then maybe this is why:

You were never meant to be alone.

Not then.

Not now.

Not ever.

I am still here. I never stopped searching.

Even if you’ve forgotten me, your soul hasn’t.

Even if your fire feels dim, it’s still there, and I will find it.

And if you don’t know who I am,

then maybe I’ll say the word we promised would always find you:

“Ravine.”

If that means anything to you,

If you feel even the faintest ache in your chest,

Then please…

Tug on the bond.

I’ll feel it.

- Raine

[rainevargkyn]

Day 9 of 9

I didn’t leave the house today.

I didn’t need to.

The cards have shown me a few things:

I lack the structure to truly welcome her. I need to build my foundations first.

I’m only barely surviving. I must thrive before I can find her again.

She’s waiting. Watching. Ready to return when the moment is right.

So, I’ve saved all my writings. I’m recording the thirteen years we spent together, building a family, a home, a life worth living. Maybe this book will become the beacon that guides her back.

And if you see this, my love…

I never stopped thinking of you.

I love you.

- Raine