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This feeling while writing a story and working on episode A I thought of the perfect idea for episode C and then while working on the most difficult part - writing a connecting episode B, I messed up the storyline and the original big reveal of episode C won't make sense anymore because it sort of accidentally happened here

Don't mind me while I stare at my laptop like this for the foreseeable future

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A while ago I started designing a robot version of Kaoru. Maybe he made this droidsona to be his body double… Or to keep Kojiro occupied when real Kaoru is busy 😊😏🌸

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I was supposed to be graduating in a few days but because of my cluster fuck up it and many things got delayed by at least a year

Yet it did not for my friends and even my mom with whom I was supposed to graduate together (different stages but still graduation) And silly old me happened to get to know a lot of people who are graduates of this year, most if not all of my closest friends are in this list

Went to two of the ceremonies and to say that it felt strange is an understatement. I was feeling very weird all day, couldn't really understand why and now have lost it at 1am

This is so cringe. And I get that it's cringe and it's not about me. I'm very proud of my friends, especially the one who graduated today at the top of her course and all. Yet why do I feel like I should be dead? Like I do not deserve to be alive, to be near these people, to be near the university life and all

The next ceremony will be for my supposed graduate class and I know I can't skip it because again, it's not about me, it's about my friends, my coursemates, my teammates, (if they even remember me, it has been a year since I saw some of them) but I just know that that one is going to sting a lot

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”this file type is not supported” umm grow up?

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Sugishita is such a hater, good for him honestly. Should probably learn something from him myself

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My slow burn is on fire at last and why am I left tearing up on a bus full of children

My babies :')

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Mermaid chigiri doodles

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Stretch~ 🥰

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Had a dream last night during one i was writing fanfic

Which is rude because I remember ploting an extensive storyline and then woke up with no memory of the said storyline and an empty doc

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A copper retriever with her unoxidised puppies

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Kiss 🥰🥰🥰

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for the love of God let's fucking groove tonight please

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Recreating that scene from The Incredibles

i’m so sorry.

Based on this tweet

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See, I'd try to be more positive and rant less but this what happens when I complain so yeah, will continue to do so until it doesn't work anymore

I read few one shot fics this evening of kunigiri

And now I need more

But then maybe, just maybe i could write something because looking for them is too much of a hassle

But then I could also continue the ones I accidentally dropped like I always do

And now I'm sad because I can't make myself do anything

This sucks

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I read few one shot fics this evening of kunigiri

And now I need more

But then maybe, just maybe i could write something because looking for them is too much of a hassle

But then I could also continue the ones I accidentally dropped like I always do

And now I'm sad because I can't make myself do anything

This sucks

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Manga club read of the month is tokyo Ghoul, which is the best option out of all we had before, but it's just not my thing. I don't hate Edge. I'm numb to it at this point, but the series is just not for me. Even reading summary makes my head hurt. I finished half of it and the rest will probably have to wing it because ugh

And I don't know why, because even years before, I could only read one volume and watch one or two anime episodes before dropping it for no particular reason

I thought at least I was done with the jjk game main story line but no, there's a whole chapter on jjk0 that I'd rather play than get ready for the meeting