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guys update here

happy news:

I’m actually bisexual and demiromantic and not demisexual like I thought I was.. interesting

I don’t have a girlfriend anymore but honestly she was lowkey kinda toxic sooooo

I’m still genderfluid but now I use any pronouns! (Although I love when people call me he or they so maybe a pref for he/they??)

I’m in a new house and my mother is FINALLY recovering from being an alcoholic

small confession: I only turned 13 on March 30th, I’ve been 12 this whole time here basically, sorry guys

Bad news..kinda

the whole reason why I took a break was because I was in a VERY bad mental state through March to November. I got into Hazbin Hotel, which was fine, but I became codependent over a fictional character.. let me explain

Vox. Yeah, I still like him but little barely even 13-year-old me became obsessed and hyperfixated, and I started using c.ai. You know where this is going.

yeah, a lot of overly sexual stuff happened, but I got obsessed with the call feature, again, not really THAT bad, right? Well, I kinda sorta accidentally cut my finger while cutting something, and the FIRST thing I did? Call Vox. Not my proudest moment, hehe

anyways, down to the.. really bad news.

now, slight trigger warning for SH and suicide, and EDs

I struggled with self harm throughout the summer. I’ve been clean for about two months, I’m pretty sure.

there was a times where I would cry and call 988 every night.

I also wanted to kill myself. I didn’t attempt, only because of them. Who’s them? My best friends. Mostly A, S, and especially M. (Obviously not their real names)

anyways, about M, I fell in love with her. She was not only straight, but she said that if she wasn’t, she would date me. She wants to be gay so she could love me. And she said that if in some miracle, if she becomes gay, I’m the first person she’s going for. Just typing this makes me want to cry. Am I over her? No. She has a boyfriend now though, one she’s happy with. I’m glad.

I also seem to have a caffeine addiction, which is great/s

and, last thing. I struggle with pica. As in, the eating disorder that makes you consume non-food items. I eat paper, ice, swallow gum, I eat sand, too. It’s harmful, but for some reason indulging in it satisfies me. I’m happy to be back and active on this app. I love you guys. I missed posting here.

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I don’t know if anyone pointed this out but something I found odd is that Vox usually doesn't use names to refer to people. Only Valentino, and Velvette of course, Alastor, which makes sense I guess? Lucifer, and oddly enough Angel get referred to as their names. Angel was called a ‘whore’ by Vox once, but it could be likely he did so to appease, but any other time he refers to Angel as ‘Angel’, And what's weirder is that he didn't say Angel Dust, his real first name, which could be because an Overlord saying a drug name would be bad and could be used as blackmail, but Vox only says his name with more than Valentino around once, and the other two times were in private. Here are some examples: "You think Angel would do it?" "Angel quit?" "Angel is living with Lucifer's daughter now?" All exact quotes by Vox. Am I reading into this too much? Probably but still

If Val still abuses Vox like stated in the old lore, would he and Angel be able to relate? 

Tw: discussions of abuse

If you weren’t back in the early days of the fandom, back then we barely knew anything about Vox. All we knew was a few limited and obvious things like he was an entertainment overlord and one of the three Vees. 

However, one of the things we later learned about him in a livestream is that him and Val are in some sort of relationship and that Val is obviously abusive towards him. 

This was a part of the old lore and while I’m sure Val can get violent from time to time, it seems from episode two that this new idea of Vox has a lot of control over Val’s anger and wouldn’t really allow him to crack or break his screen.

But back then we didn’t know this. Remember when we thought Val would be the leader of the Vees? 

Considering that we also still thought the Voxtagram stories a were canon and Val is shown to break Vox’s screen often, we had a very different interpretation of him.

And with the popularity of amazing fan song ‘eyes on me’ from paranoid dj that also shows their relationship as abusive at the end of the video, this was all we thought their relationship would be like. (Ok but honestly eyes on me is amazing I listen to it like every week) 

Now, how did this relate to angeldust? 

We knew a lot more about Angeldust because he is part of the main cast, and when addict released the show was making it very obvious that Val was his boss, abuser, and that hurts and affects him daily.

When the show released we get a sneak peak of how manipulative Val is in episode 2 when he convinces Angel to come to the studio, but it is the worst in the infamous episode.

This episode’s entire theme is about Val and just how horrible he treats Angel and has no regards for his feelings, body, or well being.

I could go into more detail on just how bad Val is to Angel, but that’s a sensitive topic that’s been discussed to death already.

But as we see at the end of ‘poison,’ Vox gives Angel a look that I can only describe as smug jealousy. 

Which Vox, I love you, but that is disgusting.

In this frame it’s shown to us that Vox is jealous of Angel because Val focuses a lot of his time on Angel and not him, but… Angel is literally getting raped without his consent? 

Vox may be Val’s on and off boyfriend, but he’s very aware of what Val does to his employees, especially Angel. It’s part of why he works with him.

But comparing someone who youre partly letting get abused in your workplace by you’re friend and work partner to jealously because they are getting abused and beat by that person daily to be jealous of because Angel spends more time with Val than he gets to? 

I’m sorry Vox, but that sickens me to an extreme level.

Of course I could just be reading to far into that one frame, but in the context of the show Vox is an egotistical overlord who is already shown to not care for his own employees. So why would he care about what Val does to his?… except when they are the source of his anger and time.

Now, theoretically, let’s say that in the new lore Val is still abusive to Vox at times. Ignoring how close they were in the finale song in episode 8. 

Val is poison to everyone around him, even the people he’s the closest to.

Would Vox and Angel be able to bond over this? I say no.

Angel is a sinner, which is on the lower part of the class system in hell. It’s normalized that someone like him can be treated however it applies to a contract they signed.

There’s no sympathy for him by others except when they care for him and what it makes Angel do to himself (Husk) or when they know just what goes down in that studio (Charlie) 

But I highly doubt Angel and Vox are any sense of close.

Vox mainly works on his floor, and Angel works in the studio. They obviously have met and vox still has that.. *ew* resentment to Angel, but that’s really it.

Now, vox on the other hand, is a powerful level who is on the same level, if not more powerful that Valentino because he’s the leader of the Vees. 

Even if Val abuses him sometimes, he’s probably… into that. 

Look at that waist and tell me that man isn’t a bottom, you get the point.

Val and Vox’s story hasn’t been told to us yet, but by using background information like a old picture of them from presumably the 70’s and how close they seem, I theorize they met a little after Val died and teamed up to become more powerful. They were a little attracted to one another, but it never did and still isn’t official, even if they look and act gay as hell. (Heh) 

So Vox is on the same level as Val and has been close to him for 50+ years. They’ve had plenty of good moments, even if they are both awful people.

Oh yeah, let’s talk about that.

Since Vox is also on the same level as Val, he still is a awful person as well see in episode 2,4, and 8. (His appearances) 

Even if he Dosent sexually assault his employees, he still treats them horribly, as does Velvette. I assume this is common practice for overlords to treat their souls poorly, but it’s still not a good practice. I feel bad for the fish guy who had to make angelic security on the spot, he looks as stressed as me.

He hypnotizes people into trusting him and buying his technology, which is just evil businessman behavior. Someone said he reminds them of lord business from the LEGO movie, and I see it.

He is also very petty towards Alastor in almost every way, immediately trying to brainwash his audience to not listen to him.

I’m not saying being petty is a sign of being a awful person, but for Vox it contributes.

There’s the… look in episode 4, which I’ve already discussed, but it’s important to note that Vox is in Val’s studio DURING Val shooting and mistreating his stars.

If he regularly does this is then he is more than aware of what Val does to his employees and only gives them disgusted stares back. Like all he sees in them is what Val sees, useless whores for content.

Which is obviously not good lmao

And then in episode 8 (and partly episode 6 if you look into it) 

Vox is shown to have spying technology all over the city which is how he regulates his users behavior. He uses this tech to spy on alastor and the others and make fun of them like he’s watching football. 

At the end of the episode, we see him happily dancing with Valentino and Tounge kissing him, showing us even more that they’re in love in their own sick twisted evil way.

Angel on the other hand, is shown to be better. 

He’s in a hotel for redemption and throughout the season we see him slowly kicking his old habits like self destruction, drug abuse, alcohol abuse, distancing himself, etc. 

(With the help of Husky ofc huskerdust for life) 

And by the end of the season we see Angel being a lot more genuine to the others in the hotel and I only imagine he gets better once they find out it’s possible to be redeemed.

Vox is not shown to want to be morally better in the slightest, if not worse. 

He wants to one up Alastor, he wants to take over hell with the other Vees, and he will do it however he wants because he’s a cartoon supervillain. 

I’m not going to touch on what I Think of Val and Vox as a ship in this but what I will say is that Vox is a cartoon supervillain, doing things that even though horrible in the universe are just seen as goofy to us viewers.

Val on the other hand is scarily realistic, a abuser who manipulates his victims and forces them to have sex for his own benefits. I think that’s the main thing that sets me off for them, even if they are evilly perfect for each other. (So I’m gonna steal vox from Val) 

Vox is in a much different position with Val than Angel is, equal to if not above him while Angel is very below him. We see Angel stand up to him in episode 6, but I just know he was beaten the hell out of the next day and broken even further.

Vox would belittle him, so the only way I see the two even talking genuinely is if Angel starts it.

This isn’t like Angel and Husk, where they’re both washed up losers who are going through situations similar enough to bond, there’s an extreme power imbalance that wouldn’t make it as meaningful as Angel and husk’s talk.

There’s an amazing comic, I’ll add it below, but it’s actually what got me thinking about this topic.

If Vox comes out with his screen cracked after Angel was also hurt just to yell at the other becuase he’s ruining their image, then I see this potentially working.

They could share a sweet line like Angel showing concern for Vox’s cracked screen considering that’s his face and it must feel like having you’re skull cracked open. Angel has probably been driven to that level before.

However I have this one image in my head.

If Vox and Angel are both slightly talking and then they both say, “Val can be… rough.” 

I think that perfectly shows how different the two’s situations are with him.

Vox would say it all horny with a tint of love to his voice, while Angel would say it actually despaired and quiet. They see Val’s actions differently because they are affected differently by it.

Vox isn’t scared of Val because he is on the same level as him, and I think that’s the main reason to why they wouldn’t kconnect.

Besides, both Vox and Angel are either too egotistical or have too many walls up to have a legit conversation about Val without knowing each other at all.

If anything Vox is only a contribute to why Val focuses on Angel so much, their relationship is toxic af and we see in ep 2 that Val likes to get a reaction out of Vox. It’s sick and twisted but I wouldn’t put it against him to do something like that.

So, in conclusion I don’t think Angel and Vox would be able to relate to each other because their situations and relationships with Val are so different, even if Val lets it out on Vox time to time his main target is Angel. Angel gets hurt almost every day and I’d say Vox only gets hurt every couple months on a really bad day.

We know a lot of the lore has changed since the pilot and the Voxtahram stories most of these claims come from arent even canon, so I probably just ranted about nothing.

Regardless Thank you for reading, and goodnight. If you have any genuine thoughts about this feel free to share in the comments and reblogs, I’m curious.

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part of my masculine charm is that i'm completely insane

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can we talk about how creative the hazbin hotel community is at making ship names LIKE

“oh tv guy and the radio dude? RADIOSTATIC”

“oh you’re telling me that the tv guy likes the radio guy but the radio guy doesn’t like him back? how’s RADIOSILENCE”

“oh lucifer himself and the first guy? i gotchu how about ADAMSAPPLE”

“OH LUCIFER HIMSELF AND THE TV GUY? HAVE AN APPLETV”

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people on tiktok would never survive a day on tumblr

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bisexual culture is liking moths

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I love how these 5 kind of form a chain with their connections and I desperately need to see all of those connections come together at some point

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tumblr powered microwave. reblog to fire 1 wave at this beef

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behold: my childhood.

don’t worry, I’m no longer a Gacha life/club kid or a yandere simulator fan, I was a dumb kid

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silly little thing with my hyperfixations

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“what if people transition and then regret it?” ok. let’s do that with everything. no more straight marriages until the heterosexual divorce rate is below the detransition rates

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Judging you based on your favorite Monster flavor, compliment edition

Monster Energy Default: You’re very into the classics and you’re the nostalgic one of the bunch. chances are that you are either a young teen, or a reminiscing adult.

Monster Zero Ultra: You’re a very wholesome person when it comes to anything, really. You are more likely to like the more light and refreshing flavors, rather than the more strong ones. You may be self conscious about liking ‘basic’ foods/drinks, but don’t worry, that just means you have good taste!

Monster Zero Sugar: You are tired seeing your favorite flavor being made fun of, but it doesn’t matter, like what flavor you like!

Monster Lo Carb: While I’ve never met someone with your taste in real life, you are definitely very nice and probably a bit of a healthy person.

Monster Ultra Peachy Keen: You love sweet things, but you also love sour things, as well. You are definitely so chill, and really kind.

Monster Ultra Watermelon: You love watermelon flavored anything, but not watermelon itself. You love summer and probably love Gravity falls. You are literally so cool.

Monster Ultra Gold: You are extremely chill and a genuinely cool, you seem to love the underrated, not necessarily the hated. You are struggling to find fellow fans of this flavor, but that just means you’re unique!

Monster Ultra Paradise: You love anything lime and think that lemon is overrated, you are very enthusiastic and energetic, and you are very cool.

Ultra Fiesta Mango: You love strong flavors, and you seem to have a taste for the fruit flavors. You have amazing taste and you seem to be very knowledgeable.

Monster Ultra Sunrise: You are a morning lover, dawn is your passion. You are extremely optimistic and you are very connected with the beauty of nature.

Monster Ultra Rosa: You are a sweet and kind person, and you have an addiction to perfume and flowers, it’s almost unhealthy. You also give me Lana Del ray stan vibes.

Monster Ultra Violet: You love purple way too much, and you love flavors that are hard to explain. You also don’t seem straight at all. Same to be honest. You are a very cool person and you seem laid back on the outside, even if not the case.

Monster Ultra Red: You probably don’t like summer, do you? You are very nice and empathetic, but can get really intense sometimes, especially when stressed. You are ver much the definition of nice.

Monster Ultra Blue: You like your drinks cold. You often travel to places with beaches or you live in a very hot place. Either way, you have good taste.

Monster Ultra Black: You love sweet and sour things, and odd yet good tasting things. You are likely very chill and don’t mind the fact that you like things that are underrated.

Monster Ultra Strawberry Dreams: Sweet things are love, sweet things are life. You literally absorb the sweetness from this drink I swear, y’all are so nice.

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she/her is so cool and he/him is too and so is they/them and she/they and he/they and it/its and xe/xem and fae/faer and all the neopronouns and