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YEP....

We can probably expect some kind of Bucky related content cause WOW

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I don't know what you'll really be able to expect but I'm really hoping that the urge to write for Bucky/Sebastian will kick in and stick around after I see Thunderbolts* tomorrow cause it's been lingering for a little bit and I might need to start writing for him again.... and just in general cause I fucking miss writing and posting.

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I kind of really miss writing for Dean Winchester. I got in a bad funk and threw away everything I wrote for him and I was determined to not write for him ever again, but I regret doing that and i'm going back on what I said. IF ANYONE WANTS TO SEND IN DEAN WINCHESTER REQUESTS, PLEASE DO!!

I want angst and cute fluffy stuff and light stuff and really anything. It has been a hot minute since I've watched the show, I haven't seen any of the spinoffs or other related shows so I'm not caught up AT ALL, but still, if anyone wants to send stuff in, I would be more than happy to write it out for you!

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Just to give some transparency...

I have been struggling to find my writing muse for quite some time now. Like, it's probably been years since I've felt like I was able to write anything even remotely decent. I've been on breaks, I've written some things when creativity strikes, I even got a little bit excited when I got back on adderall because I was going to have a clear mind and I'd be able to write, and while it has helped (and is helping), I'm still not at a place creatively that I'd like to be. It's been a year now, as of this month, since I've moved and there has been a lot of changes and very little time to do some of the things that I've been able to do, so it's been leaving even less time for me to be able to just sit and write and get to everything that I owe, on top of trying to find the energy to do it. I'm usually tired and can't think straight when I do finally have the time to do it so everything just gets pushed even further behind. I make posts saying that I'm taking requests and have the intention of actually getting shit done because I really want to but then mentally I'm just not there. I thought that with the writers block I could look at things and it would spark something in me to get at least something posted, but I sit here for hours thinking too hard about it and I don't want to post things that's going to be garbage because I want you to be able to enjoy this content. So all of this is just to say I'm going to be getting things out in whenever I am able to. I'm not going to be making anymore posts about "trying" to be here and post things because it never happens and I don't want to disappoint anyone more than I might have already. I don't want to give the impression that this is directed at anyone, everyone has been really great and patient and I haven't had any issues with being hounded about when something is going to be posted. I do feel terrible that I'm keeping everyone who sent in a request waiting for it to get posted and I don't expect anyone to wait around for it. I do want to get everything I have posted, I just don't know when that's going to be. Thank you all so much for being here and following me and reading my stuff, I truly truly appreciate it!! I started doing this because I love to write and I wanted to share it with people and the fact that people even WANT to read it and are requesting stuff and are leaving comments and stuff is always still surprising but it makes me so happy so thank you! I hope you're all having a great week!

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Mostly a reminder for myself and a heads up for those who graciously sent in requests!!!

I have everything saved and will post requests in the order they came in! I’ve been trying to work on each of them a little at a time so there’s not a large gap between each one being posted. Between things getting busy and not having time to sit and actually do it, and being tired, the process of getting these posted will be a little bit, but my GOAL!!!! Is to start posting them this week.

There’s 6 (new) requests so far. I have other WIP projects that I’m still working on and intend on getting posted as well, eventually.. 🫣

I do apologize for how slow I am on getting these out, I know it’s more fun and enjoyable when you get your request in a timely manner and I TRY super hard to do that cause I hate making people wait, but I do VERY MUCH appreciate the patience!!

Hopefully I’ll be able to get some writing done tonight and can start getting things posted!

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(I’m shy) but 31 and 35 with Tom Hiddleston?

Hello! Thank you for requesting!! I just need to know which prompt list these are from, please 😃

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Hi!!!!!

Can u plssss write prompt no 40 and 49 with tom hiddleston and pregnant reader

Or if u r not comfortable writing pregnancy u can write it like reader has just given birth!!

Hello!! I would love to do those for you. Which prompt list did you find those on? Looking through them, I’m guessing list 2?

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In a writing mood but also super tired so we'll see how this process goes. If you have any requests, please feel free to send them in!! I will try and post some of the ones that I've been working on in the mean time! My current muses are (BUT THESE ARE NOT LIMITED TO WHO I WILL WRITE FOR. If there's someone you want that isn't listed, add them in!) : Sebastian Stan Eli Goldsworthy Kit Connor Tom Hiddleston Daryl Dixon

If you want to add any prompts to it you absolutely can. I will also link some old prompt lists that I have and you can take a look at those and see if any tickle your fancy. I've kind of been in the mood for some angst but it's also officially winter so if you want some cute fluffy stuff I may be in the mood for that as well! But as always, anything is open!! Just specify which prompt list it's from and which number!

Prompt List 1 Prompt list 2 Prompt list 3 Prompt list 4

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HELLO, FRIENDS!!!!

I’m still alive!!!

Just popping in to say that I’ve added Kit Connor to my muse list!! Most might be for Nick Nelson since that’s the only thing I’ve seen him in and he’s such a young baby in his other movies.

Kit Connor is 19 in real life so if he gets requests, we’re gonna keep themes PG-13 for him, though I feel like that’s pushing it a little bit…. Bottom line is, we’re gonna keep it respectful! We’re gonna keep it PG for Nick Nelson. Pairings can be for anyone, let’s just try to keep it age appropriate. I won’t do pairings with large age gaps.

I will accept angst and drama and fluffy cuteness type stuff, pretty much the same as anyone else, just no implied scenes.

If you want to send in requests for him and aren’t sure if I’ll write it, PLEASE DONT HESITATE TO REACH OUT AND TALK TO ME ABOUT IT! I am more than willing to discuss anything so we’re both happy and satisfied

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i’m obsessed with ur work rn omg :o can you please write a shayne x reader fic where it’s their first halloween together and they’re just indulging in all the mushy couple activities? like matching costumes, scary movies, pumpkin carving, sweater sharing, all the sweet cozy fall vibes? thanks so much! <3

Hi!! Thank you so much for sending in a request, and I appreciate your comments so much! I’m sorry it took a little bit to get posted. (Tumblr is being a pain and not letting me post things directly from my computer so I have to jump through hoops just to get these to post, it’s so frustrating!) I really hope this meets your expectations. There were so many ways I wanted to start this and so many options of what to focus on, I couldn’t decide! I do plan on posting another version of this that will capture more of a cozy couple-y vibe! And it will be longer! But I hope you like this as well!

Not to be dramatic or anything, but Halloween was THE best time of the year, and to say that you were excited to finally be able to start decorating for it would be an understatement. If you had it your way, and technically you could have, you’d keep your place decorated in a spooky aesthetic all year round! Or at least fall themed, though either option would be equally valid. This year particularly, though, you were even more excited because you were able to spend it with your boyfriend, Shayne. You and him had been friends for a little short of a decade so it wasn’t even close to being the first year you two did something together, but this year was different because you were a C O U P L E and it just hit different.

Practically since after the 4th of July you were in plot mode, having a serious conversation with him about what you were doing for Halloween. It was important to know what you were going to dress up as, and it was vital to get ahead of it so you had time to get on the same page about what you were doing. Costume parties were going to be starting soon, and you had to be ready! You had both talked about options; going as a salt and pepper shaker, Mario and Princess Peach, Morticia and Gomez Addams, or more cliché, Barbie and Ken (though Shayne would most definitely be an Allan)!

“We should go as a cat burglar!” You exclaimed out of nowhere, startling Shayne a bit as he adjusted a leaf garland he was hanging up. “What?” He chuckled. “For a matching costume idea. We could go as a cat burglar! I’d be a cat and you a burglar and together we would be a cat burglar!” You raised your brows, enthusiasm sketched all over your face like it was the most brilliant idea. “Say cat burglar again, I don’t think you said it enough times,” he teased playfully. “That would be pretty funny, though.” “Or OOOH!! Pennywise and Georgie! Wouldn’t matter who would be who!” Shayne just laughed, watching you go back to placing plastic pumpkins on the mantle above the fireplace.

“I think the best part of this costume planning is going to be watching you get all excited about what idea to go with,” he laughed again. Shayne’s ideas were more subtle, which was great too. You didn’t normally go crazy about the dressing up aspect of it, but this year you wanted to do something special since you had someone to plan this sort of thing with. And you appreciated him being such a trooper about it! “It feels weird getting this amped up about costumes because normally I would prefer to just stay in and have horror movie marathons, which you can expect we’ll be doing because you can’t not do that during the spooky season.” “Yes, of course. Though technically spooky season isn’t until October..” “That’s up for debate,” you retorted quickly, getting another laugh out of him.

“Spooky season should always happen directly after the 4th, just like they do it with Christmas after Thanksgiving. But TECHNICALLY, spooky season gets started August 1st because that’s when all the fun things start, like horror nights and spooky conventions.” You let out an excited squeal as you hyped yourself up all over again. “So many fun things are starting!!”

After finishing up the decorations, your placed mostly decked out with fall themed items; apple cider and pumpkin spice scented candles and black cats and garlands everywhere, you were very pleased with how it all turned out. Standing next to Shayne, you wrapped your arms around his waist and marveled at both of your work for a few moments. “It looks like a Spirit Halloween store threw up in here.” “I know, don’t you love it?” You grinned. Shayne wrapped his arms around your shoulders and squeezed, giving you a long hug before breaking it.

Thinking about what the next couple months were going to bring brought you so much joy. You were anxiously awaiting for the colder weather to kick in so you both could snuggle up on the couch with hot drinks and a crackling fire while you watched scary movies. You were excited for when you could carve pumpkins, make halloween goodies together, experiment with spooky themed bread because you knew Shayne would enjoy the hell out of that! There was so much to look forward to and you couldn’t wait to share this all with him.

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HALLOWEEN REQUESTS!!!

I will try and post some Halloween/spooky prompts later today, but I want to try and spark some creativity and get a solid flow back. But until I get the prompts up, if anyone has their own requests they’d like to send in, please feel free to do so!!

I don’t have any specific muses currently, but a list of some people/characters I write for are:

Eli Goldsworthy

Bucky Barnes

Shayne Topp

Aaron Tveit

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can’t wait for the next eli fic!!

I have a new one posted! They're taking A LOT longer than I genuinely want them to, with anything that I post. But I do have a few other Eli fics that I want to post and will be working on so if you're still around and interested in them, you can keep an eye out for them!

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Recently I have discovered your Eli Goldsworth x Reader fanfics and I am in LOVE. So I was wondering if I could request something?

I was thinking a Eli Goldsworty x Gender Neutral Reader. With prompts 2 and 26. Something with how the reader has had an awful day with anxiety and Eli is there to comfort them.

Thank you! Never stop writing, your work is INCREDIBLE!!!

Hello!! I am SO VERY SORRY to make you wait! I appreciate your words so much and I hope I did this request justice! I love writing for Eli and I have a few more that I've been trying to post, so those will come as soon as I can get them done!! The intro is kind of long but I tried to at least mention him a little bit before getting to the main point of the fic. Might be pointless to mention, but I did add a 'read more' cause it's a bit loooong. Eli Goldsworthy x Gender Neutral Reader Prompts: 2: "You're not fine. And you don't have to pretend that you are with me." 26: "Can you come pick me up?"

"Hey! You need to wake up." Your mom shouted at you as she stormed in your room. Jolting awake, you looked at her with confusion for answers but was only met with her back turning to you as she walked back out. Your confusion quickly turned to irritation and anger as your forced yourself to sit up. "What's going on?" You called out after her but got no response.

The confusion quicky turned to irritation and anger as you forced yourself to get out of bed to seek answers. This was the farthest from how you envisioned spending your Saturday and you didn't appreciate the abruptness of it all. You let out a loud groan as you trudged after her, finally registering that the vacuum was running and your dad picking things up in that general area.

Something was happening, but you didn't have the slightest idea what. "What's happening?" You asked again once your mother was in earshot. "We're having company over this evening, you need to hurry and get yourself together so you can help us get things ready. You knew this was happening and you're not doing anything to help out."

She scolded you as she organized an area with paper plates and napkins and things. Your brows furrowed even further as you tried to remember what she was talking about. Something had been mentioned months ago about some work thing your father was going to be part of, but you were never specifically told anything about it. "Is this for dad's work?" "Yes, now stop wasting time and get ready. I need you to run to the store and pick up a cake order and some extra packs of sodas.

"Ok, well you never actually told me about any of this..." "Y/n, stop arguing and just do it." Your father chimed in after shutting off the vacuum. It wasn't your fault they failed to inform you about any of this and it just made you even more angry that they were taking it out on you.

Without saying anything else, because you knew it wouldn't have made any difference, you stormed back to your room and slammed the door behind you. You hated the fact that you were always the last to know about things, especially when these things were happening at YOUR house. The lack of communication completely infuriated you, even more so because you had brought it up countless of times before and they STILL lacked the consideration to include you.

Changing out of your night clothes, you grabbed your keys and whatever info you needed to pick up the cake and stormed out of the house, slamming the door behind you. It felt like a cannonball of events after that moment that just piled on top of your bad mood. Maybe it was just in your head, but it didn't help that everyone seemed to be having a short fuse that day.

From the people you picked the cake up from, to people driving on the roads. You stopped at The Dot to pick up a coffee, something that was supposed to help you take your mind off of everything. Something that was intended to be that piece that brought some joy out of the horrible start you had. You tried to hold yourself together so you didn't get too overwhelmed, ignoring everything as much as you could. But you were already at a point where even the smallest thing could set you off.

The back of your throat tightened as you placed your order, staring at the scrunched up face of the barista as she told you to speak louder because she couldn't hear you. You wanted to say never mind and just leave but you were frozen in place. You repeated your order, hoping she didn't hear the crack in your voice, and you pushed forward.

You wanted to retreat. To curl up into a ball and disappear but your parents gave you no opportunity to do that. You returned home with everything and it was nonstop moving around and being told what to do and scolded and made to feel like you couldn't do anything right to help them get things ready.

And then they arrived. It couldn't have been more than 15 people who showed up, but you didn't know any of them. What was the point of you needing to be there if it was a work related thing? Why would it be rude if you stayed in your room so you didn't feel like you were just in the way?

Eventually you managed to get out for some fresh air, taking a seat on the front porch. You wanted an escape. Eli was always the first person you thought of when you needed time away. He was your best friend and probably the only person who was able to help take your mind of things.

Dialing his number, you listened to it ring a few times, hoping he'd pick up. "Hello?" Sigh of relief. "Hey, are you doing anything right now?" You bit the inside of your lip, attempting to stop yourself from thinking about everything. It almost felt stupid that you were letting everything affect you as much as it was. "Hi! Uh, nope. I'm not doing much of anything right now."

You nodded your head like he could see you. "Can you come pick me up?" You wondered if your tone sounded strange over the phone, but as soon as you asked the question, your throat dried up and it hurt to swallow as you tried to keep yourself from breaking. "I mean, if you wanted to do something? It's just my parents are having some party with a lot of people from my dad's work and doing literally anything else would be a lot more fun than staying here," you let out a nervous laugh, attempting to play it off that nothing was wrong.

But Eli was pretty perceptive, even when he couldn't see the expressions on your face. "No, of course. I was thinking of watching all of the Texas Chainsaw Massacre movies, we could pick up some drinks and snacks, make it a whole thing." "That sounds awesome." You stood up and quickly went inside to gather some of your things.

When you finally got to Eli's house, said your hellos to Cece and Bullfrog and got set up in Eli's room. It wasn't until you got to the 1995 Next Generation movie that he brought anything up. He knew something was up when you were talking on the phone but figured you'd say something on your own if you wanted to. But when it didn't seem like you were ever going to say anything, he contemplated if he should leave it alone or try to figure out what was going on.

"You're being awfully quiet, are you ok?" You looked over at him after plopping some popcorn into your mouth, giving a slight shrug. "Yeah, I'm fine. We're watching movies, you're supposed to be quiet." "Sure, if you're at a theater. But we're here and our movie nights usually involve a lot more talking." He nudged you gently with his elbow.

You just looked at him and gave him a weak "reassuring" smile before plopping more popcorn into your mouth and turning your attention back to the movie. You didn't want to ruin anything with the mood you were in. You were trying so hard to keep things normal and light but it apparently wasn't working.

"Hey," he nudged you again to get your attention. He wasn't going to let you brush it off now like you wanted to do. "Are you ok?" You looked at him again and nodded your head. "Yes, I'm fine." "You're not fine. And you don't have to pretend like you are with me." You let out a sigh and went back and forth on whether or not you should say anything about it. You'd most likely just end up downplaying the entire thing, but you knew he wouldn't stop pushing until you opened up.

"I just wanted to get away for a little bit. Today was stressful and my anxiety was going through the roof, I wanted a distraction." "What happened that had you so stressed?" His tone was softer now and you knew if you looked at him all of the emotions you had tried to stuff down inside you would burst through the surface.

You shrugged your shoulders, subconsciously picking at a piece of dead skin on your thumb. "Just a lot of stupid things... I got woken up by my mom barging into the room and yelling at me, saying people were coming over and that I knew about it, but I didn't. They didn't say shit to me about it and they acted like I'm supposed to be some mind reader.

I had to pick up some stupid cake from the store and there was complications with that because someone there filled out the paper wrong and I got yelled at for it. Then when I went to go get coffee it felt like everyone had attitude or people's tones were off and I know that was probably all in my head but it just piled on to everything. I couldn't isolate or else I was being rude, which is stupid because why would it matter if I wasn't at some work party with people I don't know? What would I talk to them about? That's like me showing up to some tennis seminar and talking about dung beetles--" Eli opened his mouth to say something but hesitated and let you continue.

"There's no consideration when it comes to communicating these things with me. I never know things are happening until the very last second or, if I'm lucky, a day before. And it clearly doesn't matter what my feelings are about it because I've told them many times that I'd appreciate it if they actually talked to me and kept me in the loop so I have time to prepare myself but nothing ever changes. Instead they just wake me up out of a perfectly good deep sleep to yell at me."

After a few seconds you looked over at him as he sat there speechless. "You asked, so there it all is.." "No, no, it's all perfectly fine. Just.. make sure you breathe, okay? And I'm not just talking about after unloading all of... that, 'cause I don't think you stopped for air once." You couldn't help yourself but laugh at that and you knew he was just trying to help make you feel better.

"I'm sorry, I.." "Don't apologize. What just happened is very valid, and you should be able to feel like you can openly express things like that whenever you need to. You have a safe space with me, you know that, right?" Just hearing that caused a knot to form in your throat. Logically you did know that. You knew he was one of the safest people you knew who you could confide in and you trusted him completely, but it was the thoughts in the back of your mind telling you that he wouldn't want all of that negativity dumped on him. Everyone has their own shit that they have to deal with, why would they wanted stuff added to it?

But Eli wasn't like that. He was very open and he listened and he only ever pushed when he felt he needed to. And you were the exact same way with him. Your relationship was as solid as it gets, so it was always a wonder to you why you let yourself believe that he wouldn't want to hear your grievances.

"I do, yeah. I'm sorry, I just didn't want to ruin anything and put on damper on things. We're supposed to be having a fun relaxed time, right?" "Exactly right. But we can't do that if you're still stuck in your head, can we?" He gave you a knowing smile. "You're not going to ruin anything by talking about what's bothering you, so throw that idea away right now. It's going to feel silly, but I think we should take in one big deep breath and release it and then we can go back to our gory movie fest, alright?"

You let out another nervous chuckle, feeling like you just wanted to forget about it all and go back to ignoring the issue, but he was right. You wouldn't be able to completely enjoy anything if you were still holding on to things you had no control over. You finally nodded in agreement and repositioned yourself so you were sitting up straighter.

"Ok, ready? Breathe in.." Eli instructed, motioning his movements as he took in a deep breath with you. He counted to three on his fingers, held it for a second and then released. "And breathe out." Already you were feeling your shoulders relax, realizing that you had been holding all of that tension. "Let's do it one more time." "You said just once!" "I know what I said, let's just do another one." You let out an exaggerated groan but laughed. Closing your eyes for a few brief moments, you straightened yourself up again and repeated the exercise.

When you released the breath, you looked at him again, seeing his brows raised and his dorky smile plastered on his face. "Feel better?" "Yes," you drew out the reply, smiling as you moved back into a comfortable position. "I do feel better. Thank you." You looked at him once more, smiling genuinely. "Not to get all corny or anything, but I think I would probably go insane if I didn't have you as a best friend." He gave a little shrug of his shoulder. "It's what we do. You do the same for me. You ready for more leatherface?" "I sure am!"

Eli rubbed his hands together in excitement and reached for the remote and pressed play. The energy in the room felt completely different now and you couldn't have been more appreciative of Eli.

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An idea for Charlie Bishop from Country Crush has also been brewing for YEARS. Basically Reader would be in the main leads spot but it'd be a bit different. Like Reader would be from the city or something and recently moves to the country... Basically it'd be like Reader comes across as this uptight person that's used to city living. They don't get along at first because impressions just get messed up and misunderstood and all that complicated fun stuff! But of course, once they start getting to know each other more and Charlie sees that they aren't actually all that bad! I have a better description written somewhere that I'll have to dig out, but yeah! I may try and attempt to write that out soon.

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Fic.. imagine.. drabble... i really don't know what to call it WHERE IT'S LIKE THAT 'NOWHERE TO RUN' EPISODE OF DEGRASSI WHERE EVERYONE IS UP AT THAT CABIN AND INSTEAD OF CLARE GOING OFF AND GETTING LOST IN THE WOODS IT'S READER AND ELI FINDS THEM. AND INSTEAD OF JAKE HELPING WITH THE CUT HAND IT'S ALSO ELI CAUSE ELI.

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can we get another eli goldsworthy fic? 😇

These are long over due!! I'm so sorry!! I do have one Eli fic that I'm ALMOST done with that's sitting in drafts. I'm going to try and work on everything I owe and hopefully get things more active around here. I love writing for Eli so I'm always accepting requests for him!

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I KNOW I'M LATE, BUT I WANT TO DO SOME HALLOWEEN THEMED IMAGINES. So if you want to send something in, please feel free to do so!

I'll take requests for: Harry Styles/ any of his characters ( I'm excited he's obtaining a character list!) Chris Evans Munro Chambers/Eli Goldsworthy Shayne Topp