randomthotsxjay

[randomthotsxjay]

annoyed.

why is it that the people who take advantage of you the most are the ones that got everything handed to them?

if you're on gov. assistance and your rent and food are paid for by them. why tf are you asking me for some money for food?

I'm not qualified for gov. assistance. I wish I was so I don't have to worry about which bills can be paid late so I can put some groceries in the house.

if you haven't been keeping up, food is high asl now. gas prices are going down but if you've been keeping up, it'll go back up again.

I'm sorry if im being selfish over 20-30 dollars. that's not my fault you don't have money. where are your parents? and why is it always us that have to help you?

every time somebody needs some shit, they ask us. but luckily, I know how to say no. if I'm going to spend some cheese on food, it'll be for me.

yes. I 100% know how bad this shit sounds but im not finna break my back working 40-50 hours so your lazy ass can ask me for some money when you ARE capable of doing the same shit.

I see your snap stories. baby. all you wanna fckn do is smoke and pretend like you're a gang member. lets not kid ourselves here.

& no. I'm not giving you bum ass a damn dime.

bye.

[randomthotsxjay]

wtf.

it's my first post.

let's do this blogging again, shall we?

just like the blog's name. this shit is all random. I post how I feel at the moment; good, bad, ugly...whatevs.

anyway. work sucks.

& how tf California won another Powerball jackpot? these last two, three times were also someone from California. this shit is so rigged. bitch, share the damn wealth.

did I mention that work, indeed, sucks? ok. I just had to make sure that we're on the same page.

not sure why I decided to have a career in retails. I used to like my job. then I tolerated it. now, I'm just looking for a way out. but I don't have a way out. no jobs here pay as much as I get paid rn doing what I do (and I'm pretty fuckin' fantastic at it, actually).

I *could* drive to the city and get a job there...but tbh, no jobs there pays as much as I get paid where im at either. almost all of the entry level job in the city pays an average of $18-20/hr. I get more than that plus I don't have to fight the traffic going to the city. granted, the shithole I'm at has one of the worst fucking traffic in the got damn state. the infrastructure here is so damn bad, you'd think an unborn baby designed it... and that's an insult to an unborn baby.

life's hard. get over it. yada yada yada. shut the hell up.

I'm allowed to vent about this shit once in awhile. if you know me, you'd know I don't complain about shit. i just mind my business.

where are we? oh yeah, we're at me complaining about life. lol

anyway, tomorrow's Friday. I just have to thug it out tomorrow then I'll have Saturday off. whew. first Saturday off in ages. Idr the last time I even had a Saturday off and that's sad cuz I write my own schedule. which brings back to the part where I said, "I don't complain about shit."

when life gives you lemons, make a fucking margarita!

bye.