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YOUR LUNGS BURN WITH EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE ━ this is the kind of future that awaits you out there. headcanon based & written by mars.
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YOUR LUNGS BURN WITH EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE ━ this is the kind of future that awaits you out there. headcanon based & written by mars.
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i will be remaking very soon once i finish my carrd for a fresh start since it’s gotten quite cluttered here. please do me a favor and give this post a like if you want me to refollow! looking for those who truly plan on interacting with me at some point because i really wanna start reaching out more!
#also other notes#i’m going to remake my discord and hand it out to less people in general#i find discord to be obscenely overwhelming and while i enjoy talking to all of you i need to dial mysef back#i hope we can write together soon!!#more mars brand lengthy narrations of emptiness! yes please!#also genshin verses for sigma and chuuya Yes Please#kisses you all tenderly#ooc /
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I’ll be the one to decide if I do or not. Not you.
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someday i will write again, when will that be ? Great Question.
#i have a smol aether blog but i havent been feeling very FOCUSED#i also just need to sniff out more people to follow the fandom has become close to silent skdbsksbsk#i’m working on a carrd too so i can make rping w me a bit easier w chara bios and collections of my THOUGHTS#easy to find and stuff#so#that’s what’s going on?#don’t forget me i am ghost but is okay#someday the spirit will return and i will be revived#i’m trying to start a new job but i’m having difficulty getting set up so i keep hitting roadblocks#run out of brain juice#then i just Vibe#so i hope you’re all well and good i heart you#take care!!!#ooc /
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they made chuuyas hair so pointy in the anime but, it’s soft and smells like lavender and sage, thank you
#WHY SO POINTY BONES WHY#this is why i am a manga stan#and yet i havent been following stormbringer at all yet this is fine ... i am content regardless ...#he looks so cute tho i would fight god for him#today is chuuya simp day you will not be hearing me shut up#ooc /#akutagawa Who? dazai WHO?
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part time mafia, full time dorks
#chuuya do you know i would fight god in the parking lot of chilis for you?#do you KNOW? DO YOU UNDERSTAND ??#STEP ON ME IN THOSE DESIGNER SHOES SIR!#muse / nakahara chuuya.
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I DIDN’T CRY … I just kept thinking that when human beings get that way , they’re no good for anything. — bungou stray dog’s dazai osamu. headcanon based. written by pb.
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( that bloody mafia money ? his response : my paycheck isn’t like yours ! not that he was being truthful , he had enough money stored up to be living eons better than he currently was with the detective agency , and probably set the rest of the agents up for life if he wanted ! alas , dazai was either too proud or too worried about being tracked exchanging accounts that he wasn’t so much as breathing near that blood money . ) instead , dazai rolls his eyes at the jab and puffs a little petulantly at the idea ; buy a television ? nothing was more entertaining than this , nothing more comforting either . “ and what if i did ? “ the devil himself leans slightly against the bar , holding his drink of choice in one hand with his slender fingers the only thing keeping it from a rather abrupt and noisy end . naturally , dazai knew better than to purposefully invade the redhead’s space , so he knew to give him at least a few inches than normal . it then hit him briefly ; why was an executive drinking here of all places that were available to him ? “ actually . . . ; isn’t this kind of place kinda below you ? have your standards drifted ? “
“ my standard is fine wine, not company. the people here are just as eager to be left alone as i am. although sometimes stragglers can’t seem to take the hint, lucky you, i graciously forgive the occasional idiot. ” chuuya not so subtly jabs at the former mafioso, though he knows his interloping presence is completely purposeful. dazai sways with the chaos as if he knows its order, the same way he can pick the patterns out of puzzle’s faster than anyone chuuya has ever had the displeasure of coming across.
“ and what if you did? ” he digresses back to the avoided point. without acknowledging himself, chuuya reciprocates his nearness, shifting ever so slightly closer toward the walking hospital cart. “ gonna tell me how much you missed me? or are you all done with drunken confessions for the night? personally, i’m all outta sentiment and wine, so i’m pretty much beat. ”
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he expected some level of bite back. going into someone’s living space and rearranging and inserting yourself into a situation was bound to get him bitten. he knew that going in. still, it’s jarring when dazai bares his fangs like that. he has a particular talent for digging knives in where they hurt. his face remains stoic as he finishes the floor.
‘ i am well aware i am not well liked. i don’t need to be endearing. that’s never been one of my goals. ‘ he stands, straightening and adjusting his vest. it’s lucky he’s nearly finished, crossing to pour the remaining coffee into a large mug so he can wash that grimy pot.
‘ you can say whatever you like. you can hate me if you want, but i’m not going to stop caring for you, no matter what you say. it won’t work on me. ‘
“ i don’t hate you, ” keenly focused on the hangnail, dazai almost sounds meek, absolutely unsure but he punctuates each word. he draws backwards from his snap, sufficing kitten licks for a bleeding artery. latent frustration built form in his brutish words.he sighs with his whole chest, exhaling the sharp fang of guilt that dug straight into his torrid heart. “ nothing works on you. i don’t understand it. you enjoy suffering, i can tell. if you didn’t, you wouldn’t care about me. ”
usually he’s not quite so easily annoyed, alas it accumulates until it breaks composure. seriousness has never been his forte but god forbid he’s without his coffee for one hangover. “ you and your damn goals. stupid goals if you ask me. i don’t want your pity, so keep it. ” it wouldn’t matter how much he doesn’t believe himself, he speaks with conviction. it’s easy being the bad guy after all, he has been his entire life.
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“ true . they’re not at all like us . my current partner is too easily tricked , by me and others . you’re quicker on the uptake , but that poor guy is too soft to know when someone’s fucking with him . “ was that cruel to say ? the case of the azure was enough to prove dazai’s words were true and that these people were too optimistic about such terrible situations . the director included , he wondered how someone like him & chuuya would have reacted to being tugged along like a dog on a leash to the end of that horrible fantasy . well , dazai’s didn’t want a repeat experience with such things , since it was fucking outright PAINFUL for him to watch others pull the wool over one another’s eyes . he didn’t understand how it was possible : humans were so interesting . that was why he longed to feel what they did , because as it stood , dazai couldn’t feel anything for anyone . despite that , the detective folds his arms on the bar , his fingers just brushing the surface as they did . not that he would feel much of anything ; the bandages around his palm and arms kept him from doing so . “ i am , chuuya ~ why else would i be here ? i don’t drink like you , i’m pretty sober ~ . it’s been a long day , and i sure as hell didn’t want to go home or that rope will call my name . maybe i sought help without saying so ~ ? what do you think ~ ? is that theory sound ? “
“ you should go easier on him, he’s obviously trying to trust you even if you give him so many fucking reasons not to. there’s not a lot of people like that, you know. yer wasting the one you got. ” they’re memories of his own betrayal, the tests practiced on his tolerance just to see him snap over and over again until dazai knew exactly how to send him tumbling over the steep edge. chuuya sighs and smacks the sour taste of alcohol between his lips, a scowl appearing the second dazai teases lightly about something so heavy.
the concept of dazai coming to him for advice, or god forbid companionship warms him more than he’d like to admit. “ you’re not telling me you came looking for me, hah? ” chuuya laughs bitterly as though he should have expected the absence of coincidence when it comes to his former partner. “ sounds to me like you got cher-self all figured out just fine. get a tv if you need a distraction, will ya? ”
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like for a sigma starter! slow moving, either verse available.
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BSD ch. 72: Sigma
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#wishlist: you fall in love with him and hold his sweet baby hand#look at him all serious and stompy#muse / sigma.
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