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After careful consideration and going over multiple options I think the best choice is stay warm and cozy in bed forever.

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“are you okay” no bro i constantly feel like i am too much but simultaneously not enough

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1 year from now….

I hope I’m happy, or at least content.

I hope I finally have a job I enjoy or at least not feel anxious about and dread going to every day.

I hope I can make 1 new friend and still be friends with my current ones.

I just really hope to have a job. I hope I’m not looking for one this time next year or spend everyday on LinkedIn or indeed looking for one.

1 year from now….(8/30/2021)

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Maggie and Hershel in 10x17 “Home Sweet Home”

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This summer should I text you? Do you want to hear from me? Do you want me to ask you what you’re up to? Should I text you every day? Every couple of days? Once a week? Once a month? Or should I just assume that you don’t want to talk to me anymore? I don’t know because last summer we texted each other everyday, we talk for hours some days, we even made plans to hang out….what about this summer?

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“What is it that the child has to teach?

The child naively believes that everything should be fair and everyone should be honest, that only good should prevail, that everybody should have what they want and there should be no pain or sadness. The child believes the world should be perfect and is outraged to discover it is not.

And the child is right.”

— Rabbi Tzvi Freeman

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GLENN RHEE | The Walking Dead (2010-) chaotic character study 1/?

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You make my heart beat faster than adrenaline You kiss away the pain of all the hell I’m in

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being 25 is like: im dying. im living my best life. im a failure. my life hasnt started. everything interesting has already happened to me. im achieving my dreams. im cutting my hair with kitchen scissors. im starting a skincare routine. im a corporate professional. im a sellout. im out of groceries. i have too many groceries. i am never going to be successful. i am going to win a hugo award before im 30. im crazy. im boring. i need to finish this essay. i need to finish this story. i need to start a newsletter. i need to start tweeting more. i need to stop tweeting. i need to ghost all my friends. i need to tell my friends i love them. i need to find a new apartment. i need to take out the trash. i am the trash that needs to be taken out. 

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brain: it seems like problems are happening. would you like to pretend they’re not and think about fictional characters instead?

me: yes please

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Let’s give all sorts of blessing to Caitlin Petrakovitz over at cnet for this timeline. I’m not sure it’s absolutely perfect, but I am a continuity junkie and this is A. MAZ. ING. I didn’t realize that Black Panther was set before Spider-Man: Homecoming, for example. 

Am I crazy for wanting to go through and watch everything all over again… In order this time? 

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ultimate top ten ships meme → grey’s anatomy ships (as voted by my followers) #1. mark/lexie “I know who she is, and if she’s going through her worst right now, I want to go through it with her. She makes me happier than anything I’ve ever known, and if I can have a part in making her happy again, that’s all I want to do. That’s all I want to do for the rest of my life.”

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Wait...he actually died?? I thought maybe he will come back next episode but from what I’ve been reading on twitter, sounds like they really killed him off. I’m so confused

#make it make sense

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I’m just so tired. I don’t wanna work anymore. I just want to live my life without any worries. I wanna be a kid again. I don’t wanna be an adult anymore

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It’s ok to fail. It’s ok to fail. It’s ok to fail. It’s ok to fail. It’s ok to fail. It’s ok to fail. It’s ok to fail. It’s ok to fail.

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Feeling this right now

2/16/19

Do you ever just want to disappear? Like not die but just disappear….poof…you just don’t exist. Like put your life on hold until you’re ready again. When you’re not tired anymore.